Summary: During the finale of a play, Juza gets caught up in a stage accident that leaves him with severe stage fright. He is set to be the lead in Autumn Troupe’s 8th play, but for some reason he just can’t find the courage to take the stage again. Even his long time rival, Banri, seems to take notice of his hesitation. After much thinking, Juza comes up with a plan to regain his confidence as an actor...
This is a collaboration with the amazing An and the great proofreading skills of kamebunfactory!
Yep, I still feel like we have more performances to do, but it’s really over.
Azami
It was way too short.
Banri
I wish it didn’t have to end, man.
Sakyo
Well anyway, let’s celebrate the fact that we made it to the end in one piece.
Kabuto
Excuse the interruption.
Taichi
Huh?
Sakyo
Who invited him?
Banri
The hell, what is this guy doing here!?
Kabuto
I got permission from the director.
Mr. Juza Hyodo.
Juza
?
Kabuto
…Are you free this coming May to July?
Banri
Screw you, who the hell gave you permission to just barge in here and start asking questions?!!
Kabuto
Even if you weren’t worried, your part was open long ago.
Banri
Ugh, don’t remind me.
Kabuto
Anyway, we’re a bit short on people since our strongest actor left the troupe.
Banri
So that’s why you—
Kabuto
Did you forget the favor our troupe did for yours back then?
Sakyo
That’s such a yakuza line.
Taichi
Shh shhh Sakyo!
Kabuto
Well, we’ll be back to give you an official offer.
And you, Mr. Banri Settsu, you’re quite the actor yourself. Aren’t you interested?
Banri
Mmnn, uhh, thanks, I’ll think about it.
Kabuto
Alright.
Juza
…
Kabuto
To see an actor like you on stage… Life ain’t bad.
Juza
Thanks.
…So, who was that?
Banri
YOU DIDN’T KNOW? Did you really think that was some random visitor?!
Sakyo
That was Amadate from Hyakka troupe.
Juza
Oh, that guy.
Azami
Not another cheap restaurant.
Banri
I remember this place from Mantou Fist. Damn, it doesn’t fit the theme of a prison play at all.
Sakyo
Oh, quit your whining. You know how much it would cost to go to an expensive restaurant with your bottomless stomachs?
Taichi
Hey, don’t say that!
Azami
I don’t really feel like this gesture is genuine.
Omi
Anyway, we should order now.
Izumi
Yeah. So, Sakyo, are we gonna get some Shaoxingjiu?
Sakyo
Yes.
Omi
When I think back to Mantou Fist, it really hits me how much everyone’s grown in so little time.
Banri
Yeah, now Hyodo and I can drink.
Sakyo
If it’s not sweet, Juza won’t drink it.
Juza
Yeah.
Izumi
I’m glad this play could strengthen the brotherhood between Juza and Azami!
Omi
We usually see Juza and Kumon together, but it was cool to see what other types of brotherly bonds there are out there.
Azami
I think Juza’s request for the play was beautifully executed.
Sakyo
The prison theme was quite compelling too. It was a good idea to focus on lighting in the performance.
Banri
Akashi did a really good job this time.
Taichi
Yeah, his work was amazing! From the beginning scene to the sunrise at the end, the lights were super cool!
Staff
Will that be all?
Juza
…I’ll have another cup of fruit sake.
Staff
Alright.
Azami
I’m really glad you overcame your fear of the spotlight.
Juza
Yeah, me too. The magic brush really did the trick. It helped Kumon and it helped me, it’s truly a magnificent charm.
Azami
If you need help like this again, you can use it in the future. I can’t be doing this for free though.
Juza
Kumon has a good friend in you, you know that? I hope you two can stay by each other’s side for a long time.
Azami
Where the hell did that come from? If you’re gonna flatter me, there’s no way I can let you down.
Juza
What a guy. You were amazing during the play, and I don’t know anyone with makeup skills as good as yours.
Azami
Oh, that’s all you’re gonna say?
Juza
Acting and makeup are two completely different fields, but you’re skilled in both. It’s something only you could achieve. You’re amazing. No, you’re an international treasure.
Azami
Uh, you feeling alright, Juza?
Haha, maybe you’ve had enough to drink for one night.
Juza
The director is amazing too. Being able to gather all these different people into one troupe, it’s like a zoo director trying to gather a bunch of animals at the zoo.
Izumi
Oh, you think so?
Juza
And you, Sakyo, you’re the penny pincher we need. I don’t think we would be able to stay focused on our goals if it weren’t for you.
Sakyo
Huh, you’re praising me for that?
Juza
And Omi, you’re an amazing cook. You’re a great actor, but you’re also a great cook. I admire your diverse skill set.
Omi
Thank you.
Juza
And I can’t forget you, Taichi. Your presence alone is amazing. You have the ability to light up the room. I think you may be the brightest light that exists in all of humanity.
Taichi
I-I, uhhh, thank you?
Izumi
What’s gotten into you, Juza? You’re acting a little weird.
Azami
He’s drunk.
Juza
Settsu...
Banri
What? If you’re gonna praise me, then come on, lay it on me.
Juza
Settsu is a man with many talents. It’s impressive to see how much acting has helped you realise your true potential in so many areas.
Banri
N-no shut up...
Juza
But, y’know, other parts about you just make me sick to my stomach.
Banri
Oyy, what the hell? Aren’t you supposed to be praising me?!
