Jan 8, 2018
alec internally beating himself up for letting ppl he cares ab down ? u betcha
#OUT OF ARROWS.#he tries so hard to be everything he can for the ppl he loves & cares about#be what they want/need him to be#trying to make everyone's expectations of him is probably one of his biggest struggles#*trying to keep#because he'll stretch himself thin & even begin to neglect his own wants/needs for the sake of others#he feels like he has to be perfect for everyone#& so when he's not ! when he messes up or fails to meet their expectations#he truly feels like a failure & that he's not enough !#not being what ppl expect him to be is definitely the biggest fear of his & it makes me cry#bc he is enough ! he is good ! he does his best & ppl love him for that#even when in his eyes he feels like he's done a horrible job#he thinks so little of himself truly & even as he gets older he still never feels like he's doing enough being enough for the ppl he loves#& im crying !!!!