i don;t know how to express myself either, this is so tragic.i wish i knew how to 'write' :((/anw monday uni starts again and i am so not here for this.i am not ready/don't want to go/don't know what to do with my life/
sometimes i think i ll end up someone really failed, lonely, poor, unhappy and ugly. sometimes i think i will ednd up homeless.imagine.despite the facct that this makes me really sad, it doesn;t provoke me to do anything (good) for myse.?????.i think only about my ma.............she will be so sad and disapointed , i think she already is..and that makes me WAY worse...
i think the train have passed for me and i didnt catch the chance.so stereopical for me.why i am liked that tho??FUCKING WHY/
i will never talk about lil j to x EVER AGAIN.