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Huge shoutout to @flowersmmmsopretty for my pfp! They are such a talented artist and I love their work!

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rebrand complete, see my new pinned post. I was rational-limerence, now I am eight-spades.

I may have more personalized banner/avatar photos later. Shoutout to pexels.com for free HQ stock photos

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"I was whole, indivisible, but you asked me if you could try."

- Cosmo Sheldrake, Interdimensional

This is my pinned post, read more about me under the cut!

Hi, you can call me Mavis or Oly! I have a passion for expression of humanity and creativity. I mostly find myself writing, doing casual music performance, and designing here and there.

About me: I'm a Christian ✝️, adult, neurodiverse college student. Use any pronouns for me except it/its. My values are reflected in what I post and follow, but never intentionally forced on anyone.

Current special interests include: TADC, Cookie Run, TWST, The Crane Wives.

I have an AO3. There's nothing there yet...

Formerly, I was rational-limerence.

Tags:

#8spades <- All my posts.

#fount of inspiration <- Reblogs of works that inspire me.

#merry mariner <- Other reblogs.

#i said <- Things I wrote.

#rb <- All reblogs.

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pending rebranding this account, rational-limerence was good for its purpose. I am a much different person now.

If you want to know, I made rational-limerence as an oxymoron of emotions and reason, because at the time life felt like a game of trying to put my emotions into words. Realistically I was more out of touch than ever with myself, and I have since worked on myself a lot.

I used to think emotions were some kind of villain. For me, it has been very difficult to learn how to feel and name them without obsessing over them or attempting to minimize them. There is nothing wrong with feeling.

Writing is a great way for me to deal with my emotions. Maybe someday I will publish something I have written.

Also, I feel that my blog comes off as a bit haughty. I want my space to be something that isn't so melodramatic, but can still have room for it. I want to share and say what I like, that's all.

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it is autism awareness month. yes, I am very aware of my autism

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walk off the earth and fly into the sun

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when you think of me i want you to think of a disgusting stagnant pool, where the mosquitoes breed and the algae festers and rots in the mud underneath damp willow trees