#200days

[confessions-of-a-kpop-freak]

happy 200 days with treasure ♡

[allinusforitzy]

ITZY Debut 200 days!!! 💕🎊🎉

[5sosalh]

200 days Part 5

Day 19 

I watch Calum play his bass as Luke sings the end of ‘Valentine’ I move in front of him. He smiles and leans closer to the camera. I laugh at him and push on his leg to make him move back. We are not back to normal but we are teasing each other again that makes us both happy. Luke messes up the last note in the song seeing Calum and I messing around. “Okay, London we’re gonna slow it down for a minute.” Michael says into his microphone. I move to Luke and look up at him confused usually their next song was empty wallets. Luke holds his hand out for me. “This is a older song, but it is this girl’s.” Luke pulls me up on stage. “Favorite song. If you don’t know who this girl is First and most importantly she is one of our best friends.” Luke says as he pulls me into his side. “Secondly she is my girlfriend.” Calum says as he pulls me to him and kisses me softly on the lips. “ and thirdly she is our tour photographer this year.” Michael finishes. “So, we are going to play one of her favorites songs tonight.” Ashton winks at me. I smile at the boys. right here why I love them. They love me and make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world. “If you have ever left a loved one at home you know that it sucks. That’s where this song comes from. Because at the end of the day all I  want is to be ‘Beside You.” Calum turns to me at the end as I sit on the stool that Michael had brought over for me. 

I’m crying at the end of ‘Beside You’ and Calum pulls me to him and holds me. “Okay, lovebirds we have a show to finish.” Michael jokes I lean to Calum’s microphone. “You are just jealous Michael.” I stick out my tongue at him as Calum kisses my forehead one more time and let’s  me move to get set, to get some pictures of Ashton. “ okay, let’s pick back up with a song Calum wrote, can you guess who this song is about?” Luke asks as Ashton plays the start of ‘She Looks So Perfect.’ I stand beside Ashton as Calum comes to and kisses me one more time before the song starts. Ashton pulls me to him and says into his microphone “Calum, she’s mine now. Go away.” I laugh at the boys before putting the camera in front of my face. 

-end of the show- 

I’m backstage waiting for them to run back here.  Michael is the first one in Front of me, making silly faces and before I knew it and been lifted off the ground and spun around by arms I know all too well. Calum laughs and kisses the back of my neck. “Ewwww Cal,  you’re sweaty and you smell.” “Luke you Heard that she wants me to hold her tighter right?” Luke laughs and looks at me. “ Ash! Mic! Help me.” I giggle. “Come Here Y/N, Michael will help you.” But instead of him getting me away from Calum he throws me on the dressing room couch and pins me down , so Calum can tickle me. “Okay, Okay! I give up Calum” I tell him between laughs. “Okay boys get showers we have to get moving now.” Matthew yells as he walks into the dressing room, being his usual killjoy self . I’m pulled up to Calum’s side. “ Side note no more surprise songs, Y/N may have loved it but the fans don’t come to see those things. They come to see you play.” I look at the floor. “Matt-.” Calum stops when he sees my hand go to my eyes. “I’m going to go pack up my stuff.” I tell The boys before pushing my way to the door.” I find my way down the hall “Fuck you, Matthew.” I hear Calum yell at him as I find my dressing room. “Calum, get your shower then you can go find the crybaby.” Matthew yells after him. “Matt. If it was up to me you would be gone.”  I try to stop listening to them as I pack up my stuff and walk to the back of the Arena.  

I walk to the bodyguard and out to the bus.

as I down on my bed, I put my hand on my stomach. I have a doctor’s appointment next week. I still haven’t told Calum or anyone else for that matter. i don’t know why I don’t tell him. He has every right to know. “Baby girl?” He asks as he pulls back the curtain to his bunk to see me laying in it with one of his shirts on. “I’m sorry about that.” “No,He was right Calum. I loved it but the fans come to the show to see you guys play, not me.” “Baby...” His eyes soften at the fact Matthew had killed all the joy that you were having with them. “no, I’m fine. I’m tired please just get in here and hold me.” He does as I ask.

