Me, waking up at 4am: but… How can we forget about that special box video with vixx, the one where the post-its were blue, during their love equation era when the younger members kept making fun of N saying it would be better if he stayed quiet so they could just cut him out. After that he literally was just standing there smiling and not talking until they made him say their goodbyes since he’s the leader but he was so flustered like… he didn’t look ok at all? He was visibly affected by all and,, did he cry??? Bc it looked like it and while he could only laugh and look down(which was very obvious it was to hide the awkwardness he probably felt at the moment) Ravi still had the nerve to scream “he’s crying!!” like it was funny. I know theyre the kind that bully their friends to show their affection but theres a line and they have crossed it so many times with N and I’m so tired cuz he has done nothing but support them and be a great leader…even if they have ‘calmed down’ by now ffs and PLS don’t get me started with the colorism. I just want N to be okey and cheerful and to know how much starlights love him with his beautiful hardworking self for keeping vixx together and putting up with….this