Mission Successful by LittleRose13
I wrote this a while back, and then @blvnk-art posted this piece, which sort of felt like sheâd reached into my head! Merry Christmas everyone!
Day 12, The 12 Days of Shipmas - Itâs Christmas Eve and youâre not here?đą Words: 4,020 Pairing: Harry/Ginny
24th December, 2009 âMummy, Jamesy says itâs Christmas Eve today. Is it really?â
Ginny turned around at Alâs little voice, momentarily looking away from feeding Lily, and noticing that heâd picked all of the blueberries out of his pancake and left them on the side of his plate. âJames is right, today is Christmas Eve.â
âSee, Al. I told you.â James drank some pumpkin juice smugly.
âBut today canât be Christmas Eve,â Albus persisted, ignoring his brother.
âWhy canât it?â Ginny asked, grabbing Lilyâs last slice of banana before she squished it into her hair.
âBecause Daddy isnât home yet,â he stated factually and Ginnyâs heart sank. âHeâs been gone for ages.â
âDaddy left on Saturday, today is Thursday. Thatâs five days.â Ginny tried to pretend she was just practising the days of the week with her younger son, and didnât think about how this was supposed to be a two day Auror mission.
âWill he be home today?â James asked the one question Ginny didnât have an answer to.
âI hope so, sweetheart.â
Jamesâ face fell. âYou hope so? So he might not be home today?â His lip trembled and his eyes filled up with tears.
âIs Daddy gonna miss Christmas?â Albus voiced everybodyâs biggest fear in the inquisitive way only a three-year-old can manage. As he spoke, he turned to James with a scared expression and saw that his brother was crying. This seemed to confirm the worst for Albus and he began to cry too.
âDaddy!â Lily cried desperately, and she started to cry, because that was just what Ginny needed in that moment. She honestly felt like joining her three children in their sobbing fest.
âItâs not fair!â James bolted from the breakfast table and over to the window seat, where he buried his face in the cushions and sobbed. Albus took one look back at Ginny and followed his brother at top speed, throwing himself down right beside James in equal misery.
Ginny sighed, looking up towards the ceiling. This was not going to plan at all; things never did when Harry was on a mission.
âJamesy Awbus cwy,â Lily observed, still sniffing herself. She wasnât really old enough to know it was Christmas but she was able to understand that Daddy wasnât there and hadnât been for a few days.
âLetâs cheer them up, Lily-Lu.â Ginny unintentionally borrowed Harryâs nickname for their daughter and picked her up. If Lily thought this was strange, she didnât show it.
âNo cwy Jamesy Awbus.â Lily toddled over and roughly patted both her brothers on the back.
âI got sad stuck in me,â Albus explained to her, lifting his head from the cushions. James just continued to wail.
Ginny opened her arms out and Albus fell into them instead of the cushions where he continued to cry. âWeâve all got some sad stuck in us today, Al. Maybe we can help each other get the sad out?â
âYeah!â Albus agreed triumphantly.
James joined the group hug. âHow do we get the sad out?â
âHello, itâs Christmas Eve! We have the best Christmas Eve ever.â Ginny put on an excellent imitation of a bright and positive person. âStarting by flying in the garden in our pyjamas!â
It was a cheap trick, to distract the kids with something like a pyjama fly, which they hardly ever did. But if it kept her children happy, at least for now, Ginny was willing to try every cheap trick in the book.
At five, James was old enough to have his own training broom which rose to about three feet. Being a smaller baby, Ginny could still wear Lily on her chest, and Albus was able to perch in front of her on her own broom and she could keep him safe. Not that Ginny would be flying any higher than three feet anyway, only one Potter parent needed to be in danger right now.
Donât think about that.
Pyjama flying kept them going for forty five minutes before Lily got too cold to stay outside any longer.
âI donât want to go inside yet!â James complained and Ginny thought fast.
