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If i can live in my dreams
06:32am May 04,2015
Wow ang aga ko na naman atang aasa T_T. Panaginip lang ba talaga yun? Ang bigat ng pakiramdaman ko pagkagising ko. Para akong binagsakan ng sarili kong pag-asang di katanggap tanggap. SANA KASI HINDI NALANG AKO NAGISING ! Ok na naman sakin na managinip habang buhay basta si Ivan yung kasama ko. (agang-aga umiiyak ako.)
(writing...)
06:36am
Pumunta ako sa isang school party. Nagpa-ikot-ikot lang ako na parang may hinahanap na kakilala. Na-bored ako. Pauwi na sana ako nang may dalawang babae na kaibigan ko ang lumapit sa akin at binigyan ako ng kulay green na lobo na may kulay green na guhit-guhit sa stick, tapos sa dulo nung lubo may nakadikit na maliliit na pictures ko. So yun nga, niyaya nila akong dalawa sa isang room. Ang nasa isip ko, hindi ko naman birthday? Pero bakit may ganito? Btw. naka color green akong dress na may glitters. Pagpasok ko ng room may nakita akong kumpol ng tao sa gilid at may hawak na lobo (isang batang babae at dalawang babae na kasing edad ko lang din ata.) Patuloy ko pa ring sinasabi na “hindi ko birthday?!” Naupo nalang ako at ewan ko ba kung bakit ako kinakabahan.
Sa kabila ng pagmumuni-muni ko, nagulat ako sa isang tao na lumabas mula sa kumpol ng tao tapos may dala syang box na kulay black tapos may mga glitters. Isang tao na nagpahinto ng mundo ko. At isang tao na ....
MINAMAHAL KO NANG SOBRA SA BUONG BUHAY KO.
Wala akong masabi. Hinarang ko nalang yung lobo sa mukha ko at napatakip ako ng mukha kasi di ko na mapigilang umiyak sa sobrang saya !!! Naririnig ko syang tumatawa (na-miss ko yung tawa nya) nagke-kweto din sya. Bigla nyang kinuha yung kamay na nakatakip sa mukha ko at ngayon ... magkaholding hands na kami (nagulat ako, at the same time nahihiya ako kasi basa yung kamay ko) Alam kong nakatingin sya sakin at sinabing “Ikaw kasi eh, iniwasan mo ako.” (na-guilty naman ako sa sinabi nya at tono ng boses nya, naiiyak ako, hawak nya kamay ko, nakatingin sya sakin at kinakausap nya ako. NA-MISS KO TALAGA SYA) Wala akong naisagot sa kanya. Nakatingin lang ako sa kamay naming magka-holding hands at pagkatapos ay tumingin ako sa mukha nya at bigla syang ngumiti ng masaya (that smiles that knocks me down my feet). Nagkwento na sya. At ang mga kinu-kwento nya ay tungkol sakin. About sa last party na pinuntahan ko, nandun daw sya pinapanuod ako, bigla syang tumingin sakin at sinabing “ang kulit nga nya eh”. Tapos ginaya nya yung mga ginagawa ko, na ikinagulat ko. Nandun pala talaga sya? Tapos marami pa syang kinukwento na life event ko na nandun daw sya (Oh My, For Real?!) Napapangiti na lang ako :) Nakita ko sa side ko sina Carlo at Toan na kumakain, sinipa ko si carlo sabay sabing “oh diba ! Binalikan nya ako”. Ang saya ko talaga !! \(^u^)/ Magka-holding hands pa rin kami. Pagkalipas ng ilang sandali ... biglang tumahimik ang lahat.
“May pagkain pa?” basag ko sa katahimikan. “Meron, eto o luto ko yan” iniabot sakin ivan yung plato na may carbonara. (Sya yung nag-iisang lalaki sa buhay ko.) “Wow, luto mo talaga to? Ang sarap =)”.
Pagkatapos kong kumain bigla akong napaiyak. Tinanong nila ako kung bakit ako umiiyak. Sabi ko “Pano kung eto lang to? Pano kung bukas wala na si ivan sa tabi ko? Panu kung hanggang ngayon lang to? ” Napatingin silang lahat sakin.
THE END.
arrrggghhh asar diba ? bitin ang panaginip ko. :’(
[...kapag ba sinabi ko kay Ivan na gusto ko ng 3rd chance, pagbibigyan nya kaya ako?]
Book 7 of 75
3rd Chance by James Patterson
Finished: 1/20/14
5 out of 5 stars
Decision made
I have decided! I will not leave you, to be honest im too weak too. I don’t trust you, and you will need to regain that from me. But I still have faith. I will sit back and let YOU chase me this time! I guess you could say we are both going to be changing. I always put 150% into you and buy you random gifts abd I really do give up a lot of time and effort to help you and keep you happy. This time I want you to put that extra effort into ne and prove to me that I am who you want and that yeah you did mess up but this is what your doing to fix US. This is you only chance to keep me, so please prove to ne that I have made the right decision in staying. I know how much harder it is going to be for you with everything going on with you, but I still believe if this is what you want you will still fight for me. I love you. And love is a strong emotion willing to forgive the unforgivable. But for the sake of Marvin, Stanley, Winston and our promise till we are 80, I hope we cab fight to fix us and my heart.
3rd Chance. Okay. Let's give it a try Jem! :">
Just me talking again
Well me and Ronnie got back together last night, it is strange because I have always been a strong believer in one chance. You fuck it up we are done I don't do second chances but here we are on a third.. It's hard to believe that I could love someone like this and give him a million chances, he means the world to me and I'd do anything to be by his side.. Third times a charm lets hope this time it lasts <3
Yung feeling na bumabalik ung pagmamahal mo sa taong yun..