I don’t know what i’m doing so i’m just gonna sit here awkwardly if you don’t mind
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I don’t know what i’m doing so i’m just gonna sit here awkwardly if you don’t mind
i haven’t slept that soundly in months and it was just hayley. it wasn’t some klonopin induced drowsiness and it wasn’t some all over heaviness at the hands of a few lines of heroin (even though i told myself once and never again). it wasn’t me drinking myself to sleep. it wasn’t anything but hayley and her fingertips on my back and her all over softness and the resounding realization that i’m safe when she’s around. i can’t let that happen again, though. i’ll get used to it and if it becomes habit, what happens when she’s gone?
i’m screwed.
R. dijo que se trataba de comprender. Cuando le dije que me sentía mal por los amigos que había perdido por tener depresión, que entendía por qué se alejaron de mi, por que yo los alejé. Ella dijo que nadie iba a entender nunca como me sentí en ese momento, nadie lo hará, pero lo mínimo que se puede hacer es tratar, tratar de entender y apoyar. Jamás esperé que me dijera eso, lo necesitaba.
December 3: Red Bull Leipzig against FC Schalke 04
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IT'S BEGINNING TO FEEL A LOT LIKE CHRISTMAS
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Happiness list #2
1. I went to decathlon and bought myself a pair of shorts fo karate that I’ve been dying to have for ages 2. Ive read the Parsha in my first language and did some additional reading 3. i woke up well rested 4. i played with my cats 5. i got to be lazy whole day and had nothing important to do
6. i made my own posts which werent reblogged