#abloodyanalysis

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I feel like singing to someone before I go to sleep for work, someone wanna be my victim??  I'm practicing a new song. Must be able to tolerate R&B.

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Fuck you tumblr for rekindling my crush on Logan Lerman.. 

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Boyfriend Application

Now taking applications for a boyfriend, ( Only gay men/bi guys/ or pansexual men need apply.):

Must be interested in Supernatural and Teen Wolf

Must enjoy making West Collins jokes with me.

Has to like role playing on some level.

Must be at least 4 inches taller than 5'3"

Style

Must have a tumblr

- If you match any of these qualifications, please inquire within. There will be a brief reviewing process, followed by an interview and an examination. Thank you for your time and cooperation. We hope to hear from you soon.

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Of anyone is interested - my vine is kilian nihkolas whitford so you should be able to find me pretty easily. Haha.

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So Devon Bostick just replied to my vine comment. I was an idiot, and it was funny, but I still feel so embarrassed, I'll reblog the entire happening from my other tumblr account later since I'm on mobile atm hahaha. Omg so exciting. For those of you who started following my tumble from the xmen group, Bostick is the fc that I use for Julian, those of you who knew me for Vincent, he was that fc. Hahaha.

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Bostick vines

Sooo I haven't been on this account in ages and I can't seem to sign I to my other one on this phone so I shall fanboy over here. My faceclaim for one of my most beloved characters, Vincent kilian O'Dwyer, aka Devon Bostick, replied to my comment on vine. I feel like an utter idiot but at the same time, it was hilarious. So in his vine he has a picture of himself getting his hair done as a kid by the same woman, fair assumption that its his mom seeing as the woman he pans to in current time looks identical. Right? So I comment " its ok bro my mom still does my hair. Same, bro. Same " He replies. " bro, that's not my mom, that's a set hair dresser " Shame, humiliation and hilarity wash over me. He has spoken to me, yet I'm like " damn thats dumb " but it was a fair guess, and further more, it was still funny as fuck. XD So I think despite the bashful nerves that are washing away, it was a fair thing to count as super cool. On my list of awesome things that have happened to me so far? * Chad Michaels of rpdr tweeted to me twice. * met Phil Lamar * met rob Lowe * hung out and talked with Voltaire * had one of my posts liked by highly caliente from rpdr * and now to the list, got a response on vine from Devon Bostick. I may or may not be missing some but that's ok. I feel

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Practicing my deeper voice, its not perfect but I feel like once I get on T that'll sound way better. 

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The Wait..

I can't be the only one who's gone through this.

You know when you sit waiting, and hoping that someone will love you, or like you, as much as you like them? That space between times, where you are hurting so bad, because you want them so much- but it's like you don't exist.

And then that glorious moment comes that they notice you, be it brief, or potentially permanent. - You suddenly realize, that your moment, is ruined by all the pain you felt, because its numbed you. 

You sit there in discontent, thinking " This was what I wanted.. but now I can't even be excited over it. " - because you waited, while that person did whatever the fuck they wanted to. You set your heart, and your feelings on a shelf, watched them be happy with other people while you prayed one day that those other people were you. It doesn't matter if you waited a week, or waited a month, or waited years.

Waiting, and watching someone else be with the person you want, is torture.. I don't know what I'm even meant to do right now... Wow.