#.. vampire diary

[demonictragedy]

hello again. in case you forgot, my name is watching source again even if im not canon compliant and the ending makes me angry. cant help but wonder what will i do in this wonderful night.

[demonictragedy]

my nationality is still a mystery. it seems that my owen had a british accent, so we can imagine somewhere in europe. considering scott, also, probably around that area. was I british though? or something else??? absolutely no idea.

[demonictragedy]

if no one is drawing lovingstake i shall take it upon myself

[demonictragedy]

no house judging competition for me if im being honest

[demonictragedy]

you know the pacing of source is fucking wrong because Who builds a house in A Day.

[demonictragedy]

its kind of exhausting to see people think i was being manipulated into our family. yeah maybe the turning itself wasnt the best thing, but it was also an accident. it wasnt supposed to be that way. and in the rest of it, if it wasn't for the humans, it would've been fine.

they literally act like they did. as if i don't know what im doing and i am a victim of the people that i love and love me back. everyone always fails to see that i was exactly where i wanted to and i wouldn't trade that for anything. because they strip me of agency, saying that they know better, while accusing my family of doing exactly that.

isnt it funny. im not laughing.

[demonictragedy]

just so we're clear. i never turned avid. i don't remember drift being a vampire. i don't remember Any of the 3 final episodes, much less leaving oakhurst and being in new york. and to be honest!!!! im actually really scared i might remember anything at all!@!@