Apr 21, 2025
en attendant
I really don't think that I imagined it today once, twice, thrice
the urge to be forward mixed with desire to relish in tension mixed with fear of scaring you away
mundane thoughts of you already distract from anything you are not involved in I hold back from sharing every detail of my life by updating you on every other detail instead
blue green hazel I had to force myself to process the words coming out of your mouth which is also distracting
even now I am writing when I should be working
I may be completely wrong but I think one day I'll kiss you