i need you to stay with me
[24 fics in 24 hours, #24]
(spoilerish drabble)
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If there’s one thing I’m good at, it’s surviving.
His words echo in her mind long after they’ve parted ways, when she’s lying in her bed trying to get some sleep. But she can’t not think about it: about all the ways he could’ve died; about all the ways he could’ve gotten hurt; about all the ways he wouldn’t still be in her life. And it terrifies her.
Giving up, she lights her bedside lamp and grabs her phone, dialing the number for the phone she gave him (knowing the number by heart, not that she’d admit to it). He answers on the second ring.
“Swan? Is everything alright?” He sounds frantic, but she had told him the phone was for emergencies, so she doesn’t blame him for worrying, especially not when it’s two am and a snow queen is still on the loose.
She sighs into the speaker of the phone. “It’s fine.”
He doesn’t say anything else (she can hear him breathing still), because damn it he knows her so well, knows that she needs to talk without questions right now.
“I can’t sleep. Thinking about earlier today.” She drags a hand over her face, and lets it lay over her eyes.
There’s a muffled sound of something, as if he’s moving about the room, but he keeps quiet.
“I’m not used to having this many people to worry about in my life.” She takes a deep breath, trying to not let her emotions take over again, like they had during the evening. It aches across her chest, and each breath feels heavier and heavier. “And I can’t deal with – “
There’s a knock on the door, and she frowns despite feeling like she’s about to burst. “What the hell? Hold on, Killian.”
She pulls on her pajama pants and heads for the front door, opening it carefully before she sees who it is.
“What are you doing here, Killian?” she gapes, and stares at the phone in her hand. “I thought you were – “
He interrupts her by pulling her in for an embrace, both arms tightly wrapped around her neck, breathing against her throat, carefully cradling her head, and just like that the ache disappears, and breathing isn’t so hard anymore.













