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i would never have expected a love like this to be so incredibly wordless. this is not to say that words cannot be aimed towards our love—flowers, stars, the whole nine yards are indeed appropriate, though for some reason they feel more like appropriation to me. i don’t know why; maybe it’s the fact that i’ve never been able to sit down and write a complete and coherent piece regarding us. but it doesn’t bother me. it doesn’t bother me that i can see you in everything and trace the outline of your eyes in city lights, and it doesn’t bother me that sometimes i give your surname as my own when i’m panicking in public as i usually do. it’s the comfort factor behind always having you on the tip of my tongue, a tide of memories trailing along the grooves of my taste buds like record needles vibrating in congruence with my favorite songs. i have never worn out one of my vinyl, but i swear i am always close. the comforting crackle of sound pressed some time in the past takes the form of your laugh whenever the memory decides to light itself alive. maybe i am delusional. maybe seeing you everywhere is something i should be in therapy for, or maybe it is therapy. the consistency of it—almost court mandated and clockwork, a rhythm that has always been, and always will be. i do think i will always feel this way about you. the tears that threaten to fill my eyes and plaster these words to the back of my throat only prove this to be true. and it doesn’t scare me. it doesn’t scare me like i thought it would, because this is something that i have seen in city lights and fading records for years now. it is something that i have come to known like the everlasting intricacy of the stars that dot our skies. it is something that just is. and it doesn’t bother me in the slightest that i will never be able to write a poem that captures the exact forest of love that i have grown for you.