#062014

[tonyyboi]

10.

[tonyyboi]

Sigh

Had a bad dream about you and wish I can text you to see if you're okay, but we both know that we shouldn't be doing that. Hope everything is okay. See you soon.

[tonyyboi]

Letting go...

I guess it’s finally time to let go! Our time has come and ended. I thank Buddha every day for bringing you into my life and making me so happy. Although it was short lived and not the outcome we both wanted and hurts me so much, I think it’s best for us to be walking this path. Yesterday was much needed. I finally can begin to let go and be the happy single me again. Hopefully one day we will talk again and be good friends again! See you soon. 

I love you.

[tonyyboi]

Idiot

I'm a fucking idiot. Why am I making myself play the waiting game when clearly there's no way in hell it's gonna be us again. Yeah we don't know the future, but if you're already falling for someone, there is no more us. I've been holding onto it for dear life waiting for a miracle to happen and all I get is another heartbreak. I gotta get up and leave. I'm sorry. It's all my fault for being stupid. So I'll see you later. Hope you have a great life.

[tonyyboi]

I'm gonna go crazy.

Sometimes I'm scared that the posts are no longer for me and it drives me insane. Not knowing what it's about drives me insane too 😭

[tonyyboi]

The scent on your shirt is fading...

[tonyyboi]

Meh.

Every other day I just break down and miss everything, but I know that nothing will happen cos I have no power to do anything anymore. I’ve done all that I can and it’s basically up to you to decide our ending route. All I can do is listen to the three songs that keep me sane.

Following the map to my one in a million cos we’re invincible.

[tonyyboi]

I’ll hold on tight to you, never let you go Your love’s one in a million I’d put up a fight for you Can’t make it on my own Your love’s one in a million If I lose your heart, I’m sure I’d fall apart You are the sun to me, you’re my everything Your love’s one in a million