Sep 24, 2024
Beginning to feel like I want to start again... but I don't know how.
#not sure if I *remember* how#...or if I have the ability to any longer#the determination#the willpower#start posting again#start writing again#start exercising again#start *living* again#...but I'm so scared#and it's so easy to just... do nothing#and barely get by#and not risk failing#...I'd better stop before I talk myself right back into a bad place#free floating anxiety