#actually diagnosed

[sickness-stricken]

Hot take but I think we need to treat mental illness the same way some elder queers treat gender/sexual identity. Like “I’m a genderfucked MtM Butch lesbian with dog like traits” but with different psych labels. Are we seeing the vision

[palepinkfairy]

[pinkpolkadott1]

Got nerfed with tourette’s cuz im to powerful for these hoes

[spookietrex]

Idk whether I mentioned it here, but we're coming up on the 2 year anniversary of my ex-wife telling me verbatim, "If I would have known you were disabled, I never would have gotten into a relationship with you." Like disabled people aren't worthy of love. Feel free to add your own fucked up things people have said to you about your disability/worth as a disabled person.

[falloutcollective]

I am going to say this now, I stand with Systemality. They are working so hard for an app to help ACTUAL SYSTEMS and keep the ones who just claim to be a system to roleplay out. People who hate on them are disgusting, especially on reddit. In the r/plural subreddit.

Endos, willows, tulpas, spirituals, mixed, and 'unknowns' don't need an app to keep track of their roleplays. Hell, them getting upset that people use pluralkit on discord for ficktionkins is disgusting. I'm so disappointed in all of the people saying that.

D.I.D, OSDD, UDD or any other CDD's aren't just fun roleplays. They are genuinely terrible disorders that affect someone's day to day life in such hard ways.

If you are neutral/pro endos not so kindly block me. Because you are helping feed into their delusions.

Other news, I have been front stuck the past 30 days and I genuinely am going crazy, because we see one of the people who traumatized us tomorrow And that's for a different part to deal with, I'm not supposed to handle that in the system

-Boosfer

[strayk9s]

r/systemcringe BULLSHIT debunk

Oh boy, oh boy, oh boyyyyyyyy…do we have something a bit different for once to post about? I expect some people will be confused or even rushing to my account to send hate, lmao. I was posted on System Cringe, and a lot of screenshots are of my vents, general posts, and even educational posts from the disability group that I’m in. With that being said, we’re here to debunk pretty much every bit of ableism that was put up on this post. Mind you, they even targeted my fucking service dog, and she’s family.

Edit; As of 6hours again which is 3:03 AM EST my time — the post has been taken down however this post will still be kept up

The post

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Their reasoning

For one, I’m not bumming off my parents. You cannot look at someone’s online life and assume you know everything about their real-time life. I have not refused to get a job, and I never once said I did not want to ever work. I am a high school graduate in a very competitive city. I have been trying to get a job for months now. I have never once said I had Dissociative Identity Disorder. I am diagnosed with Other Specified Dissociative Disorder. A service dog is trained to aid a disability. Ahsoka is task-trained in multiple tasks such as dissociative alert/response, panic alert/response, brief guide work, crowd control, and so forth. It does not matter what colors the dog has on. If you know anything about the service dog community, then you’d know there are MANY service dogs with colorful gear. As far as the comment about me being ‘vague’ in the screenshots shown, it doesn’t matter lol. You’re a stranger on the internet, in reality I’m not obligated to tell you my life in detail. I am OFFICIALLY diagnosed with OSDD and every other disorder I have mentioned here and anywhere else. I don’t need to explain my symptoms to you in the way you prefer it.

I do not switch between saying I have DID or OSDD. I have said DID/OSDD when talking about both disorders, yes, but I am not a DID system or a person with DID. I 100% believe in RAMCOA and programming and am a victim of it. I have actively spoken to both my psychiatrist and therapist about this exact subject. I have never thrown a temper tantrum lol, I have no interest to debate with people about what I have dealt with when talking about traumatic events. My alters have NEVER threatened just random people? They have never said anything about random abusive parents and they don’t consider themselves edgelords.

Yes, I am officially diagnosed with the following: OSDD, PTSD, BPD, Panic Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and I am at risk for psychosis. Yes, ADHD has a question mark because my psychiatrist and therapist were heavily questioning it, but it was never officially confirmed. I am not diagnosed with autism, so no, I would never tell anyone that I have autism unless I was diagnosed with it. Yes, I deal with having Stockholm Syndrome, which is yet again another condition that I spoke about with my therapist and psychiatrist. Me explaining that I have psychotic symptoms is not me implying that I have schizophrenia. I actually don’t think I’m close to having schizophrenia, maybe psychotic disorder at best if we were really getting there. Yes, there are alters that are different holders in our system, they handle certain symptoms better depending on what they’re a holder of. Our disorders still affect us collectively. Zai is our co-host and yes he gives off a more happier persona because that’s just how he is. I do show symptoms but you wouldn’t know that because you’re a stranger.

Yes, I connect with their theriotypes, kins, and so forth of canines. Is it affecting you? What does that have to do with me not being a system? Absolutely nothing. I am not pro-endo; this is common knowledge. Anytime I’ve stated I was pro-endo is if I was sneaking into a pro-endo server, and usually, I mass-report everyone in there. I only do that when I’m bored too.

Comment Set #1

That is my dog. You’re referring to the account JediScoutRegiment on TikTok and Instagram. That is MY TikTok/Instagram, there is nothing talking about DID because I don’t have DID. I don’t talk about much system content on there. There’s no ‘theme’ because she isn’t fake.

