Jan 22
First blood test since diagnosis is tomorrow to see how the meds are working (spoiler alert: they’re not). Terrified to my very core for two reasons:
1: what if the meds are working and I’m just going to feel like shit for the rest of my life even with them
2: I pass out because of the needle every goddamn time and every goddamn time it feels like I’m never going to wake up :)