âYou donât want to come inside and play Bubble Ball?â
Bubble Ball was another activity that rarely happened in the Potter household but when it did, it was the biggest treat ever. There were no rules or even skills to Bubble Ball, just that Ginny used her wand to conjure large, everlasting bubbles which the children batted around the room to general delight. After a good few bats, the bubble would pop and rainbow sparks would rain down over the person who popped it, at which point the children would all shout bubble ball!
Bubble Ball lasted until lunch, Lily was exhausted and Ginny thought she could definitely get away with putting Albus down for a nap with her too. She decided she was correct, when he nodded off into his lunch, waking with a start with his fringe covered in tomato soup. She knew sheâd have to give him a bath and wash his hair later, but maybe Harry might be back by then, Ginny felt herself childishly hoping.
With the two youngest asleep, Ginny cleared up from lunch while James coloured at the table. His artwork was abstract at best and the helpful accompanying written explanations did nothing to clarify what he had drawn ever. She sat down with him and drew a big Weasley jumper picture and coloured it in with as many different colours as possible, James helping her towards the end when heâd finished his own picture.
âWhat do you think, James, shall we show this to Grandma Molly tomorrow for her next design?â
James nodded and laughed. âI think she should make it for Uncle Percy! He would look great.â
Ginny smiled proudly and caught sight of Jamesâ own picture, which contained lots of squiggles, a few recognisable letters, several smiley faced, stick-bodied people, and his own name printed at the bottom. âWhat did you draw, James?â
âI wrote a letter to Father Christmas,â James explained. âShall I read it to you?â
Ginny was very glad he hadnât asked her to read it out loud and become upset when she couldnât read out exactly what heâd meant to write like last time. âYes please, Jamesy.â
âDear Father Christmas, I know I already wroted to you a long time ago, but I wanted to say a few changes to my first letter please. First, donât worry about the new broom. You can give it to Al if you already got it. Second, you donât have to put anything in my stocking this year.
Thereâs only one thing I really want for Christmas, and I know you can make it happen. Please, for Christmas, I would like my Daddy to come home and never go away again. Thanks Father Christmas. From James.â
His eyes skimmed vaguely over the squiggles as he clearly made the words up as he went. The sentiment was clear though and it made Ginnyâs heart ache.
âThat's⊠a very nice letter, James. Why donât you put it at the fireplace so Father Christmas can collect it from the chimney? Iâm going to get your brother and sister from their nap.â
She didnât go straight to the childrenâs bedrooms, instead taking a quick stop in her and Harryâs room, which sheâd had to herself for five days now. It was starting to feel cold and empty compared to the rest of the house.
Ginny didnât mind that Harryâs job took him away like this from time to time. Sheâd known when she married him that she was hardly signing up for a quiet life, and that hadnât changed just because theyâd had three children. There was just something about it being Christmas Eve that made it all the more painful to be away from him.
The head of the Department of Magical Law Enforcement (Harryâs boss) updated her regularly with enough information to know Harry was alive, wherever he was, and would be home as soon as they could spare him. She unfolded the last letter sheâd received, the night before, simply confirming he was safe and with the hope that it would be the end of the mission, then a reminder that she couldnât contact him directly without compromising his safety.
âItâs Christmas Eve, and youâre not here,â she whispered to herself, clutching the small pendant necklace Harry had bought for her birthday which she never took off.
A cry from Lilyâs room brought her back to her senses and she went to retrieve her daughter, who cheered up immensely when she saw Ginny, and was chattering away happily to her about a dream sheâd had involving a yoocorn. This was quite the contrast to Albus, who was sleeping so peacefully, it broke Ginnyâs heart to wake him, but heâd never sleep at night if she didnât. When she leant over and stroked his back to wake him up, he scowled at her and threw a leg out, kicking Ginny in the head in the process.
âOw,â Ginny muttered, gingerly leaning back over to try again. This time he let her pick him up, but he wasnât happy about it and he miserably nuzzled into her neck, his hair all scratchy where it had soup dried in it that hadnât scourgified out.
Ginny had reached her last resort and settled the children in front of the rarely-used television with a muggle film. Albus refused to leave her side which meant James and Lily were equally clingy, but it was rather nice to snuggle with all three of her kids at the same time.