— few hours later-

Calum p.o.v 

I look at my phone and see a text from Ashton in our band chat. 

Ash🥁: is Y/N okay?

Cal🎸: no but she wouldn’t talked to me. I hate Matthew so much. 

Luke 🎤: hold on a few more days and he will be gone, I called Rose and she told me she would here Friday. Matthew is losing his job. 

Mic 🎮: Thank God! 

Cal🎸: ^ I second that.

With that I put my phone down and watch her sleep. I noticed her hand on her belly. I smile to myself thinking of what it would be like when she is pregnant part of me wants that time to be now. I can’t wait to be a dad and more importantly I can’t wait to see her be a mom.  with that thought I fell sleep holding the woman that I love.

what do you think of Matthew? Do you think he is right?

[heartsnsdjk]

PRISTIN's 200DAY STORY Unit3 ‪#PRISTIN‬ ‪#HAPPY_200DAY‬

[5sosalh]

200 Days part 4

200 day

Day 7 part 2

Y/N’s P.O.V

Somehow I find my way to a cafe down the road. It’s a rainy day and the show isn’t for hours. I ordered coffee and sit down. What do I want to do? Calum, the man I love and or least thought i did, but how I can I forgive him for doing what my father did to me when I was 4. I put my head in my hands. If I don’t get back together with Calum I’ll lose my job that’s for sure. There is no way Matthew won’t find out we broke up. “What do I do...” I say to myself. “Are you Y/n?” I look up at a girl about my age. I smile. “I am” “I just want to tell you that I’m glad you make Calum happy. He should have all the happiness in the world. I also wanted to ask, Are you just with them for the first few shows?” “I’m actually the tour photographer this time around.” “That’s awesome, we should get more pictures of Calum this time.” I laugh. “Hopefully you get pictures of all of them. Can I hug you?” She pulls me into a hug. “Thank you for what you said, I needed to hear that.”

——

-Backstage- Y/N’s P.o.v

I’m walking around taking pictures of anything and everything. “Y/N, can we talk?” I jump and turn to see Calum behind me. “We have about 10 minutes before I have to find Ashton to get pictures for Matthew.” He nods and pulls me into his dressing room. “Hear me out, Y/N.” I sit down in the makeup chair. “Go ahead.” I look at him. “I Should have talked to you, I love you so much. Please forgive me.” “Calum... I really don’t have much of a choice. If I don’t forgive you I lose everything. The boys, My job and you. I’ll forgive you but its going to be hard to trust you again.” I tell him and he moves closer to me putting his hands on my chair. “What can I do to help you.” I look at his face then down to my hands. “I think we have to at the least act like we are a happy couple. Matthew already knows somethings up. So for right now when anyone other the boys are around we are fine. Calum I really want to trust you but i need time.” Calum nods and looks me in the eye. “I understand.” “Thank you.” I go to get up. “I guess you should probably come with me to find Ashton.” I say as I take his hand and walk out the door. “Looks like you two made up” Matthew says from down the hall. I smile as Calum pulls me to his side. “Matt, we were fine all along, just tired. Have you seen Ashton? Y/N needs to get some pictures of him for his Instagram.” Calum says sounding a little put out by Matthew. “Yeah, he is with the other boys.” I nod pulling Calum with me. “Thanks.” I yell back to Matthew before we get around the corner as we get to the entertainment area. I Drop Calum’s hand and I turn to him “why were you so short with Matthew?” I look up at him and he tenderly put his hands on my face. “Because he was treating you like dirt and no one should be treated like that. Y/N you are one of the best photographers around, no matter if we aren’t together, we are lucky to have you here.” I smile at him. “Thank you” I pull back. “I have to find Ashton now.” “Y/N, you’ll looking for me?” I laugh as I turn to Ashton. “Were your ears burning?” “No, I just heard from Matthew that you were looking for me.” He smiles at Calum and I. “Okay, lets get some photos.” I tell him as I walk to him. “I guess..”

