"Why am I angry?" he repeats, like that's the stupidest question he's ever heard. Jaw sets, Leviathan takes a nice, slow breath and he pretends that his thoughts aren't slowly creeping up on him and dragging him down, down, down again. It doesn't work, of course.
It never works. He's got a rage in him that never stops, something that would suit him better to wrath than envy but there's nothing he can do about that. He's been wronged and the masses still see him as a monster, a horrific creation that deserved nothing more than his fate. Lucifer might have taught him to control himself, but that doesn't make it any easier, doesn't stop his thoughts from climbing around his skull and sinking claws in firm.
"We did nothing! Not a single fucking thing. We were made, we existed, exactly how we were meant to-- and then we were punished. Do you know what that fucking does to you? He didn't even have the decency to kill me too-- oh, no. I just get tortured. Day in, day out. I'm suffering. Every fucking day. Until I finally get to die too and some fucking righteous assholes skin me, eat me and use me as their fucking asshole marquee.
Tell me I shouldn't be furious and you're full of shit."