#8-22

[countingbeeduouk]

Beeduo In The UK: Day 57

dang 300k to charity

[dress-up-diary-walkthrough]

8-22 Debate No, we still have hope. (Luca's affection +18) That is so extreme! (?) How could you blame Teala? (?)

[norwegianforest]

Are you in trouble?

holy shit i don't know what's going on right now but it's making me dissociate so much I feel like I'm not awake or alive or something and I'm really confused because my surroundings feel really fake and no one is answering me!!!!!!! like I'm just so confused because absolutely no one is responding to me or reaching me right now and it's almost like my dream last night I'm just so so so confused and need this to end right now fuck

[fakehikikomori-blog]

First Days

おはようございます！！！　（Good morning)

I finally arrived in Osaka last night after missing a connection and spending a night in LA. I think that possibly helped my mental state, as the first day is usually the most gut-wrenching.

The Osaka airport features a lot less english than Tokyo Narita, yet making my way through customs and all as a lone 外人 (Gaijin; Foreigner) was very simple. Coming through the last exit, I was greeted warmly by my host family and a few of my teachers. Most of the Japanese that I had learned was not exactly “survival japanese”, or basic phrases, but simple grammar rules and how to read the two Japanese syllabaries. If I were to go back in time I would have spent a bit more time on basic phrases (I was even advised to) so to spare the anxiety and sweat of spewing out incoherent greeting terms.

My host family, the Tsuchidas, consists of Keiko (mother, piano teacher), Azumi (sister, college student), and Ryosuke (brother, 10th grader). Ryosuke didn’t hold back in warning me know that he slept through English camp. I can only applaud him for actually making the effort because my Japanese is at an even more primitive level than his English. Other than a few words and expressions, there is huge language barrier and little place for English here. I figure that I need to stop speaking English and try to get past the embarassment of terrible pronunciation with my host family first so that it’s a bit less daunting with everyone else.

My schooling begins on Tuesday at Momoyama Gakuin High School. All I can expect, thanks to Ryosuke, is a school that is “a little hard”, “really big”, and “interesting”. Luckily we live very close to the school, so my commute should be incredibly easy.

[zfsyrhf]

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[the-wayward-turnip]

This is the third time in a row that it starts pouring as soon as i need to wait for the bus…outside….with no cover. Brrrr.