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LT crew technical manager Sam 'Kenny' Kenyon posted a photo of his Faith In The Future World Tour plaque which he received from Louis and his management for 120 shows! 18/1/25

(monitor engineer Barrie Pitt posted his earlier this month)

#and right next to the LT tour 2022 plaque #FITF tour #tour plaque #lt crew #fitfwt #louis #lt team #lt management #18.01.25 #m

I continue to be tormented with headaches and migraines every day. I thought before I did not have them every damn day.

My most common amount of hours this month is 17-24h a day. Every single day. Pain.

I’m so tired of it.

Yet I continue to do hard things.

Yet I continue to agonise myself through hard labor work.

Yet I continue to go to university.

I am fighting tooth and nail to survive.

#18.01.25 #chronic migraine #chronic headaches #chronic illness #me

It is torture how imprisoned I feel these days. Bound to bad health which will not get any better unless I confess and bleed out my sorrows.

No one can understand what heavy burdens I have carried if I keep these cards so tightly to my chest.

Step one for most is to open up. Yet I play court and attorney when I am in treatment. The court jester when there are no audience to clap when I am done.

How does one tell tales if one has not the words nor the knowledge of how to tell them?

My paintings and privately written letters are all I have that shows a mere hint of the intensity inside me.

#Lene #poetry #badly written little miserable lene hours #18.01.25 #journal #my writing