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[thegrumpykestrel]

Sometimes I wish you would actually see me.

[thegrumpykestrel]

Summing up 2014

-School got harder

-Still haven't told girl I like that I like herp

[thegrumpykestrel]

It's probably worse as I'm shy as fuck when it comes to this particular situation/predicament

[thegrumpykestrel]

I hate that I can count the number of times I've talked to her this year on the fingers of one hand. 

[thegrumpykestrel]

It sort of like being forced to choose between a Magnum ice-cream and a Maxi-bon, one is deliciously luxurious but prohibitively expensive (relatively speaking), and the other isn't as alluring, but becomes a familiar and loved treat the more it is tasted. 

[thegrumpykestrel]

Now that I think of it, I should probably stop backing myself into such open corners. Doesn't force me to act on a decision. 

[thegrumpykestrel]

I could probably just fade away and no one would really notice.

I know she wouldn't.

[thegrumpykestrel]

When you think about it, I leave coded messages everywhere. I realised half way through the Maths exam today that I was tapping one out in Morse code without even realising it.