#14:52

[sadece-huzun]

Rahatsızlandığımdan dolayı yapamıyordum.. Haftalar sonra evimi temizleyebildim valla ağladım ya meğer ne büyük nimetmiş 🤲😔🧿

[biragacgibitekvehur]

Ben çiçek gibi taşımıyorum göğsümde aşkı

Ben aşkı göğsümde kurşun gibi taşıyorum

Gelmiş dayanmışım demir kapısına sevdanın

Ben yaşamıyor gibi yaşamıyor gibi yaşıyorum

Ben aşkı göğsümde kurşun gibi taşıyorum

[glimmerofawesome]

[thrassisfras]

I cannot express just how much I want a flying mount :(

[d3rr3z]

14:52

The phone rings It's you on the line

I answer uncertainly

Your voice

Which used to bring me so much comfort

Now sounds so foreign

I try to refamiliarize myself with you

Reminding myself of all we were

Wanting desperately for there to be

A connection

Something to pull me back

To where we used to be

Something to make us whole again

I search your words frantically

As I pre-record my own in my head

Seeking a spark

But finding only embers

But even these

Seem to have seen their last light

"Where did we go wrong?"

We both ask ourselves in our heads

The answer evades us

"Why am I not who you want me to be?"

I ask myself...

"Why doesn't he love me anymore?"

You ponder...

We continue to talk

We exchange pleasantries

Not unlike coworkers meeting after a long weekend

What happened to us?

We used to be so close

Now we seem worlds apart

Our words trail off Into an ackward silence...

We each state our goodbyes...

[biragacgibitekvehur]

“Oturup ben bir hikaye yazayım diyemezsin. Hikâye yaşanarak yazılır.”

İsmail Taş

[thrassisfras]

Hiding from social obligations and playing with my fidget necklace

[glittlecloud]

I'm trying...

so hard.