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âUgh, I canât believe you dragged us all the way out here just for the meeting after last night,â Stiles complains with a groan. He leans his forehead against Derekâs shoulder and wraps his arms around him as if thatâll prompt him to carry him through the forest like a baby koala.
Derek, like the meanie he is, just laughs lightly and pats Stilesâ back.
âAnd donât dare start with any more seize the beautiful day bullshit because this oh so precious sun of yours is killing my soul right through my eyes,â Stiles adds.
âItâs early afternoon, Stilinski. Not early hours of the morning. Quit being so whiney.â
âShut up, Jackson. I barely got a wink of sleep all night. Iâm allowed to be whiney,â Stiles says as he dislodges himself from Derek to glare at the other werewolf.
âToo busy doing other stuff?â Erica jumps in, waggling her eyebrows like sheâs performing some kind of show.
âYes, we were too busy gazing upon the heavens and the breathtaking marvels of the universe!â
âMhm, Iâm sure thatâs what took your breath away,â Erica says.
âIt wasnât like that!â
âThere was a meteor shower,â Derek jumps in with a rescue.
âVery romantic,â Erica swoons. âAnd super sexy.â
âOh my god.â Stiles is too tired for this. He looks over at his boyfriend helplessly and Derek shrugs. Then, places a gentle kiss to Stilesâ forehead.
âLet them believe what they want,â Derek says simple and takes Stiles hand. He gives it a squeeze as they continue their trek out to a clearing further away from town for some werewolf training.
Stiles smiles. He doesnât need to hear the words from Derek again to feel something in him settle. They had talked about this extensively between the two of them, and no matter what anyone else thought, theyâre good. Derek loves him, quirks and dozens of shaded purple shirts, sexlessness and all. Theyâve grown to such a sturdy couple, Stiles could barely believe it. Heâd never have imagined something like this back when he first considered he might be on the asexual spectrum.
For the non-sexual intimacy prompts! A. Sharing clothes B. In the woods C. To make/prove a point! âĄ
Hi! Thank you for the prompt! I hope you like this =) ⼠(for the Non-Sexual Intimacy - Prompt List)
A not so proven point ao3 - pillowfort
965 words | Gen characters: Stiles, Derek tags: Getting Together, Friends to Boyfriends, Asexual Derek, Sex-Repulsed Derek
âYouâre so stubborn, you know that?â Stiles said, and Derek huffed and glared, crossed his arms over his chest.
âIâm fine,â Derek said.
âYeah, thatâs why you have goosebumps all over your arms and why youâre shivering, because youâre fine,â Stiles said.
They were in the middle of the woods, had been for a few hours, and Derekâs short-sleeved henley was clearly failing at keeping him warm. Stiles was wearing a t-shirt, a shirt, and a hoodie, the hoodie tied around his hips most of the time because it was too warm to wear it, and when he noticed Derek looking cold he offered it to him, but Derek was fine. Derek also just huffed again and didnât say anything.
âIs it because of scents? Afraid youâll like mine too much so you wonât risk it?â Stiles taunted, because getting Derek to wear it just to prove him wrong would still get him to wear it, and Stiles wouldnât have to watch him shiver and look so goddamn cold anymore.
âNo,â Derek said, but he looked shifty as fuck, and Stiles raised an eyebrow at him.
âPerfect, then thereâs literally no reason for you not to wear it.â Stiles held the hoodie out for him. âCome on, donât be so stubborn.â
Derek huffed again and snatched the hoodie from his grip, then he stilled for a second, took a breath, and pulled it on. He glared at Stiles again. âThere, happy now?â
âVery happy,â Stiles said, beaming at him, and Derek rolled his eyes and started walking again. Stiles just grinned and followed him.
It wasnât long until Derek didnât look so cold anymore, which was nice. He also looked bothered though, kept glancing down at the hoodie, and after a while, it was Stiles turn to huff.
âDoes it really smell that bad?â he asked.
Derek looked at Stiles with big eyes, then quickly looked ahead again, his jaw working and his brow furrowed. âNo,â he said after a few more steps, his voice quiet.
âThen whatâs with the whole bothered look?â Stiles asked
Derek sighed, a heavy sigh, and he didnât look at Stiles. âIt smells good.â
âOkay? And how is that a problem?â Stiles asked, and Derek looked up at the sky as he sighed again.
âIt smells too good, alright? You were right, okay?â He kept not looking at Stiles as he walked, and Stiles nearly tripped as he was gawking at Derek while walking in the middle of a big ass forest.