Juza
You’ve shown your abilities backstage as well. I think once you’re able to hone your new abilities and get more experience, you will be a formidable opponent.
The only thing standing in your way is that attitude of yours.
Banri
Are you praising me or insulting me? Pick one, you idiot!
Azami
So he becomes honest when he’s drunk?
Sakyo
Seems like it.
Izumi
Did we really expect anything less?
Sakyo
I can’t say I wasn’t worried when those two came of age and started drinking.
Taichi
Haha, Ban-chan is extra weak to attacks when he’s drunk!
Summary: During the finale of a play, Juza gets caught up in a stage accident that leaves him with severe stage fright. He is set to be the lead in Autumn Troupe’s 8th play, but for some reason he just can’t find the courage to take the stage again. Even his long time rival, Banri, seems to take notice of his hesitation. After much thinking, Juza comes up with a plan to regain his confidence as an actor...
This is a collaboration with the amazing An and the great proofreading skills of kamebunfactory!
“En garde, Yulong. Did you come here to lay your corpse beside his?"
Juza
"You have no right to speak to me like that."
——
(My sword—!)
(I-I gotta keep going with my lines—T-The show must go on. I can’t—)
(WAIT! STOP! NO, YOU CAN’T DRAW THE CURTAINS YET, PLEASE! I NEED TO—!)
Audience A
…
Audience B
…
Juza
(Everyone… They’re all staring at me. I-I can’t do anything, I’m…)
(I’m scared. Please, please, please turn off that dreadful light already!!)
Juza
…Tch.
A-Ahh… Ahh..
(It was… just a dream?)
?
Sakyo?
Sakyo
Take a seat.
Juza
A-Are you sure it’s ok to take me to a restaurant like this?
Sakyo
This is one of the Ginsekai's favorite spots. I’m sure you’ll get used to the dour atmosphere.
Well, anyway, I brought you here today to congratulate you on your performance. It was a pretty exciting show from where I was sitting.
Juza
Thanks.
Sakyo
I heard from Settsu and Fushimi that you weren’t looking too good the last time they saw you.
Think of this meal as a good job celebration, and me welcoming you into adulthood. You can order whatever you like.
Juza
Are you sure?
Sakyo
How about some sake?
Juza
I’ve never had alcohol before.
Sakyo
It’s pretty sweet. Plus, you know, Settsu had a surprisingly good eye for sake...
Juza
…Alright, I’ll have a taste.
Sakyo
I think this one over here should be sweet…
Waiter
Thank you for waiting.
Sakyo
Alright then. Congratulations on your performance, and welcome to adulthood. Cheers.
Juza
Cheers.
Sakyo
…Mmm.
This is good.
You played a good role in your show. I’m sure all that practice was no easy feat.
Juza
Yeah, the sword fight was a lot harder than I thought it’d be. Really had to put our noses to the grindstone for that one.
Sakyo
Now you’ve got the new skills you forged in your back pocket.
Juza
Yeah.
Sakyo
I heard there was an accident during the finale.
Juza
——
…When it happened, no one spoke a word. The world was silent, and the seconds just kept ticking by. I even dreamt about it this morning. I don’t think I could ever forget what that felt like.
Sakyo
I have a memory like that too.
During Autumn’s debut play… I remember the moment I finally stepped foot on stage. I had been dreaming of it for so long, that was the first time in ages where I felt both clumsy and inexperienced.
It was actually your quick thinking that saved me.
At the time, I couldn’t help feeling depressed, ashamed of my own inexperience. Stage fright naturally followed.
Juza
Took the words right out of my mouth. Thanks for talkin’ about your feelings with me… I really, really get it.
Back then, all I could think about was working harder and harder...
When I look back on “Fallen Blood,” I think all my blind efforts ended up bein’ my strengths.
But none of it matters. I still managed to screw things up this time.
If you think about it, s’all just dumb luck that I managed to get this far without a serious accident.
I knew a day like this would come sooner or later, but…
I guess nothing could have prepared me for this. All those people were counting on me, and the faith they put in my abilities went nowhere.
Honestly, that’s what terrifies me the most. Letting everyone down.
I was so awkward on stage, I ruined the momentum. There were countless eyes on my back.
I know that if something like this were to ever happen again—no, when it happens again, I’m gonna feel the same. I’m gonna feel like I destroyed all the hard work everyone put into the performance.
I can’t stop thinking about how this is the first time in my life I’ve felt stage fright.
There’s nothing I can do except take my place on stage once more.
But even with me saying that, I’m scared. I’m terrified of causing more problems if I perform again. It feels like the only place I’ve ever felt at home is being yanked out from under me.
Ugh, and there’s no way I could ever think about abandoning theater. I just can’t stay away from the stage. Theatre’s the only life I’ve ever known, and it’s the only life I ever want.
Yuzo and the others went out of their way to share kind, supportive words, but… I let them down. I let them down and I feel ashamed.
As an actor, I gotta be prepared to take the stage no matter what. I’ve always thought that way. And now… now I’m just wasting time, throwing a goddamn pity parade for myself.
I know I have tunnel vision. I throw myself headfirst into acting. Even if I wanna try and broaden my horizons, I just can’t seem to get out of it.
Who would’ve thought this would push me into such a downward spiral… I guess I really am a pathetic actor.
Sakyo
…So that’s how you’ve been feeling?
It reminds me of myself from back then.
Juza
Huh?