-outside with Ashton-

“So..?” Ashton starts. “We are…. I don’t know. We are acting like everything is ok, so I don’t lose this job.” I tell him taking a more few photos . “ Y/N, I don’t think thats a good idea.” “Do I have a choice Ashton?” I Snap at him. Like I don’t know this isn’t ok? I’m sick at this idea. Faking my relationship for the fans and my job. “Y/N..” Ashton steps closer to me. I take a step back to pick up my camera beg and put my camera in it. The stupid camera bag all I want to do is throw it away now alongside any and every memory that I have with Calum. “I got enough for today, I’m going to go edit a few and I’ll send them to you.” I push my way past Ashton and Luke who had heard me snap at Ashton. “Y/N?” “I’m fine Luke. It’s not your problem.” I Scan my pass at the door and find the closest dressing room.

I unload my stuff and set on the couch. I pull out my phone and look at the one reason all this needs to work out, A ultrasound picture of our baby. 5 weeks today. He doesn’t even know. I feel the tears fall. Why? I put my head in my hands. This is supposed to be the happiest time of our lives. This was unplanned but Calum will make a great father.

I lock my phone as I hear the door open. “Y/N Babe?” Calum comes in and walks to me. “I want to hold you but I don’t know if that’s what you want.” I just nod and lean into him. “We have four hours till the show. I think we should take a nap.” And in that moment all I want is for this to be back to normal. I want him holding me to feel like it is supposed to.

[5sosalh]

200 Days part 9

200 Days

Part 9

Y/N p.o.v

I awake up to arms around my waist hands on my belly. I smile at the tan boy’s arms I have missed this. I turn to face Calum, watching him sleep is one of the most beautiful things to me, I could watch him all day. We have came a long way in the last two weeks. We have been a date nights on his days off and talking about names for our little Princess, the media had a Field day with the tweets but I really didn’t care what anyone else thought at this point, Calum and I are trying to leave the past in the past. “Baby, why do you always watch me sleep.” Calum ask half asleep. “Because I can.” I say as I start kissing his chest. “Your a nut.” “A Nut for you.” “You are so lucky the boys did not hear that. You would never live that down.” I laugh as he kisses me. “I got to get a shower. We have be at the Arena in a hour for soundcheck.” He moves slowly to the shower as take my phone off it’s charger. I open my Twitter and tweet :” A perfect relationship = Two people never giving up on each other.” Before I get up and get dressed in a shirt dress and leggings paired with one of Calum’s hoodies. As I go to pull a my shoes Calum comes over to me, bending to tie my Converse for me. “Thank you.” I tell him as much as it makes me feel like a little kid, I’m grateful he would do it for me. “You’re Welcome.” He says kissing my belly then my lips. “Anything for my girls.” I smile at the thought. His girls.

-after sound check-

The boys were messing around in another room as I sit the piano with my song book as Luke walks up. “What are you working on?” I jump a bit. “I’m trying to work with this lyric I have.“ I show him. “I think I might be able to help with it, if you like? I mean, I had a lot of the same feelings you have had when Arzaylea cheated but I didn’t really have a reason to work it out.” I nod “of course. No offense but I’m glad you didn’t work it with Arzaylea. I really wouldn’t have wanted her as bridesmaid in my wedding.” Within 30 minutes we have a most of a song. The boys come in the room. “Can we hear it?” I look at Luke and he nods as I started to play.

“I look up from the ground

To see your sad and teary eyes

You look away from me

And I see there's something you're trying to hide And I reach for your hand but it's cold

You pull away again

And I wonder what's on your mind

And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake

You start to tremble and your voice begins to break

You say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's

They were my mate's

And I feel the color draining from my face

And my friend said

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate

It doesn't matter, put the phone away

It's never easy to walk away, let her go

It'll be alright"

So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent

And I know it wasn't right, but it was fucking with my head

And everything deleted like the past, it was gone

And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on

But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday

It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake...

