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[darlinglilmia]

Big Sis & Me

Photo credit: ABDreams

Format inspired by @paddedlittleparadise

I love when big sis looks at me when we color. Her eyes are so blank and pretty, like an ocean of bliss.

I love it when big sis colors with me. We use the pwettiest, glitteriest crayons ever ever! I love watching movies while drinking babas with her. I love making friendship bracelets with her. We have ones that say SISTERS in pink beads. Because we're sisters, just like Anna (my favwit) and Elsa! I love playing princesses with her! She's the pwettiest pwincess!

I love my big sis. She always know what's best for me. She tells Dada that I'm littler and she's right. I love how she holds my hand. Hers are so big and soft. I love it when she protects me when Dada can't.

I'm so glad Dada found us.

I used to really worry him in my old life. He told me I would "go to clubs" and "grind on any dude who asked" and "drink a lot". He never says what I'd drink, but it must have been really yummy, because I did it like all the time! It used to really worry Dada. He would call me and my old family like all the time. One night, he even found me and big sis asleep on the grass! It must have been super silly!

That was the day Dada took us in. It was super duper hard at first. I really didn't like life here, and I barely slept for days! I had to sleep in a special hugging jacket Dada put me in for a really long time. It wasn't home to me at first, but that was silly. This is home! Big sis and Dada showed me that. Now, I love it here! She was right, you know: free home, free love -- where else could we be?

How were we possibly big girls before?

Me and big sis sleep in the same room now, even with matching cribs! Our nursery is filled with our favorite colors: pink and blue. Pink is my favwit! We wear the same diapers and outfits. We might as well be twinsies! We play tea party everyday with all our stuffies. Dada even does our hair and our outfits to make us pretty princessies! Don't you see our tutus?? Aren't they pretty??

My favorite playtime with her though is when we use Mr. Buzzy! She has the cutest smile when we use it. She can barely keep her eyes open and her mouth lets out SO much drool. She is SUCH a baby. Big sis lets out the cutest breathing noises when we play buzzy. It makes my special parts have a heartbeat.

Sometimes we'll even use it right before Dada changes us! He'll make us stop playing and tell us that we have "grownup feelings", but we're babies, not grownups, silly! I don't like playing buzzy with him; he only does it to "help calm your baby bodies down". Then when we're happy, he puts it away and he hides it from us both. It's no fair! Buzzy is our favorite!

Sometimes sis will use it on me behind his back anyway! I love it when we play baby on the playmat and she puts my paci in. It feels so good to use Mr. Buzzy over a wet diaper. She's so kind and good at playing, cus Mr. Buzzy goes on forever and ever right near my special parts, but then sometimes she'll stop right before it gets good. Big sis can be such a MEANIE sometimes! She has this evil giggle when she stops, too. Hmpf!

But at the end of the day, when I fall asleep in my crib with her in my vision, I know that I couldn't have asked for a better big sis and a better Dada to take care of us both.

I'm so thankful Dada made the right decision for us. Being big girls wasn't meant for us, anyway. This is where we were meant to be.

[darlinglilmia]

"I have a lot on my mind."

"Oh? Like mood wise?"

No.

A pretty little baby, near naked, her arms and legs with the prettiest pink rope. All careful and safe, of course. A bow tied with fabric around her wrists, so pretty and cute, a symbol of my absolute yet gentle control over her. Shoved into the bed under my hand, her breath heavy against the bedsheet, her cute wittle face shoved in, all her vision is allowed to witness.

Me hovering over her, patting her diaper. Pink, cute, pastel, the way I love it. Who cares if it's not her favorite color? It's mine, and that's what matters. What Mama wants, Mama gets~. And Mama thinks she's not quite wet enough.

Pink, white, and a few hints of yellow. That's Mama's favorite.

"Just a little more sweetheart, and maybe I'll let you into a fresh one."

10 minutes, and it's still the same. And Mama realizes - little cutie doesn't want a fresh diaper. She wants to stay the same wet, pathetic baby she is.

Gentle forehead kisses for a cute little angel, strung up with a bow like the present she is. My little condescending laughs and giggles blessing her blissed out mind. What a shame she couldn't see my grin.

"I knew you weren't ready to be potty trained."

Ruffling her hair, her mouth breathing in the comforter. Below me but treasured, like she should be. Like all playthings.

"And don't ever expect to be."

[darlinglilmia]

Hey little sib~ how are you?

Damn, I wish you could understand me. Are you too little for that now?

I got you a present wesent at the store!

Mhm! That's right!

Why the look on your face? This is just so Big Sis Mia can protect you from all the meanies out there! There are dangerous grownups who wanna touch little babies like you, but we both know you're too little for that, aren't you?

Wow, your whines are adorable through your paci.

Just sit still and let Big Sis put it on~ Not like anyone's going down there anyway, right? You're just a stinky little baby, after all, and no one wants grownup time with a little baby.

Boop~

Besides, I think you're much cuter playing dollies and shaking your rattle with me. Would you like that, hm?

There we go! Awwww, it looks perfect on you! Now let's go watch some Paw Patrol <3