#8:32pm

[ajyal-azez]

هُناك كتبٌ وفواصل وكلماتٌ لا تُنسى، تظلّ مطوية في خبايا الذاكرة كالمياة الراكدة دون حراك.

[impaled]

[ajyal-azez]

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الحياة وحدها بأحداثها من تتكرر،

والأشخاص وحدهم من يتبدلون.

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[excruciatingdeath]

i want to forgive everyone, so i blame myself instead of blaming them. nothing painful has ever happened to me, or at least that's what i make myself believe.

[kc-travels-west]

turn right

[icantsaythatoutloud]

Its just a date yeah but writing that number down at the top of whatever bullshit bio notes i had to take fucking hurt. I wanna be happy again. I want you again. It feels as if nothing is in our way but i don't know if i can do that again I'm so fucking scared. Why does it always have to be so fucking hard when it comes to you? I just want things to be simple and easy i wanna be with you and thats it. Nothing more and surely nothing less. I wanna love you and have you love me with no rules or boundaries. Though i know my heart wont be able to take it anymore. So i just have to sit here and be disconsolately hopeful that maybe sometime in the future you and i will have our time again. With no doubts or worries in the way.

[cheng-a-leng]

Kinda just wanna die.