I look up at Calum, he smiles at me. “I love it.”

Rose walks into the room, “y/n, I was going through the pictures and I think we need a few more from when the boys perform “shes looks so perfect” I nod. That’s how I find myself on stage at the last song of the night but as I get setup for Calum’s line the music stops and he starts talking. “Sorry guys, I have something to say. “ he pulls me right next to him. “I have been in love with this girl for 4 years as of today and I can’t imagine my life without her and our baby girl that we will be meeting soon.” He turns to be handing his bass to Michael.

So Y/N Y/L/N I love you with all my heart and soul will you marry me?” Calum asks as he gets down on one knee with a beautiful ring in his hand. I nod as I start to cry. “YES.” I say pulling him into a kiss.

-in the dressing-

I’m setting on the couch looking at my ring as Calum is taking his shower. Michael jumps onto the couch next to me. “How is my favorite girl?” I smile at him. “I’m so happy.” He hugs me “that’s great y/n but I was asking about my niece.” I laugh as he pokes my belly. “Baby hood is doing great, she has been kicking like crazy.” I put my hand on my belly, I notice Calum watching us. “What you doing creeper?” Michael turns to see Calum. “Nothing, it’s just about the words ‘baby hood and niece.’ It all just feels right. ” He has the biggest smile on his face I have seen in years. He sets on the other side of me. “That’s Good since you’ll stuck with me now.” I tell him as kiss his lips. Michael pulls me to him. “I was talking to youuuuuuu.” Calum laughs at Michael’s actions. We all fall quiet as we hear Ashton from outside. “ Luke, that should me not Calum. Y/n and I should be the ones getting married and having a baby.” Calum looks at me. “What did he say?” “Can you and I talk in a minute? I have to talk to him.” He nods trusting me. Calum pushes me up.

“Ashton, I need to talk to you now.” I pull him down the hall. “Ashton listen to me. We Dated over 5 years ago . If you really wanted me, you wouldn’t have been dating Bryana on the side, you made your choice but I didn’t have to make a choice, Calum isn’t a choice. He is my other half. I care about you but I don’t see myself with you anymore. I’m happy and when Calum and I started dating you said you were happy for me. I love you as a brother. Nothing more.” I tell him and before I know what’s going on he kisses me. I Pull back and slap him across the face. “Ashton this is the first and last time I will say this do not kiss me again. I love Calum with all of my heart, body and soul.” I turn to see all three of the other boys standing there. Calum looks at Ashton and I. “You dated?” I don’t even think before I walk to Calum and take his hands in mine. “We dated for 6 months back in late 2013 into early 2014. Ashton and I were a mess. He was dating Bryana and I found out that was why it ended. I will be honest he was the reason you guys had the photoshoot with me. Calum please know, I didn’t mean to hurt you by not telling you. I didn’t wanted to mess up us. I love you and only you. Calum looks at me with tears in his eyes. “I understand why you didn’t tell me. I love you and the past is the past.” He pulls me closer to him. “ you have never been a choice for me either.”

A/n: so this is part 9. I have one more part in mind then it will be finished. Please let me know what you think. :)

[5sosalh]

Masterlist

Calum:

Fics:

200 days: 

Part 1  Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10

Fly Away on Airplanes

Summary: When Amelia moves half way across the world with only the recommendation to be a assistant to 5sos, what is she running from? Or maybe who is she running from? 

Chapters: 1 2 3 4

Imagines

I Can’t Make it

Sometimes They Stay

Ashton: 

Fics:

Nothing Like Starting Over

Summary: Amelia just lost her parents, she has her three year old ‘little sister’ to care for now and What does 5sos have to do with it?