Sakyo
During Autumn’s debut play, the director spared me some motivational words. I couldn’t have moved on without hearing that. It also reminded me that it’s entirely possible that I’d mess up again the next time. You can’t avoid every misstep.
With that chance, I took a step back and took a long, hard look at how inexperienced I was at my age. I wondered how far I could really push myself, given that.
So I decided to take charge of accounting for the company. It gives me a way to help out where I have experience, and I’ve clung to the position with an iron fist.
…Don’t tell anyone else.
Going back to the topic of theatre, if you’re going to deliberate over this, then really think through the pros and cons. What makes you want to stay, and what makes you want to leave?
And just one more thing. During a time like this, the only thing you can believe in is your own feelings.
That won’t always be the case in life. Feelings sway, things change.
It might feel like you’re making excuses, but I know you’ll be able to find countless things tying you to theatre. You still have time to make reasons to stay.
And I don’t think it’s true to say that you can’t find a home anywhere besides the stage.
Juza
I-I guess… I guess there could be a place for me off stage… Now that I think about it, I could be like Settsu?
Sakyo
(Oh, so he knows that Settsu’s been studying production.)
Yeah, you’re on the right track. There are a lot of jobs that work behind the scenes, and you can learn a lot about theatre from the shadows.
I think perhaps trying your hand at a backstage job would help you as an actor.
Learn a thing or two and expand your knowledge, just like Settsu.
Juza
——
For the next Autumn play, I think I’ll try and learn from what I see the backstage staff doing.
Sakyo
Heh. You know, when I told Settsu a similar thing, he was taken aback by the suggestion. But you, you really speak from the heart when you’re tipsy.
Juza
What’s that supposed to mean?
Sakyo
Oh, no, nothing at all. Anyway, you better stop after one glass tonight.
Juza
Okay.
Juza
(A backstage job… That’ll broaden my skills in theatre, and I’ll learn a lot that’ll help me improve my acting.)
(I’m always grateful to the backstage staff for each production, but I’ve never thought to ask them about their work.)
(I gotta study hard as an actor. There's still so much that I don’t know, and so much that I don’t even know I don’t know.)
(It was tempting to just quit at first, but the best thing I can do for myself is to fight that feeling with all my heart. If I want to move forward, I have to take on new challenges and keep learning.)
——
Juza
Director, is that you?
Izumi
What’s wrong, Juza?
Juza
I was just thinking. I wanna learn more about what goes on behind the scenes for our next play.
I think it’s a good idea to learn more about the world of theatre outside of just acting. I’d probably improve as an actor for it.
Izumi
Oh, I see. Then I’ll make sure to tell each of the department heads that you’re looking to research.
Juza
Thank you, that helps.
Izumi
Have you thought about what you want from Tsuzuru for the upcoming play?
Juza
Not yet… I’ve been caught up in thinking about my shortcomings as an actor… Actually, that’s been my whole life lately.
Izumi
I hear you. I’m sure Tsuzuru won’t mind waiting for you, so you can wait on your decision until you’ve experimented more.
Juza
…I’m sorry for being the lead this time around.
Maybe I should just leave everything to you guys.
Izumi
Hmm, well… If you’re really stuck…
I want you to know that the Mankai of today is different from our humble beginnings. Our troupes are different, too. We’re no longer so focused on getting popular or repaying debts.
The main job of lead actors in this “Reborn Mankai Company” is for them to try new things. Each play is a special show not just for the troupe, but for the lead so they can reinvent themselves.
I think more and more members are going to get offers to guest star in other troupes’ productions because of how well you did.
So that’s why I think it’s important that we keep honing our abilities at home. If we do that, we’ll be able to stand proudly no matter where we find ourselves in the future.
The sky’s the limit for your growth as an actor. This experience won’t just be useful for Mankai, either, you’ll grow by leaps and bounds under other people’s tutelage, and it’ll come right back around to help our troupe at home grow.
Summary: During the finale of a play, Juza gets caught up in a stage accident that leaves him with severe stage fright. He is set to be the lead in Autumn Troupe’s 8th play, but for some reason he just can’t find the courage to take the stage again. Even his long time rival, Banri, seems to take notice of his hesitation. After much thinking, Juza comes up with a plan to regain his confidence as an actor...
This is a collaboration with the amazing An and the great proofreading skills of kamebunfactory!
I wasn’t expecting him to go with honor in the first place, but man, it’s just like him to die behind bars.
When was the last time I even saw him? …I don’t remember. Ten years ago, maybe.
I don’t think I even said anything memorable when we parted.
So he’s dead… And so what? Should I care?
What a shitty goodbye letter.
Ren
You’re the same coldhearted bastard as always, Aniki.
Shaw
—
Ren
What, did you forget the face of your dear little brother, too? Color me fuckin’ shocked.
Shaw
Didn’t think I was invested enough to start hallucinating.
Ren
Too bad for you, but I’m not a hallucination.
Shaw
So you didn’t die?
Ren
Do I seem like I’m alive?
Here’s your proof. I don’t even have a reflection in the mirror.
Shaw
So you’re a ghost. Whatever, just go home. I don’t have any business with you.
Ren
I didn’t wanna see your crusty mug either, but for some reason, I’m forced to follow wherever you go.
Shaw
What a pain in the ass.
Ren
The feeling’s mutual.
Izumi
(There’s not a drop of affection between these brothers, and the air is tense… Shaw’s character is worlds apart from the real Juza.)
(Juza said he wanted to play his own foil, and I think he hit the nail on the head with this one.)
