#-internal screaming-

[onestormynight]

TOM HAVING TO PLAY FMK WITH HIS CHARACTERS I CAN’T-

[sole-cuore-amore-e-droga]

who here had “Flo Rida competing in Eurovision” on their 2021 bingo card

[animaniachan]

YES, HELLO??? LOOK AT THEM—

https://youtu.be/7Rjk3Q3-mZ4

[167crn]

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[dragonflamefire]

uGH WHY IS BLOOD SO HARD TO DRAW

[eevee-x3]

@wonchie playing until dawn rush of blood on the VR

[spenglercore]

I want to draw I want to write I want to answer those damn questions but life keeps happening!!! Readmore for anyone who doesnt want to read the entire bitchfest.

I quit my job and I still don't have enough time to do all the things I need, much less the things I want. And for some reason hitting 39 was my body's cue to have like half the check engine lights come on. I tried to see the Obgyn last week but they require me to pay 200 bucks out of pocket up front before they'll see me despite having GOOD insurance, simply because I'm a new patient, and I don't have 200 bucks to loan the hospital for three months while my insurance processes the reimbursement. So, I had to cancel the appt and reschedule for the end of this month, when I also will not be able to pay 200 bucks bc of rent, which means I have to call again and see if there's anything in like mid to late March when we get tax returns and work bonus. In the meantime, I just suffer and it's getting really fucking old, man.

There's so much going on in the world too, and esp where I live (Dallas Texas). I want to do things about it, but I can't do a thing if all my mental energy is going toward focusing on not barfing or dealing with pain or anxiety over perfectly normal post-procedure dental pain (sensitivity is lingering a bit more than it has for past root canals) and its like can i catch a break please.

I also think a lot about how people can go through similar things to me and still come out ableist?? Yeah my suffering rn is probably temporary, I'll get better and not need any accomodations for anything, but 1: I already have several 'invisible' disabilities and 2: I want accommodations and accessibility while I feel like shit?? Like when I broke my toes I sure did want to have ramps and automatic doors and other things that would have made coping with that injury a lot easier. I think a lot about the concept of abled people using things meant for the disabled bc the more abled people use such things, the more common they become and thus more accessible for people who *need* them. I don't get how people can come away from illness or injury and still think the disabled are the lazy dregs of society that dont need wheelchair ramps or public signage in braille or automatic doors.

Bleh.

[chaoticstrata]

Titles are the Bane of my Writing Existence

I FINALLY got one of my WiP done. It's the Guild Wars 2 one I've been working on. I have it all ready to go to upload....I've been trying to think of a title for HOURS! -dead-