  Part 1  Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 

[5sosalh]

200 Days part 6

Day 20

Y/N p.o.v

I wake up to cramping, but not thinking much of it because of being in a small Space for so long. I get out and go to the bus bathroom. that’s when I see blood on my underwear. “CALUM!” I yell at the top of my lungs. This can’t be happening, i haven’t even told him yet. “Y/N?” He Runs into the bathroom. “We need to go to the hospital.” He looks at me not understanding why. “ listen I should’ve told you this before and this was not how I want to tell you, but I’m pregnant. And I think I maybe having a miscarriage. We need to get to the hospital.” I see a lot of different emotions run across his face as he yells to the bus driver to go to the nearest hospital and tears run down my face. “Come on little one. Stay with me.” I put my hand on my stomach. “Yes little one you need to be strong like your mommy.” Calum says holding me close, before filling the boys who were now at the door in on what was going on. “ would someone like to fill me in on why we’re making a detour?” Matthew who for once at stayed on the bus instead of flying to the next venue, asks. Ashton with tears in his eyes fills him in. Luke and Michael both had tears running down their faces. “We don’t need to go it’s probably not even Calum’s.” If Calum wasn’t holding me him probably would have killed Matthew. But instead Ashton punched him in the face a few times. “I Don’t Care at this point, you’re fired. When we get to the hospital get your stuff and get the hell out.” That was the last thing I heard before everything went black.

-The hospital.-

I wake up in a bed with Calum asleep the chair nexts to me. Luke, Ashton And Michael were all in various chairs around the room. Luke was the only one awake. “Hey, sweetheart. How you feeling?” He asks walking to me, holding my other hand. “ tired” he nods. “That’s understandable, you have been asleep for two days. “What? What about the shows?” My voice woke up Calum. “Baby girl, if you don’t know by now that the shows don’t matter as much as your Health we are doing some wrong.” Calum tells me hold my face in his hands. Luke leaves the room for a minute and comes back with a doctor.

“Y/N, I’m dr. Ray. “ “hello, sorry but what about the baby?” I ask not really wanting small talk. “The Baby is fine but you did come close to losing it, you really need to take better care of yourself. You Have to eat and do not stress yourself.” I nod looking at my hands. Dr. Ray puts her hand on my leg. “Listen, you can still do your job and everything you want to do. Just remember to take care yourself. Y/N you are a very lucky girl to have four men that care about you as much as they do.” I smile up at her. “I know, they are my best friends and my family. “ “I’m going to get the paperwork started to get you out of here.” I nod and tell her thank you before Ashton, Michael and Luke tell us that they are going to take a walk.

I feel Calum’s eyes on me. “I’m sorry for not telling you sooner.” Calum gets into the bed with me. “Listen, was the way that I wanted to find out? No. But am I over the moon that I’m going to be a dad, yes!” I look at him with a smile on my face. “I’m so happy that, this baby is still here.” He kisses my forehead “me too.”

- The next day-

After being told by Rose (the guys new Manager ) that I was welcome to aday/night off, which I said no to even though the boys were not happy with me. we ended up compromising that I would stay backstage for tonight and tomorrow.

So that’s how, myself backstage with Crystal Michael’s fiancé and Mackenzie a close friend of Luke’s. Who would only be here for tonight.

The show had just ended. Calum had been acting different since Mackenzie had showed up but he kept telling me it was nothing. Calum was holding me and playing with my hair, as he Waited for Luke to be done in the shower. “Cal, your turn.” Luke nods to the door as he walks out. “I’m going to get the rest of my stuff.” I tell Calum as I get up. “I’ll help, Y/N” Luke offers and leaving Calum and Mackenzie in the dressing room. It didn’t take long to pack my things and Luke took them to the bus for me as I told him I would go get Calum. As approach the door I hear talking. “Calum, I had so much fun last month are you sure you don’t want break up with Y/N. When you wouldn’t have baby to deal with.” What’s going on... “Mackenzie, that one night was a mistake. I told you I was drunk. It was nothing but sex.” That’s all I needed to hear. He had sex with her and didn’t tell me?