Kumon
(Oh my god, oh my god, Nii-chan looks so freakin’ cool, oh my god! But this play also makes me want to cry…)
Shaw
You’re still here?
Ren
Sorry about that~
Shaw
Y’know, I heard you died in a dumpster in the middle of the night.
What the hell’s up with that? Most people don’t die from drowning in trash.
Ren
Dunno. I don’t remember.
Shaw
If we can figure out why you died, we can find out why you became a ghost.
Ren
I told you I don’t remember jack shit. All I can remember is little bits and pieces from when I was alive.
Shaw
What a waste of space...
Ren
Give it up. Let’s get along, Aniki.
Shaw
Fuck off, why the hell would I get along with—
Member A
Boss? Who are you talking to?
Shaw
No one.
Tsk, people are gonna think I’m crazy at this rate.
Member A
What’s wrong? S’rare to see you like this.
Shaw
Hey, why do you think dead people turn into ghosts?
Member A
Ghosts!?
Boss, do ya really believe in that kinda thing?
Shaw
Forget about it.
Member A
I heard in a movie once that ghosts exist ‘cause they’ve got unfinished business from when they were alive.
Shaw
...Hey, you said the police got wind of that issue from a while ago, right?
Member A
Oh, yeah.
But we just gotta find a scapegoat like always and—
Shaw
I’ll turn myself in.
Member A
Huh!?
Izumi
(In order to help his deceased brother rest in peace, Shaw goes to South Hill Prison to find out more about his death and the possibility of any unfinished business.)
Ren
Never thought I’d come back here again.
South Hill Prison feels like home sweet home.
Shaw
Good for you.
I’m just here to fix whatever unfinished business you have and get rid of you as soon as I can.
Shaw
How much do you remember?
Ren
Uh, a little bit?
Oh, I remember that guy. His name’s Douglas. We were close.
Shaw
Douglas.
Douglas
Hm?
You new here?
Shaw
You know ‘Ren’?
Douglas
Ren?
Shaw
He was my little brother.
Douglas
You’re Ren’s older brother? Now that you mention it, he did say he had a brother.
Shaw
I’m Shaw. Nice to meet ya.
Douglas
Yeah, likewise.
I’m sorry about what happened to Ren. It was so sudden, I was surprised, too.
Shaw
Actually, I’m investigating his death right now. Will you cooperate with me?
Douglas
Did something happen?
Shaw
No, it’s just been bothering me that he died in such a strange way.
Douglas
Got it. You can ask me anything.
Izumi
(I really like what they did with the lighting. It really stands out against the stark blackness of the prison.
I can really tell how sensitive Akashi was to Juza’s fears when deciding where to place the lights.)
Shaw
Even though you saved up enough money to go to college, you went and became an underling for a good-for-nothing gang.
Ren
Big talk for someone with blood on his hands. Hypocrite.
Shaw
It’s different with me. You really don’t listen to anyone, do you?
Ren
You’re the same as me.
Renato
The new guy’s been talking to himself for a while. We got another weird one in here, huh?
David
Think he’d be better off in solitary confinement?
Douglas
That’s Renato, and that’s David. They’re in charge of us prisoners. Whether it’s goods or information, if you want something, it’s fastest to go through them.
Shaw
Huh.
Douglas
Well, you’d best keep quiet and avoid standing out.
Renato
Miguel. I told you to do the laundry, didn’t I?
Miguel
Aah, I’m sorry!
David
Migue~l, take care of this too, won’t you~?
Miguel
Whoa!
Shaw
Who’s that?
Douglas
He trades in manual labor for money.
Renato
Hey, Miguel.
Shaw
That’s enough.
David
Huh?
Ren
Uh oh. He told you to keep quiet. You really don’t listen to anyone, do you, Aniki?
Shaw
Shut up.
Renato
What was that? You got a problem, new guy?
Shaw
I said that’s enough.
David
Okay, Miguel, you wanna stop business?
Miguel
N-no, I’m good!
Renato
Y’hear that? Stay out of this, newbie.
David
If you wanna do well here, follow the rules.
Shaw
Eat my ass.
Douglas
Phew.
Shaw
What’s up?
Douglas
Nah, I was just thinkin’ you really do feel like Ren’s older brother.
Izumi
(Shaw is quickly surrounded by the other prisoners after clashing with Renato and his gang…)
Shaw
You need something?
Prisoner A
Nah, just thought I’d show the newbie how we do things around here.
Prisoner B
Look, it ain’t good to let your head swell up, yeah?
Prisoner C
Yeah, we gotta get along!
Shaw
—Ghh.
So getting along means violence to you guys, huh.
Prisoner A
That’s part of our style here, too!
Shaw
—Tsk.
Prisoner B
Gh—!
Prisoner C
Ugh!
Shaw
So you’re lookin’ down on me, too.
Prisoner A
Shit—
Wha—!? Why’d the glass—Ow!
Ren
You always forget to watch your back, Aniki.
Shaw
Did you break that glass?
Who d’you think’s gonna clean this up? Jeez.
Ren
That’s all I get after helping you out?
Prisoner D
Heard you went against Renato, newbie?
Prisoner E
He’s gathering an opposing force. Let’s both join.
Shaw
What’re you talking about?
Douglas
Looks like you accidentally became the leader of the resistance against Renato. And on that note, I’ll be your adviser.
