الحقيقة ان مفيش صورة كاملة وحلوة من كل ناحية كل حاجة ناقصة وهتفضل ناقصة‘ لكن الكمال, لله وحده.

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الحقيقة ان مفيش صورة كاملة وحلوة من كل ناحية كل حاجة ناقصة وهتفضل ناقصة‘ لكن الكمال, لله وحده.
Isn’t it just the worst when someone makes you feel like you are ‘too much’
I wish I knew what ever the fuck is wrong with me. I wish I knew. I wish I could confront it, and drag it down like it has done to me. I want to pick it apart piece by piece and take away all it's happiness and then see how strong it is then. See how it copes with being a pathetic piece of shit. But the problem is that 'this' isn't another person. I can't get any closure. I can't get any sick repayment of pain.
First you took love. You too the only human being I feel that I am capable of loving, and you made him hate me. Despise me. Then you too my friendships. It's okay, I didn't need any support. I didn't need anyone to have faith in me. You've taken majority of my health. I don't need sanity, it's most definitely not a necessity for daily life. You too my fucking courage, respect, self worth, confidence, strength, you took fucking EVERYTHING except my family.
I can't get any closure because I have done this to myself. "this" is me. This figment of my imagination is me. I made all this happen. No wonder I hate myself, I hope I die in my sleep. Who wants to live in an pathetic existence alike this one ? No one.