im really used to our headcount being small and we keep discovering older alters that hid and new ones that are being found and, i miss the 5 of us, the 7 even. the 10 the 15.
im scared of 50
i was terrified when i heard a whisper of the potential of 80 in total from our gatekeeper
im still trying to welcome everyone happy and accommodate them as their host but im tired.