Shaw
Why is this happening…
Well, whatever. Looks like I’m a natural at gathering guys like this under my belt.
Douglas
You’re a lot more hot-headed than Ren.
Ren
You really are. I’m way cuter, aren’t I?
Shaw
Shut it.
Douglas
Haha, sorry, sorry.
Miguel
Shaw, thank you for earlier! I’m really scared of Renato and David, but I’ll join your team!
Shaw
Team…
Douglas
You’re a born leader.
Izumi
(Shaw ends up creating an opposition group to Renato’s, and before they know it, they’re already planning their counter strike…)
Renato
You wanna overthrow your superiors so bad that you’re causing an uproar like this? I’ll send your ass straight to the punishment chamber.
Shaw
There’s something I want to know.
Renato
You can just ask me about it like a normal person.
Shaw
I don’t know what you’ll demand in exchange for it.
Renato
I see you’ve got brains to think with.
David
But you’re shakin’ the boat, new guy, and these are rocky waters.
Prisoner A
Seriously, you’re way too cocky! We’ll show you what you get when you go against Renato!
Prisoner D
I’ve been fed up with you guys for ages! You’re so full of yourselves!
Douglas
Well, I guess a festival like this is fun every once in a while.
Miguel
I-I’ll fight, too!
Ren
Aniki!
Prisoner A
Ow! The glass again!?
Ren
Like I said, you always forget to watch your back. Still, helping you out is pretty refreshing—
Shaw
Huh!? Don’t smirk at me like that. Whose fault do you think it is that I’m in this situation?
Ren
No matter how I think about it, it’s your own fault.
Douglas
The prison guard’s gonna notice us at this rate.
Shaw
Let’s settle this quickly. Ren, smash the lights.
Ren
Don’t order me around like one of your lackeys!
Renato
—Gh.
Shaw
Don’t move.
Renato
When did—
Shaw
Nobody move. I’ve got his head.
David
Renato!?
Renato
You heard the man.
Prison Guard A
What are you up to!? Everybody, line up!
Izumi
(Little by little, the atmosphere between Shaw and Ren begins to change. You can really see this in the way Juza and Azami play their characters.)
Renato
So? What’d you wanna know?
Shaw
I thought you’d be more reluctant.
Renato
Well, this isn’t bad every once in a while. It’s a good way to let off some steam.
David
Hurry the hell up and state your business.
Douglas
Someone’s irritated. Are you frustrated that you lost?
Renato
Yeah, this guy hates losing.
Shaw
I wanna know about my little brother, Ren. Tell me everything you know.
Renato
So you’re Ren’s older brother?
David
You ain’t similar at all.
Shaw
That’s because we have different fathers.
David
We got some supply requests from Ren, but...
Renato
You can go ahead and say it.
David
He was planning to escape prison.
Shaw
Escape?
Renato
Douglas, you hear anything about it?
Douglas
No, nothing.
Renato
He asked us for some unusual stuff. When I asked him about it, he straight up told me his plans.
David
That guy had more of a backbone than I thought. He seemed promising, too.
Shaw
Were you guys gonna escape, too?
David
I wish. My dad’s in the hospital, and it doesn’t seem like he has much time left.
Shaw
Breaking out of jail, huh... Go ahead and prep the things Ren asked for. Let’s try to figure out how he was going to escape from here.
Douglas
In that case, I might be able to help a little, too. He did say something about wanting to break out before. But if he really was planning it, I wish he’d have talked to me about it. That way, I could’ve—
Shaw
You wanted to get out?
Douglas
It doesn’t look like I’m getting out of here anytime soon. If I’m gonna die, I wanna die outside these walls.
Shaw
Then let’s get out together.
Douglas
That’s not a promise to be made lightly.
Ren
Aniki’s just that kind of guy.
Shaw
Ren, any memories about your jailbreak?
Ren
Nothing at all.
Shaw
Don’t you at least remember why you wanted to break out?
Ren
I don’t.
Izumi
(After asking Renato about the details of Ren’s dealings, Shaw finds out that Ren was planning to escape prison…)
Shaw
Do you have any idea where Ren tended to spend his time? If he was digging a hole, it should’ve taken him a while.
Douglas
Someplace he hung around... Now that you mention it, he used to read some book around the perimeter of the grounds. Somewhere around here.
Shaw
...Here! Found a hole.
Douglas
So that guy was digging this all that time...
Shaw
Now we just gotta figure out when he was planning to use it.
David
It’d be tough to skulk around an experienced night guard, but if you’re up against a newbie, there’s your chance.
Douglas
If we’re talking about the guards’ shifts, I might have an idea.
Shaw
Why would you—
Douglas
Huh?
Shaw
No, it’s nothing.
Ren
Hey, why do you think I tried to break out of prison?
Shaw
You’ll remember once we try to break out tomorrow.
Ren
Speaking of which—
Shaw
Shut up, I’m trying to sleep.
Ren
Sounds like a you problem. I’ve got way too much free time, so.
Shaw
You...
Ren
Just so you know, you can’t hit a ghost.
Shaw
I’ll get rid of you tomorrow, no matter what.
Ren
I wonder when the two of us last had a fistfight~
Shaw
It was when you came back just to borrow some money.
Ren
Did that really happen?
Shaw
It was when I was aiming for my promotion.
Ren
Oh, maybe I was planning a jailbreak to borrow some money from you.
Shaw
If you’d done that, I’d have beaten you to death.
