#abbiegreer

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Feelin really shitty Wishin I was pretty Fuck that shit Gonna take a hit Doing all the wrong stuff Take another puff I'm writing a terrible poem This might rhyme, ho hum

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Wow

Do you ever just feel like you don’t give a fuck?

Like it doesn’t matter wether you go to class or not, even though you’ve paid a ridiculous amount of money to be there in the first place?

Like you don’t care wether you get lung cancer or not, just cause you want a cigarette right now?

Wether it’s “good for your career” or not to do something small that you really just DON’T want to do?

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So this happened... 

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I'm like.. I'm having a really hard time living at home for break. I can't do anything and I feel like I'm being suffocated. I love my parents, and my family and I'm not trying to complain about them because I realize that they literally do everything for me. But I Can't. I can't live here or come home to stay for breaks anymore. It's killing me. I haven't been this depressed since the beginning of college. Help.

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It's my 19th birthday, anyone want to send me aspirin and chicken noodle soup?

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It's raining

I love the rain. Cuddle me next to my open window

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Nervous.

Why am I so nervous? It's just home. Nothing bad's going to happen. It could though. I could fall back into what I was doing before I left for school. Why am I feeling myself out over this? Breathe. breathe.

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I'm so tired of hearing about everyone's snob stories, "I went to Sweden to study art" "Oh I went to the moma every weekend, I know this piece so well" "I'm so good at art I went to an academy bla bla bla" shut the fuck up and show me bitch.