Today one year ago ❤🎈 One of the scariest and bravest things I've ever done in my life. Getting a drivers licence, as friends and collegues said, is not that hard. I knew that. The hard part actually was to keep my brain under control. To bite through the bad thoughts and lock my demons away - for three whole weeks. To me it was a permanent torment, I was anxious and afraid at all times. Had nightmares, mental breakdowns and panic attacks. Actually, if my dear Hobbit Michelle @licentia.poetica hadn't been there for me as often as she was, I wouldn't have gotten that far. She anchored me and I will forever be thankful for that. I've learned two things: Having friends is one of the true lifegoals. Stepping out of your comfort zone is shitty but so, so rewarding. Also thank you to "Baby" and her keeper Dean for encouraging me to want to drive. Now I can't imagine a life without my little Impala anymore. This is my freedom. And I am so fucking proud of myself! 💪💪💪 #instapics #adventures2016 #iwanttobebrave #yesiwas #yesidid #driverslicence