Ren
Haha, if that’s how it ended, I might not have become a ghost with forgotten regrets. Come to think of it, I haven’t spent this much time around you since we were at the institution.
Shaw
Yeah. Back then, you were still a nice, obedient kid.
Ren
Hearing you call me obedient feels gross.
Shaw
You grew up into a little asshole.
Izumi
(Now the atmosphere between the two has started to change. They’re slowly starting to feel like brothers that get along…)
(Because they’ve finally grown close, the thought of Ren passing on after they finish their task makes this scene even more heart-wrenching.)
Shaw
Let’s go.
David
Wait, the guard’s coming.
Prison Guard A
Number 187?
Ren
That was my number.
Prison Guard B
The guy who died the other day. Looked like he was planning to break out of here. He died before exposing himself so we have no idea how far he had gotten with his plan. Just to be safe, keep your eyes out for anything suspicious.
Prison Guard A
Understood.
Shaw
What did he mean? Does this mean Ren’s plan was leaked to the guards?
David
Renato and I didn’t let anything slip. There’d be nothing in it for us, y’know.
Shaw
Then is there anyone else who could’ve tipped them off?
David
But no one other than us…
Shaw
Douglas, how’d you get to know the guards’ shifts?
Douglas
Huh?
Shaw
That’s not information ordinary prisoners can get their hands on.
Douglas
Uh... I just happened to observe their routines while cleaning...
David
I didn’t know we had any cleaning spots where you could steal a glance at the guards’ shifts.
Shaw
You’re the one who tipped them off about Ren, aren’t you? The guards hired you as a mole to keep track of the other prisoners’ movements. You wouldn’t have been able to say no if they offered you a reduced sentence, would you?
Douglas
— *gasp*
Prison Guard C
Dammit, this sucks.
David
Why is he still here? Tonight’s shift was supposed to be a newbie. Are we fucked? That guy’s coming to the smoking room here. Douglas, you didn’t trick us, did you?
Douglas
No way!
Prison Guard D
Excuse me! I’m here for my shift!
Prison Guard C
You’re late, newbie!
Prison Guard D
I’m sorry!
Shaw
Looks like that part wasn’t a lie after all.
Douglas
...Sorry.
I’m—
Shaw
Let’s go. We’ll talk later.
Douglas
I was the first person to notice Ren was gone, and I knew he was trying to escape. He spoke to me about his jailbreak plan, after all. But we promised we’d get out of here together, so when I saw him leaving, I thought he’d betrayed me. I thought he’d abandoned me. That’s why I snitched to the guards. I had no idea he’d end up dying. It’s all my fault. I regret everything.
Shaw
Ren’s death wasn’t the guards’ fault. They only found him after he died. Otherwise, they would’ve been able to find more traces of his jailbreak. He died on his own.
Douglas
Really...?
Shaw
Yeah. Let’s clean up after the mess he made.
Ren
I tried to break out on my own...? Leaving Douglas behind...?
Douglas
The hole opens up at this garbage dump.
Shaw
So that’s why Ren died here.
David
Hey, what’s that?
Douglas
A letter...?
It’s addressed to Shaw.
David
He could’ve just mailed it.
Ren
I didn’t know your address.
Shaw
I didn’t even tell him my address after I cut him off. This letter... You were too late, idiot.
Ren
I don’t wanna hear that from you.
Izumi
(On top of the fence Shaw finds a letter…
Finally it is revealed that Ren passed away when trying to retrieve the letter he had written for Shaw. He ended up slipping and falling to his death.)
Shaw
What do you two plan to do from now on?
David
I’m headed straight to my dad’s hospital.
Douglas
I’m gonna get as far away from here as I can. You?
Shaw
I’m gonna visit my Ma’s grave. I guess this is farewell.
David
Don’t get caught.
Shaw
You too.
Douglas
Thanks, Shaw. I’m glad I met you brothers.
Shaw
Thanks for being friends with that idiot Ren.
Shaw
This is the first time the two of us have come to visit Ma’s grave together, isn’t it?
Ren
It is.
Shaw
Is this where you planned to put your letter?
Ren
Yeah. No matter how coldhearted you are, I knew you’d find it here eventually.
Shaw
I should’ve come to see you sooner. I wasted so much time for nothing.
Ren
It’s my fault as much as yours.
Shaw
I’m sorry, Ren.
Ren
That’s the first time you’ve ever apologized to me.
Shaw
Don’t be an idiot. I’ve definitely… Wait, Ren, your body’s—
Ren
Oh, looks like my time’s come. See you on the other side, Aniki.
Shaw
Selfish until the very end.
Izumi
(Shaw watches as the sunlight peeks over the horizon, illuminating Ren’s face before he disappears…)
Ren
I’m not sure what to write in this letter, but whatever. It’s been a while.
Heard you got promoted again, and now you’re the boss?
You really are cut out for the mafia.
I didn’t fit into that crowd the way you did.
I wonder why we’re so different, even though we’re brothers.
No, that’s not what I’m writing this for.
Here’s what I’m trying to say: thank you.
Talking to you face-to-face would’ve ended in another fight, so I’m putting it in a letter.
Well, since I don’t know your address, I was wondering how to get this to you. I thought I’d leave it to Ma.
Even you visit her grave, right?
Honestly, ever since Ma died, I feel like I was nothing but a pain in the ass for you. The only thing I remember is your pissed off face.
At the time, I thought my life would be better without you around.
But now I understand you thought about me a lot. Guess I’ve grown up too, huh?
