I can’t believe I actually talked to my crush at school last Wednesday. I’ve been trying to get myself to do it since September last year. However, I’m glad I did it now that I’m being left alone. Before, when my “friends” were around I felt like one of them were trying to get at him even though they knew I had a crush on him!! She has a boyfriend too btw, but I never felt that she was truly into him. But I know she likes my crush as well, she just doesn’t want to admit it. One time I was watching her talking to a mutual friend and I knew they were talking about him. Our mutual friend walked over to him and started talking to him about whatever. I wasn’t mad that they talked to him because I had no right to be but I was wondering what was her purpose?? Whenever we sat on another bench that was across from my crush, she sat on the bench next to him instead of with us. I didn’t understand why and I still don’t. But whatever... I TALKED TO HIM, sat with him on Friday! and got his contact! We texted each other for 5 days straight! ANNDD he texted me first on Saturday.. I wanted to die when I saw his text omfg. We didn’t text today, but it’s okay.. I’ll see him tomorrow but idk if we’ll talk. We’re both pretty quiet in person. Plus I’m not like trying to be his girlfriend or anything, because idek if he’s seeing anyone and I am afraid of rejection. I still talk to Argentina boy, but we’re just friends, and he isn’t sure if we’ll meet. We’ll see. I have a presentation tomorrow and I’m nervous asf. I gotta go get my hw done.