@merlincreatorsappreciation day 1- favorite angst fics
Elyan/Gwaine/Percival | Teen and up | | Major character death | 366 words
Fate has never been a gentle mistress.
The only actual perelyiane fic on ao3 when i got here and OOF what a fic. Beautiful and beyond heartrending, follows canon which would be why :'))
Forging Tears by DevonShea
Elyan & Gwen, Elyan & Tom | General Audiences | 1950 words
Elyan gets a letter he never expected.
Elyan finds out about Tom. Very sad, but also a nice insight into Elyan's life away from Camelot, and an explanation for how Morgana knew where he was but not Gwen.
Things Change by mollrach13
Gwaine/Merlin | General Audiences | 419 words
Missing Scene/Tag for 5x12, Gwaine and Merlin are traveling through the woods to the Valley of the Fallen Kings:
'Merlin looked straight into Gwaine eyes; sadness, in their depths, resignation in the small quirk to his lips and gave a small shrug. “Things change.” '
The description says it all really. The simple words, leaving so much unspoken... agony :')
don't stay in my sleep by @lit-beyond-measure
Elyan & Gwaine | Mature | 1227 words
Elyan tries to get Gwaine to eat something. Gwaine tries just as hard to get him to eat something as well.
Lil bit of comfort but not so much I didn't think it belonged to this day 🤣 beautiful and heartbreaking ecchange between Elyan and Gwaine in the cells in 4x13 <3
No Sword in Our Lake (just a funeral wake) by BardsBeBardin924
Gwen & Leon & Percival & Merlin | Teen and up | Major character death | 3926 words
A fragmented Camelot reels in the immediate aftermath of the battle at Camlann. Queens, Knights, and Sorcerers come together to fight through their grief to do the one thing they know: live, and live, and live some more, for those who are no longer able.
Set after 5x13, very sad but also very healing, the way the unlikely group of survivors support each other is so beautiful <3
Like Ghosts Among the Stars by @the-astro-ace
Merlin/Lancelot | Not rated | Major character death | 3211 words
“It’s been a long time, my love.”
Merlin smiled bleakly at the sudden voice. Perhaps the moment had arrived, and he was finally going mad.
But...even if he was...it’d be nice to see him again.
After thousands upon thousands of years of waiting, Lancelot takes Merlin home.
HEARTBREAKING but beautiful and a peaceful ending as the tags put it, Merlin's been waiting too long and he finally gets to stop
Some Small Happiness (Is Sometimes Hard to Find) by bevinkathryn
Elyan/Percival | General audiences | Major character death (referenced) | 1335 words
Percy is struggling with the loss of Elyan. Merlin goes to talk to him.
So very sad but also very healing, Percy is grieving but sharing happy memories of Elyan with Merlin helps a little <33