It was dark by the time the film ended, and Ginny realised some small part of her had been convinced that Harry would be back by the time it was over. It was getting closer to the time each day where she tended to receive an owl informing her that Harry was still safe but the mission was taking longer than they thought and Ginnyâs heart sank. She gave the children dinner but was unable to eat anything herself, her stomach churning with anxiety and disappointment.
She pushed the feelings to one side and focused on giving the children a bath instead, managing to pass off all three of them sharing as an amazing treat rather than because she didnât know what else to do. Things were fairly peaceful, Lily passing a floating giant squid toy back and forth with Albus, while Ginny washed the tomato soup out of his hair. James broke the peace in a heartbeat only minutes later when Ginny was combing conditioner through Albusâ dark hair.
âDonât worry, Lily. I wroted to Father Christmas and asked him to bring Daddy home tonight. He might even be here already.â He spoke very sincerely to his little sister, playing with a handful of bubbles and making her laugh. Lily hadnât listened to what heâd said at all, but Albus had.
âDaddyâs home! Can we go and see him now?â He tried to pull himself up on the edge of the bath but in his haste, slipped sideways and fell backwards into the bath water, where Ginny quickly caught him before his head went under. It scared him and he didnât move, gripping onto Ginnyâs arms.
âJamesy, you know Father Christmas will try his best to bring Daddy home for Christmas,â Ginny started gently, setting Albus upright and rinsing his combed hair with her wand. âBut I donât think heâs home just yet.â
She hadnât received an owl yet, but she also knew it was too good to be true that Harry would be waiting for them downstairs.
âBut heâs Father Christmas. He can do anything!â
âI want Daddy!â Albus added.
Ginny was rapidly running out of distraction techniques.
âWhy donât we go and hang your stockings by the fireplace?â
James gave her a reproachful look like he knew exactly what she was doing, but it worked on Albus, who pushed his wet hair away from his eyes and beamed, and Lily reached her arms up, asking to be taken out of the bath.
Ginny dried Albusâ hair with her wand while James helped Lily put her pyjamas on, his own pyjamas especially adorable with a pattern of Hippogriffs wearing Christmas jumpers. Albus had a matching set which he begged Ginny to find once his hair was dry.
âHereâs mine!â Albus said, holding up a Christmas stocking with his name on when they were downstairs and by the fireplace. âIâll find yours too, Lily.â
Only James had remembered what heâd said in the bath, and he looked around the empty living room in disappointment. Ginny placed her arm around his shoulders and gave him a squeeze. âLetâs hang your stocking, Jamesy.â
âOkay,â James sighed, unenthusiastically.
With four stockings in her hand (one was for Teddy, who would be coming over before they all went to The Burrow), Ginny levitated each one to hang on the mantelpiece. Albus watched her delightedly cross-legged on the ground like it was a show, with Lily sat on his lap. James stood, looking very small with his arms folded.
Instead of hanging them straight up, Ginny made the stockings whizz around the room, floating past the children and skimming Albusâ fluffy hair (Ginny never had got the hang of drying it with her wand the way Harry did). James reluctantly smiled and let out a tiny laugh when his own stocking span round his head.
They left a plate beside the fireplace, with a mince pie for Father Christmas and a carrot for Rudolph. It sat beside Jamesâ heart-wrenching letter. Lily yawned widely and Ginny took all three children up to bed, putting Lily down while the boys brushed their teeth. She left James finishing off his teeth while she read Albus a story and he fell asleep.
James, however, was not in his bedroom or the bathroom when Ginny came to tuck him in. She had a suspicion as to where he might be instead, and sure enough, a snuffling noise gave away his hiding place under the Christmas tree downstairs.
âJames, come on. Your brotherâs already asleep and itâs past your bedtime.â
âNo, Iâm waiting here for Daddy to come home.â His voice was muffled by branches.
âFather Christmas wonât be able to leave you any presents if youâre not in bed,â she gently coaxed.
