Oct 23, 2013
Ellen is my pretty Cry and always will be <3
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Ellen is my pretty Cry and always will be <3
It wasn't unusual for Alaya to climb into Alioth's bedroom via his window. The blonde snuck over to his bed, getting under the covers next to the body, arms wrapping around his figure carefully - She was trying not to wake him up.
dear alioth (give me this ok)
Dear Allie,
I haven’t written you a letter in forever and it’s weird because I can usually talk to you about anything without a care in the world. But when it comes to my own thoughts about you, and how you make me feel, I get so scared. Scared you’ll think I’m a lunatic and that you’ll laugh in my face.
We’ve been best friends for a while now and it seems crazy that we’ve stuck by each other’s sides for so long. I thought maybe, you would have left me for someone else by now. Left me for some better friends - After all, you are older than I am and maybe I’m just a little too immature for you. I’ve tried so hard though, to be mature. To be someone you would actually like to class as your friend and show off but it’s difficult for me. I’m too childish and I know this. Why would you want to show me off to people when I’m —— me?
I never anticipated to feel the way I do about you. When I met you, I was just a little girl in need of a friend. In need of someone that would keep her anchored and you were that person. You were the boy that helped me up when I fell off my bike and you were the one to check if I was okay. When I met you, I never planned on feeling this way about you. You give me butterflies and you make me smile so easily that it’s scary. How cliche that I fall for my best friend, right? But I’ve watched you for years now, I’ve been beside you through everything. How could I not see you in that way? How could I stop myself from feeling like this about you when I know practically everything about you? When I’ve watched you struggle and cry and laugh? When I’ve watched every emotion that’s ever existed pass those beautiful features? But of course, I’m too scared to actually tell you this in case I ruined what we have. You’re my best friend, Alioth and I would do absolutely anything for you and you know that. Yet, rejection scares me more than the thought of what lengths I’d go to for you.
I’m sorry for being me. I’m sorry for not being good enough for you.
Alaya x
aegrotusx replied to your post: Whenever Ellen makes a new... [wiggles butt] we wON’T STAAAAPH
NO WE CAN'T STAHHHHPPP.
Whenever Ellen makes a new muse, I have to throw one of mine at her so a ship begins.
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There’s been many times Alaya’s wanted to just sneak into Alioth’s house and snuggle down next to him while he sleeps. He’s possibly the only person she feels completely comfortable around and sometimes, she wishes he saw her and didn’t look through her. And maybe sometimes, she thinks it would be easier to just be with her best friend.
I started Alaya's Relationship page. Bada Bing, Bada Boom.