dunno if its just me or if im actually the worst
like how do I know if im being too hard on myself or not hard enough
like how much talking is too much, cause whenever I ask, people say that 'no you don't talk too much' or some shit but I like-- I don't know! it always just feels like im talking too much about myself or being too self-centered but then my friends tell me that I isolate myself too much and that yes they actually want me in the group but im scared that if I do, ill just end up wrecking it like I wreck everything