âI donât care, I want Daddy more than presents.â
âJamesy, come out now please.â He noticed the change in her tone and slowly crawled out, tears on his face. She scooped him up and cradled him to her like he was a baby again and he clung right back. âI want Daddy to come home too, more than anything, and he will come home very soon. Maybe in time for Christmas Day, maybe not. I promise, weâll have Christmas Day with Daddy, even if we have to make our own Christmas Day when heâs home.â
James listened to all of this and allowed Ginny to rock him gently while she spoke. Out of the corner of her eye, Ginny noticed an owl swooping towards the kitchen window. She shifted James so he was sat on her hip, walked him to the kitchen, retrieved the letter from the Department of Magical Law Enforcement and placed it unopened on the table - she would read it after James was in bed; she knew what it said anyway.
Lily was sleeping soundly in her bedroom, Albusâ bedroom was also silent but James was sobbing noisily into his pillow, and no amount of singing or hair stroking was doing anything to help. Ginny felt her own breath catch in her throat at the sight of her heartbroken son.
âWhat will make you feel better, Jamesy? How can Mummy help?â She would have been surprised if he was able to articulate what he needed in that moment, but he considered her question.
âCan I sleep in your bed with you?â he asked innocently.
Ginny reached out and pulled him in close for a hug. âOf course, sweetheart.â
James smiled and crawled out of bed, following Ginny into the master bedroom. The bed was unmade and a snuffling sound was coming faintly from somewhere in the middle. Ginny suspected she knew the source of the snuffling, and sure enough, when she gently lifted the duvet up, Alâs small figure was curled up at the foot of the bed. His face was red from crying and his hair sticking up at all angles. He looked relieved to see his mum.
âIâm too sad to sleep by myself,â he whispered and it was the most gut-wrenching sentence he could have possibly said in that moment.
James wriggled his way into the bed and curled up on one side, while Ginny picked Albus up and smoothed his hair back into place as best she could. âLooks like Iâm going to have both my boys with me tonight.â
Albus snuggled against James, who threw one arm loosely around his brother. For all their squabbling, they really did love each other so much and in that moment, Ginny knew the two of them completely understood how the other was feeling. It was enough for them both to feel safe enough to fall asleep under Ginnyâs loving gaze.
She kissed both their foreheads, and crept from the room to set up the living room for the morning. The little presents she and Harry had bought for the children fitted neatly into their stockings; the bigger presents theyâd written to Father Christmas for sat waiting patiently by the Christmas tree; she took a bite out of the mince pie; everything was as perfect as it could be, without Harry there.
The boys were still sleeping when Ginny quietly got ready for bed and joined them, their tiny bodies warm as they curled up around her. It had been an emotionally exhausting day, and tomorrow would be no easier, but for now she needed sleep.
She dreamt of crying children who she couldnât reach. It was as if she were rooted to the spot, unable to move, even though she really wanted to. She heard James sobbing mournfully and Albus crying softly, Lily wailing and even Teddy bursting into tears.
âJamesy, wake up! Father Christmas is downstairs. I can hear him walking around,â Albus hissed at his brother. Ginny blinked in the darkness, realising she wasnât dreaming and remembering she had her boys with her, but Albus didnât seem to be crying. âIâm going to see if I can see him!â
Before Ginny could process what was going on, the bed shifted and a little shape wriggled off and whizzed from the room, clattering down the stairs excitedly.
âOh Merlin, no. Albus!â Ginny muttered to herself, pulling her body out of the bed where James was stirring too.
âAl, wait for me!â James cried and he too rolled out of bed and dashed off.
The thundering footsteps down the stairs courtesy of James woke Lily up and she was crying loudly from her bedroom. Ginny stood on the landing, torn between retrieving her sons and going to Lily. Lilyâs cries were distressed and panicked, so she chose to go there first, picking her up and rocking her while simultaneously walking downstairs.
âWas it really him? I heard him in the fireplace! I did!â
âIt was him! Our stockings are full, we missed him!â
âDid his reindeer eat the carrot?â
Damn. The carrot. Ginny knew sheâd forgotten to do something.
