Apr 16
im still depressed and havnig a hard time being a real person but its okay ive been having good days
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im still depressed and havnig a hard time being a real person but its okay ive been having good days
Sunday and Wednesday are less cursed than they were before, but I get the feeling that’s gonna change once I get back to a weekday schedule
He would sit there in silence, not saying a word hoping I somehow became a mind reader overnight. But I can't read minds and you can't be man enough to fight
for me.
I’m so scared for this weekend yikes. I know there’s going to be so much food around and I really really hope I’m going to be able to stop myself from eating too much but I know I probably won’t because I can already feel going into autopilot and I really hope I’m able to control myself. I also saw infinity war last night which I think actually took days off of my left because my heart was beating so fast throughout the entire thing and my hands went numb which was just not so good lol. And I can’t even sleep anymore so basically I’m a fucking mess and its fine even though it’s not. wow I just want to die
需要小天使( ･ั﹏･ั)
saturdays are made for pajamas, movies and great books.
My favourite habit right now is walking to the bookstore, and checking the same section every time I go only to not get anything and leave.
Ive been really feeling a discouraged by people. I wanna go to med school. And I've heard so many times that I wont make it in. Its just very worrisome. I dont know. I want to. I am getting scared though. I just dont know.......