I mean, before now, I wouldn’t have said this even if someone put a gun to my throat.
Maybe the time I’ve spent here has changed me.
‘Cause I have this friend, Douglas. He’s pretty quick-minded, and he’s a good guy.
He’s the one who came up with this jailbreak plan, too.
I was supposed to escape together with him, but I thought it might be better if I got out for a while to make sure it’s safe first.
I’m gonna leave this letter here and go back to South Hill Prison.
The next time we meet will be after my prison sentence is over.
Only if you’re up for it, though.
Well, see you on the other side, Aniki.
From: Ren. To: my lovable, piece-of-shit Aniki.
Izumi
(As the sun rises, the light around Shaw grows until he’s completely enveloped…)
Shaw
—
Izumi
(The sun takes its place in the sky above… and Juza’s eyes seem to light up as his whole body begins to glow. He’s finally escaped the darkness, and he can bask in the sun as all his regrets melt away.)
(The play ends with Juza’s sparkling eyes as he stands in that shower of light...)
(He looks so beautiful standing there under the light.)
(Juza wished for a scene where he could bathe in brilliant light, and he got just that. It’s right there in front of me.)
Juza
Thank you so much!
Azami
Thank you so much.
Akashi
I’m glad the play went over without a hitch.
Juza looked better than ever in this performance.
Kumon
NII-CHAN!
Juza
!?
Kumon
Nii-chan…. you did so well!
Juza
Thanks. You know I wouldn’t be standing here if it wasn’t for you.
Kumon
No no no, this was all your work! Good luck on your performance tomorrow!
Well then, I’ll take my leave now so I don’t cause anymore trouble!
Sakyo
He came and went in the blink of an eye.
Banri
Wasn’t he in the audience just a second ago?
Taichi
He zoom-zoomed!
Omi
You know, he was probably so worried he couldn’t contain himself.
Azami I
guess you guys have a bond no one could possibly understand.
Summary: During the finale of a play, Juza gets caught up in a stage accident that leaves him with severe stage fright. He is set to be the lead in Autumn Troupe’s 8th play, but for some reason he just can’t find the courage to take the stage again. Even his long time rival, Banri, seems to take notice of his hesitation. After much thinking, Juza comes up with a plan to regain his confidence as an actor...
This is a collaboration with the amazing An and the great proofreading skills of kamebunfactory!
“En garde, Yulong. Did you come here to lay your corpse beside his?"
Juza
"You have no right to speak to me like that."
Izumi
(Such an intense sword fight... Wow, Juza. He's holding his own against those veteran actors. I'm in awe!
Their fervent practice has really paid off. Somehow I feel like Juza's speed and vigour have improved exponentially.
He doesn't miss a beat. I wouldn’t expect anything less from a Yuzo production...)
Juza
"THIS IS IT!!!"
——
Izumi
(Oh god, did his sword really break?!)
Actor A
Whaaatt??
Actor B
Did it really...
Izumi
(Looks like the broken piece didn't hit anyone. I’m glad no one got hurt. )
Juza
...
Izumi
(It makes sense that an incident like this would temporarily stop the play’s momentum. Without Juza, the others can't continue the action.)
(Come on, Juza!)
Actor B
WE NEED REINFORCEMENTS!
Juza
—Tch.
Izumi
(He's moving!)
Actor A
"I can see your brother in those eyes. So this is how the dust settles. "
Izumi
(What a relief. Juza had a trick up his sleeve, so the show can go on...)
Actor A
It’s time for curtain call. Let's go.
Juza
...Tch.
Actor B
Hey Juza, you okay?
Juza
I’m fine.
Actor A
Thank you so much!
Juza
Thanks.
Izumi
(I hope Juza's alright... He doesn't look too good. I can tell his eyes keep wandering.)
Azami
What’s gonna happen with Juza? I can’t believe his sword broke during the finale, what bad luck.
Izumi
I hope he doesn't beat himself up too much over this...
First things first, let’s head to the dressing room and thank him for the tickets.
Azami
Alright.
???
PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGIES!
Izumi
(...Is that Juza I hear?)
Actor A
It’s alright, it’s not your fault.
Actor B
It was just bad luck.
Staff
We also give our apologies. The mistake happened due to our lack of care for the prop details.
Juza
No, it’s my fault for using the prop to practice more than I should’ve.
Izumi
(Of course Juza would be upset over this… Maybe we should leave for now.)
Yuzo
Hey, you guys made it.
Izumi
Y-Yeah, we wanted to thank you for inviting us. The sword fight was pretty impressive! You guys were so cool.
Azami
Sucks what happened in the middle there.
Yuzo
Oh—Is Juza apologising to everyone one by one?
Hey everyone, good work today! What a great finale!
Juza
——
I apologise, Yuzo! It’s my fault that—
Yuzo
Don’t worry about what happened today.
Your performance already exceeded everyone’s expectations. Today’s been a net positive overall.
They’re gonna make the DVD using footage from our previous performance, so no need to worry about that.
Juza
…
Yuzo
…Tch. Alright, let’s step outside.
Juza
Okay.
Izumi
(I hope Juza’s okay…)
Yuzo
He’ll be fine.
Izumi
(Even with Yuzo’s reassurance, I’m worried. Juza seemed really beat about all this.
This play was something he really poured his heart and soul into, and since it was the finale it’s not like he can just do better next time.