âI was right?â he asked as he tried to remember what he had said. âYou-. My scent? You do like it too much?â
Derekâs jaw clenched, his hands were in tight fists, and he kept his eyes forward as he kept walking.
âYes,â he gritted out, and when Stiles grabbed his arm to stop him he whipped around and glared at him. âWhat.â
âYou like how I smell?â Stiles asked. Derek just gritted his teeth harder though, looked at Stilesâ hand that was still on his arm, and Stiles carefully removed it. âYou like how I smell enough that itâs a problem. You like me.â Derek still didnât say anything, but he looked like he both wanted to murder someone and flee. âThatâs awesome. I mean, thatâs, wow, thatâs awesome.â
Derek gave a deliberately fake smile, one that actually made him look kind of dangerous while also in pain. âAwesome,â he said. âYeah. Right.â
âNo, but it is,â Stiles said, âbecause if you like me and I like you, then we could like, do something about that.â
Derekâs face did a very interesting thing there, it went from murderous and angry and hurt to confused and hopeful and a little scared in the blink of an eye. He looked at Stiles, his eyes huge, but then he shut down, his face blank, just his slightly too big eyes betrayed how vulnerable he really felt.
âIâm a sex-repulsed asexual,â he said. âWhat could you possibly want that I could give you?â
âI know,â Stiles said. âWell, I didnât know, but I kinda guessed? And thatâs fine?â
âYou knew?â Derek asked, and he was back to looking confused. âHow?â
âItâs pretty clear with how you behave around sex and flirting and stuff,â Stiles said with a shrug. âYou look a little sick, kinda, so I usually try to steer the topic away from that.â
âOh,â Derek said quietly. âOh, that-. That explains so much.â
âYou okay, big guy?â Stiles asked softly, because Derek looked like he was having a hard time adjusting to this new information.
Derek nodded, frowning at nothing, then he looked at Stiles again. âSo, what do you want with me? I mean, youâre not getting any of that, so?â
Stiles rolled his eyes at him and carefully took a step closer. âI get you though. Youâre a pretty great guy, Derek.â He carefully held his hand out for Derek, who cautiously took it while looking like he was ready to bolt, and Stiles stroked his thumb across his knuckles. âI definitely wanna try if you want to.â
âNo sex?â Derek asked.
âNo sex,â Stiles agreed.
Derekâs brow was still furrowed as he watched Stiles, searched his face. âYouâd be okay with that?â
âYeah, of course, for you, most definitely. Absolutely.â
âOh,â Derek said softly. It took a moment of furrowed brows and downturned lips, but then he smiled, a soft little smile, and Stilesâ returning smile was much bigger. âOkay, yeah. Okay. If you want to.â
âOh, I want to,â Stiles said, âno question about that.â He changed his grip on Derekâs hand, held it a bit firmer, squeezed it a little, and Derek smiled down at their hands and squeezed back.
âOkay, yeah.â He looked at Stiles. âThen yes, we should do something about it.â
I felt the need to contribute at least one headcanon to this wonderful weekend, but it took me a while to really pinpoint what I wanted to put it out there. (Because I am still learning all the ace terms despite helping this blog whoops.)
I've loved seeing all the demi/gray interpretations of Sterek, because even when I got started with this blog, I had always thought, "I don't really see Derek and Stiles as ace, but I'm happy to help." Now I'm realizing that actually, I already did headcanon them in the gray-ace spectrum - I just didn't realize demi counted.
Seeing all the headcanons and meta about trauma shaping their pasts and their canon behavior is wonderful, and has fit a lot into my preexisting headcanons, and I love seeing that other people share similar ideas.
So, what canons does my head hold? I've always thought that Derek's sexual interest lies very much on the side of, "only once I know you and trust you, or I'm going to get something out of this I otherwise couldn't"; sexually repressed isn't exactly right, but I imagine he was uncomfortable with it for a long time.
Stiles, on the other hand, is a lot more vocal about his interests, though I think would have backed out if someone he didn't know and/or wasn't actually interested in attempted to proposition him.
Since Derek has such profound trust in Stiles, even realizing that he's his anchor, his sexual attraction towards him grows - something that I think would surprise Derek. But the closer he grows to Stiles and the more time he spends with him, the more comfortable he gets with this.
Once they've crossed that awkward first time together, they're insatiable; touch starved; addicted; clinging to each other and always seeking more. Not always sex, though everyone else might think so; they're still perfectly happy to just lay naked in each other's arms instead of turning up the passion.
Saying it fills a void for them may be too much, but there's a certain contentment that settles over them - like all the pieces have finally fallen into place. Everything is finally enough.
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