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[kusornatsu]

alexehm: awww thanks beautiful ! I could always count on you to help.

[foreverthemaraudersera]

11 Questions that I never had the chance to do before ^^

I was tagged by csz4ever sorry this took long. I love you thoughhhh

Rules:

Rule 1: Post the Rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you then make 11 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them in your post

Rule 4: Let them know they’ve been tagged

I wanna say coke because I can find my name on the bottles but I still do slightly prefer pepsi.

2. Who’s your biggest inspiration?

My uncle and the Teen Wolf cast (and lately Rap Monster from BTS)

3. Favorite store to shop at?

I love to get stuff from Tilly's even though it's only once in awhile because it's so expensive.

4. Favorite song? Right now it's I'm In Love by Secret (and always Just One Day/Boy In Luv by BTS) but if I were to answer this tomorrow I'm 100% sure I'd say one of the new songs by BTS.

5. If you won a million dollars what would you do with it? I'd buy every kpop CD I wanted, Reply 1997, Just You, and then put some aside for college stuff and a trip to South Korea.

6. Would you rather be able to travel back in time or see the future?

Future. The past is the past for a reason. BUT I am curious to see how that exact moment that I decided to give Kpop a chance because my friends listened to it all the time went because I don't remember it all.

7. Favorite actor/actress? Well in Dramaland my favorite actor is Seo In Guk and my favorite actress is Eunji. But I also reallllyyyy like Go Ara and the second lead in Trot Lovers.

Otherwise my favorite actor is Dylan O'Brien (which is kind of obvious since I reblog and talk about him so much) and my favorite actress is Emma Stone. I wanna be like her.

8. A language you’d like to speak fluently in?

Korean. Hands down.

9. Favorite book genre?

Dystopian

10. What do you like most about tumblr?

Everyone is connected some how and it's like a giant family regardless of the fandom(s).

11. What color would you dye your hair if it could be permanent?

A better shade of red.

My questions:

1) First thing you look for in a partner? 2) Watch this video and this one and tell me what you think of them. 3) What's your favorite TV or Drama? 4) Where would you live if you had the money? 5) What do you want to do as a career? 6) Would you learn another language if you had the opportunity? 7) What do you think the school system should add or take away to make education better? 8) What was your first URL on Tumblr? 9) Eating or sleeping? 10) Science homework or math homework? 11) Writing or reading?

[foreverthemaraudersera]

I want to point something about that Letter thing I posted.

I mention my best friend a lot in there, and I know she feels bad that he says he likes her but I really could care less that it's you. He could've said someone else and I still would've had the same reaction. So Alex this part is for you:

Despite knowing him longer, I'm a lot closer to you than I am him. You're my best friend for a reason and I love you to death. You and I both know how I feel about you feeling guilty over this. This isn't something that you control. None of this is. And you're the only one who knows both sides to this entire story so you should know that this whole thing is a big deal for me and you know these problems started long before he told me how he felt about you. You're my best friend for a reason. And you always will be. We might get a bit pissed off with each other from time to time but no matter how angry either of us get, we can always count on each other.

[foreverthemaraudersera]

Dear person I had a crush on

I’m gonna combine this with the “Dear person I like” part and write about the guy I’m currently having issues with because I need to get this off my chest without actually confronting him?? I hope you don’t mind. I’m a big chicken.

This is probably going to be really long too because I’ve held back for so long.

Alright let’s do this..

Dear person I had a crush on,         We’ve known each other since we were 8 and I transferred to your school. But we didn’t REALLY start talking until the next year and our desks got put next to each other. We just instantly clicked and started joking around about everything. In 6th grade, one of the guys in our class came up to me the day before winter break and said, “I know who likes you” and then ran off. You honestly didn’t even cross my mind, I was just really confused and thought it was some kind of joke. And then you told me you liked me. (I think) I kind of liked you back then, I’m not sure since so much has happened since then, it’s hard to tell anymore. And then we went back to be just friends. Through the all of junior high and most of high school, you were my support and shoulder to cry on while things got worse in my life, especially between my step dad and I. And yeah things have happened since then, like that period of time where we liked each other but we got over that and spent a little time apart before we became friends again. But then on the last day of our junior year, I found out you were changing schools. And it wasn’t even from you, I found out from my best friend who wasn’t nearly as close to you as I am or was. And then I asked why you hadn’t told me and you said “I thought I told you when I found out?” and I said no and let it go. I should’ve taken that as the first sign to let you go.       During our senior year I tried to talk to you but you barely responded and when you did it was short answers and conversations. And then I asked why you had changed schools for our last year of high school and you told me why. I got angry for so many different reasons. How could you not tell me that you felt like you didn’t matter? How could you even possibly feel like that when I knew that our friends did care? How could you leave me at the same as my best friend moved away? How could you just forget me? So I finally got angry enough and told you that if you wanted a clean slate and to be surrounded by people that care about you then maybe we should talking because apparently you didn’t see me as a friend anymore. And then you suddenly seemed care about me. You told me that you wanted to stay friends and you were sorry for treating me badly. That you would work harder to keep in contact. So I gave you another chance. Things were ok for awhile but then it went back to how it was before. We talked more over the summer, but all conversations were initiated by me. And then you told me you like my best friend. And that hurt a lot but I acted like I don’t care. That it doesn’t hurt me. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that you weren’t acting like you liked her. Not like you had before. You barely talk to her. You act like you like me. Everyone always points that out to me, even her. But since you came and kept me company before your classes started on Friday, I’ve done a lot of thinking. If you did have feelings for me, you’d be contacting me first at least some of the time. You’d be the one trying to hang out, not me. If you did care about me in the slightest, you’d notice something was wrong. You claim to know everything about me, but it’s obvious you don’t. And I’m done being treated like crap by you of all people. I’m tired of feeling like this because of you. You’re supposed to be someone I can depend on, but how am I supposed to do that if you’re the one causing me to feel like this?       Whether you know it or not, if you don’t have any contact with me by the end of classes on Monday that you initiate yourself, I’m deleting you’re number. This way I’m not tempted to texted you or contact you anymore because all I get in return is a one sided friendship that only tears me down. As nervous as I am that I’ll feel guilty if you ever do text me and I don’t recognize the number, I know that I need to do this. Not for you. Not because my friends tell me I should. I’m doing this for me. Only me. For once, I’m going to be selfish and worry about myself.       I’m done. And I’m tired.

[foreverthemaraudersera]

Guess who finally has internet at home after two years almost

THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE

[d0wnright-ic0nic]

alexehm replied to your post:where’d kara go?

she deleted actually. someone got fired up yesterday and anonymously messaged me about making her do so when all i really said is that we should have let her know that some drawings she did didn’t have appropriate trigger tags on them.

:((((((((((((((((

[causticsunshine]

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[motelroomjesus]

Tbh I thought Rei was going to leave this episode because I saw all these misleading posts on my dash before I watched the episode?? I don't know why I was so worried but I had a feeling that the show definitely wouldn't be as good if he wasn't in it or made fewer appearances // u n u //

I thought Rei was going to leave too? I mean, it wasn't an impossible outcome, but we should have seen him as one to not just leave. Ya know?