just a way
If there's one thing I have learned today it's the fact that a habit is hard to break, especially the one that you do almost every minute. Okay, that's an exaggeration. Well, all I'm saying is that I really curse a lot, especially when I'm annoyed or irritated. It's my way of releasing the bad vibes and freeing myself from bad thoughts. *Laughs* I think it's better to curse than actually do something bad to that person or thing that irritated me. I think it's a much safer and quicker way to release stress, that' all. But later this afternoon I've tried to loosen up a bit and declared (yeah, that's what I did, haha) that I wouldn't curse for the rest of the day.
Why all of the sudden? Well, I just wanna know if I can do it, you know, being able to go through a day without cursing. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to do that. If I remember it correctly, ten minutes after my declaration I cursed. My hopes are still high, though. I will still go on trying until I could last a day without cursing. *fingers crossed*