I hope they have a good heart to heart about this…)
Akashi
U-Umm, good work today…
Izumi
Huh!? You came to see the play too, Akashi?!
Akashi
Uh, well, no.. It was kind of a last minute thing, but I came to help out.
Azami
I guess they needed an extra guy on lighting.
Akashi
Umm, where is Juza?
Izumi
Oh, Juza? He just went off to speak with Yuzo, is there something you needed?
Akashi
Umm, well, no… Nothing in particular, but… I was just concerned, that’s all…
Azami
About the broken sword?
Akashi
…Umm, no, not that, it’s just Juza didn’t really seem like himself during the curtain call.
Something like… With the spotlight, and… Oh, you know what, nevermind. Maybe it was just my imagination.
Izumi
?
Staff A
Hey Akashi, can you come over here for a moment?
Akashi
Excuse me.
Izumi
No problem, good work tonight.
(What did he mean about the spotlight?)
Yuzo
Take a seat.
Juza
Yeah.
Staff B
Over here, we’ll leave it to you.
Staff C
Here, take this.
Juza
…
(The staff gave all their support, and they were depending on me, and I went and messed it up, and…)
Yuzo
Every member of the audience took time out of their day and money out of their pockets to gather in these very seats and watch this performance. More than anything, the veteran actors were not there as leading actors, but to support you.
This performance was only possible because of the support and skills from the director and staff. You’re anxious about messing up the group effort, is that right?
Juza
…Yeah.
Yuzo
Everyone could tell how uncomfortable you were during the curtain call. Like you didn't want to be standing on stage. Your whole body shrank into itself.
I haven’t seen you like that since Autumn Troupe's debut play.
Juza
…When I first became an actor, I had to do my best just to work on stage presence.
Once I got more experience, I learned to bask in the spotlight, and I’ve never known joy like that before.
Even if I hit a wall during rehearsals, I always made sure to put my best foot forward for the sake of shining brilliantly under that spotlight.
But today that feeling was knocked on its head. I ruined our grand finale with my clumsiness… For the first time, I was terrified of being on stage and standing in the light.
And after all you did to let me guest star in your play… Instead of repaying that effort, I’ve ruined everything—
Yuzo
Actually, it’s a good thing that your mistake happened during the finale. Means you can’t redo it. And more importantly, it gives you the chance to learn how to move on when you fuck up.
That’s all I can say about that.
Yuzo No matter how much you practice, no matter how much experience you have, no matter how much talent you have as an actor… Everything on stage happens in real time.
I’m sure you’ll have more accidents like this one. It’s just part of being an actor.
And I know you, Juza. You’re not the type of actor to get awkward on stage.
With how deep you were absorbed into your role, there’s no way you could’ve skillfully recovered from an accident like today’s.
Yeah. It’s just prone to happen in acting like that, and I’m sure this won’t be the last time you fumble.
It’s going to happen again, and when it does, I hope you learn to forgive yourself. Your past accomplishments will still be there. It’s not out of the question for us to call you back as a guest star for a second time, either.
Juza
——
Yuzo
It may not be much, but I know my troupe feels the same way. We’ll definitely invite you to perform with us again.
In the world of theatre, it’s impossible to put on a perfect show every time.
Even so, we as actors need to continue to strive for that and use it to drive us. So I hope you can face your fears from today, knowing that.
Juza
Mm.
Staff B
Lights on!
Juza
…
(Even though I’ve always yearned for the spotlight… The fear that paralyzed my mind wouldn’t listen to reason.
I guess all I can do is keep moving forward. I’m still terrified… terrified of making an even bigger mistake and causing even more trouble.
I can’t let this fear hinder my acting. I need to keep improving so I can take on whatever the future throws at me.)
Juza
…
(...Oh, this is the flyer Muku gave me.
‘WONDER RUSH’... Production Assistant: Banri Settsu…)
Juza
So you really decided to study production to better your acting, huh?
Banri
What was that?
Juza
It says you helped with production here.
Banri
Yep. Weird to bring up all of a sudden…
Juza
What made you decide to do it?
Banri
…Ehh, it was ‘cause of Kabuto’s workshop at my university. You know, Kabuto from Hyakka Troupe. He talked about what made him want to go into theatre.
Not just about what made him want to go into acting, but also why he went into production.
The workshop wasn’t the only reason, but I’d be lying if I said that it didn’t have any direct influence on my decision.
Juza
But isn’t Kabuto the star of Hyakka Troupe? Why would someone with that prestige want to shift to production?
Banri
Because to him, theatre is his raison d‘etre. There’s no point to a life without the stage. But you can only be an actor for so long, y’know? So to make sure that he can stay in the industry even when his popularity fades, he took up production.
Juza
(Theatre is his raison d‘etre… Sounds like me. Maybe I could consider a similar path once my time on stage comes to an end…)
Banri
Hey, don’t you tell me that you’re thinking of going into production after all this work you’ve put into acting.
Juza
I told you from the beginning, my focus has always been and always will be acting. It’s like tunnel vision. I could never ever go into production. It’s just not for me.
I’m going to defeat you in a different way. Not through production, but through a new challenge that I’ll unearth as the lead in Autumn’s next play.
Banri
Heh, a new challenge?
Juza
I don’t know what it’ll be but… one thing I’m sure about is that my love for theatre is just as strong as Kabuto’s.
Banri
Heh, okay.
Don’t lose focus. Though it’s probably gross to hear that coming from me, of all people.