âYes! Look, itâs all nibbled.â
Brilliant, they had mice.
âMummy, Father Christmas has been!â Albus announced when he saw her, then he spotted the stern look on her face and remembered he wasnât supposed to be out of bed. âOops.â
âHe took my letter, he took it up the chimney with him!â James was so excited. âThat means heâs read it and he can bring Daddy home!â
âDaddy!â Lily echoed her brother.
Ginny didnât know what she had done to deserve such an emotionally taxing Christmas Eve.
âDaddy!â Lily cried again, more insistently.
âYouâll see Daddy soon, petal,â Ginny soothed, not really wanting Lily to be awake for much longer. Lily herself had other ideas and squirmed violently to be put down, which Ginny hardly had time to argue against.
She ran to the fireplace where James was peering up, looking for Father Christmas. âDaddy shoes!â she insisted.
Albus spotted what Lily was looking at before Ginny did. âDaddyâs shoes are here. Why are Daddyâs shoes here? UnlessâŠâ A look of understanding passed over his face.
âDaddyâs home!â James yelled at the same time as Albus cried âour Daddy is Father Christmas!â
Ginnyâs heart felt lighter than air as she joined all three of her children in rushing into the kitchen and barrelling straight into Harry. He was there, really there, standing in the kitchen, his arms round her tightly, pressing kisses all over her and the children.
âYouâre home,â Ginny breathed into his shoulder as he held her tight with one arm, the other wrapped around all three of their children.
âIâm sorry, Ginny. I had no idea, I wanted to come home sooner. Iâm so sorry.â He sounded erratic and exhausted.
âDonât be sorry, weâre just glad youâre home.â She hugged him tightly again. âWas it you who got the carrot?â
Harry pulled away and winked at her. He knelt down to the childrenâs level and they threw themselves into his arms. âI missed you all so much, I love you.â
âDaddy!â Lily cried happily, clamouring to be picked up.
âI love you, Daddy,â Albus buried his face into the crook of Harryâs neck.
âI wroted to Father Christmas and asked him to bring you home and he did,â James explained.
At the risk of being knocked over backwards by the excitable Potter children, Harry diverted them to the window seat James and Albus had sobbed into that morning. Lily perched on his lap and James and Albus curled into an arm each. Harry reached around Albus and held Ginnyâs hand, although of course she didnât mind their children getting all the space.
âWeâve had the best Christmas Eve ever when you wasnât here!â James gushed about their pyjama fly, with some major exaggeration about how high his broomstick had been.
âThen we played Bubble Ball and Lily won,â Albus continued. âAnd I falled asleep in my soup so Mummy had to wash my hair again, even though she already did wash my hair yesterday.â
âIs that right?â Harry nodded with raised eyebrows, ruffling Albusâ hair, then shared an understanding glance with Ginny. âIt sounds like Mummyâs had the best Christmas Eve ever too.â
âIt just got much better,â Ginny said, squeezing Harryâs hand.
âBut guess what, Daddy? Father Christmas has been and he put presents under our tree and in our stockings!â
âHe did? How exciting!â Harry pretended to be shocked, realising Lily had fallen asleep on his lap and pulling her closer to him so she was comfortable.
âCan we open presents now itâs Christmas and Daddyâs home?â James asked hopefully.
In that moment, Ginny and Harry both realised theyâd lost their big ace card for getting the kids to sleep tonight, because Father Christmas has already been and no threat of him not coming until they were asleep just wasnât going to cut it.
âHow about a big sleepover in Mummy and Daddyâs bed?â Ginny suggested, hoping this would distract James. Harry half raised his eyebrows in question and she muttered âthatâs how Iâve got through today,â in response.
Harry carried Lily from the room, with Albus riding on his back and James at his heels. As they passed the kitchen table, the Potter family didnât notice the letter from the ministry owl flutter to the floor and fall from its envelope. The letter inside was not the one Ginny had thought it would be; instead, it was much shorter and brought better news.
Mission successful. Heâs coming home.
