Comment Set #2

You clearly know nothing about me and my mom’s relationship, nor do you understand what I was trying to explain in that vent. As I mentioned earlier, yes, I am unemployed; however, I’ve been actively applying for jobs, but the job market is competitive here. Me asking my mother for $40 isn’t just obnoxiously begging for money. I wasn’t crying about not getting money; I was frustrated with some of what she said to me that was a ‘joke’.

Comment Set #3

I don’t care for the attention. Just don’t touch my dog without my permission or interfere with her working. In reality, no dog should be touched without the handler’s permission. I love Rainbow Gear. I guess you do too lmao.

Comment Set #4

How am I sick? What exactly have I done to be called that? My dog is not an American pitbull terrier, so please learn your breeds. My dog has been working for almost 4 years now, and gear has never been a problem.

Comment Set #5

These dogs are not nanny dogs, and Ahsoka would most certainly not qualify to watch children due to her extreme drive. Any breed can be a service dog according to the Americans with Disabilities Act. Ahsoka was basically a rescue, and I got her, then trained her. What’s the problem?

Comment Set #6

My dog is indeed task-trained. Not sure how I don’t fall under people in need of a service dog lol. My service dog’s gear is perfectly fine. She runs, walks, and tasks on it.

Comment Set #7

I mean I think I’m pretty friendly lol..? Is being friendly a sin now? Anyone can say anything bad to me at any time of the day, clearly.

Comment Set #8

I pretty much already addressed all their claims. I’m not diagnosed with DID, the gear she wears doesn’t matter, my dog is very clearly tasked trained, I am officially diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses.

This brings us to the end! I intend to address people in the group and post about this likely on my TikTok as well as the Instagram. I have a feeling that the OP is the person who texted me the other day lol. I literally told them I had OSDD too but I’m at my limit for photos so just dm me and I’ll add them but the user of the account is viictoriabergman on instagram

[migoto]

Happy Autism Awareness Month 💜

[histrio-ridens]

​A reminder that histrionic personality disorder isn't just about wanting attention from friends, but also involves:

​Needing attention to self-regulate: relying on external validation to stabilize your mood and sense of self

​Feeling numb when you're alone: experiencing profound emptiness or a lack of identity when not interacting with others

​Acting impulsively out of boredom: engaging in reckless behaviors just to escape under-stimulation

​Doing dangerous, controversial or degrading things to get attention: going to extremes just to ensure you're being noticed

​Reacting in an overly emotional way, regardless of what happened: having intense responses that are disproportionate to the actual situation

​Not knowing how to communicate your emotions beyond displaying them: struggling to verbalize how you feel, resulting in dramatic outward expressions instead

​Being called dramatic, egocentric and egoistic by your family: frequently facing criticism from loved ones regarding your behavior

​Struggling with honesty and lying without even knowing why: engaging in compulsive or automatic deception without a clear motive

​Forgetting many things, especially the moments you acted differently to catch others' attention: experiencing memory gaps or dissociation regarding past attention-seeking behaviors (only remembering others' reactions)

​Being irresponsible and self-indulgent to the point of being a dysfunctional adult: struggling with daily responsibilities due to a need for immediate gratification

​Not knowing how to face stressful situations: lacking healthy coping mechanisms for dealing with pressure or conflict

​Being highly dependent on others: relying heavily on others for emotional support and decision-making

​Being so easily influenced that you forget your own opinions: lacking a solid internal compass and shifting your views based on who you are with

​Having highly volatile emotions, opinions and thoughts: experiencing rapid, unpredictable shifts in how you feel and think

​Being so focused on others' reactions that you ignore your own internal monologue: prioritizing how you are perceived over your own genuine thoughts

​Feeling like you're not really living, but acting in a movie instead: a constant sense of depersonalization or playing a character

​Trusting the wrong people and ending up being exploited or abused: having a compromised radar for red flags due to a desire for connection

​Thinking others see you as a friend when they barely view you as an acquaintance: misjudging the intimacy and depth of relationships

​Being obsessed with your physical appearance to the point of avoiding activities when you feel unattractive: letting body image completely dictate your social life

​Fearing aging much more than people usually do: a deep dread of losing youth and the attention that comes with it

​Constantly seeking others' validation: an insatiable need for approval to feel worthy

​Fearing that you didn't really suffer as a child, yet wishing you had a different, calmer childhood: conflicting feelings about past trauma and upbringing

​Flirting with people you don't even like: using seduction as a default mechanism for connection or validation

​Feeling upset when others don't react to something you said: experiencing distress or rejection when your words don't get a response

​Being self-absorbed to the point of having difficulty maintaining relationships: struggling to sustain bonds because your focus is primarily on yourself

​Struggling with boundaries, both yours and others': having a hard time setting, recognizing or respecting personal limits

​Thinking in extremes: viewing the world, yourself and others in black and white terms

​Fearing that people will never notice you if you don't entertain them enough: believing your only value lies in being interesting or performative

​Wanting to heal but hating the idea of changing who you are: the painful paradox of wanting relief while fearing the loss of your identity