Apr 14, 2022
A「電気グルーヴのピエール瀧って何の担当してるん？」B「TAKI」A「え？」B「だからTAKIだって」A「何もしてないって事？」B「ちげぇよ！LIVEだと着ぐるみ着て踊ったりピザ作ったりわたあめ作ったりろくろ回して陶芸品作ったりしてんだよ！あと作詞作曲もしてる」A「・・・・・・」
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A「電気グルーヴのピエール瀧って何の担当してるん？」B「TAKI」A「え？」B「だからTAKIだって」A「何もしてないって事？」B「ちげぇよ！LIVEだと着ぐるみ着て踊ったりピザ作ったりわたあめ作ったりろくろ回して陶芸品作ったりしてんだよ！あと作詞作曲もしてる」A「・・・・・・」
かもしかさんはTwitterを使っています
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Peugeot 25601 Le moulin d'Olivier Roellinger
Peugeot 25601 Le moulin d’Olivier Roellinger
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Coach Poppy Leather Convertible East West Satchel Bag 25601 Black
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Made by Coach and retails for $298
Black genuine leather with brass/gold accents and hardware
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No no.
Andy's singing Colors of the Wind.
HE HAS A TUMBLR OMG WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
So.
Last night I came to the realization that Andy's leaving in four and a half months. I knew he was leaving at the end of the year, but until that moment, I hadn't put it in perspective. And I didn't really want to.
Once I said the fact out loud I started freaking out.
I think the fact that it was later at night didn't help much either.
But still. I had a terrible anxiety attack and couldn't breathe and I cried myself out. I don't know why, but I stopped breathing for a while, and then would realize what I was doing and take a breath in.
I felt so helpless.
And I'm afraid this is going to happen more and more.
It felt so weird to see him today. I saw him after my exam, and I felt this sick feeling (I had a cold on top of it.) I couldn't breathe right, or say anything, and talking louder than a whisper felt awkward and not right.
I feel numb.
We haven't been together a long time, but still. I do love him, a lot. More than a lot. And the thought of him away, not just at college, but the air force is not a thought I love having.
I think I'm still in a numb/shock phase. I can't find any words, I can't eat, I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to be alone. But I want Andy here. I think.
I don't know what I want. I feel like I could just disappear into nothing, and no one would notice.
It's like I'm falling.
It's like depression.
It is depression.
Awesome.
I had no idea.
So we were out for dinner, and it was a blast.
We went to Five Guys and got fries, and a lot of soda, and then walked over to Wegman's and bought some cookies, and finally we went to Panera for actual dinner.
In all it was a fabulous night.
But to the end of it, we were talking about Andy cutting his hair, which I know should have absolutely no meaning to me. But it does. I love his long hair, he looks all classy and nice. And whenever we talk about him buzzing it, he'll always add the comment on how he has to get used to it.
And that tears me apart. Because I know exactly what he means.
Sitting with him at dinner tonight was a perfect and touching experience. I would love to do it again, but a lot of the time all I could think about was that these are the memories we're going to have together.
When he's gone I'm going to have to remember our dates, and when we hung out, or the little stupid conversations we have, or the deep, meaningful ones.
Thinking all of that while sitting with him, holding his hands (another heart wrenching thing- I'll get to that in a bit), just really upset me. He means so much to me, and in a few months he'll be off at college, off at the Academy.
The holding hands part. One day he won't be there to hold my hands. Or hug me or hold me close. And I know that when he leaves, and I have to let go of his hand, it'll be the last time I get to do that for months. Or the last hug he gives me before leaving...
I had no idea this would get me this soon.