Sometimes realizing that all of this is real and that I have lost those close to me not only in my past past life but also those I came to love like family in my second life yet again and just feeling defeated. Like man! At least my second life came with built in siblings but here I’m just fucked and I feel so so cold emotionally
I wrote so much to cope with everything going on. But it’s just simply, I dunno… not the same anymore either
I miss mobei












