#alice's personal posts

[aliceorenemies]

A Departure

Hello everyone, it's me, Alice. Some may have been noticing that I'm a lot a less active lately. I got a new job! I've been unemployed for almost a year, and this new job should be a new turning point. I'm happy with it... for the most part so far. It's a long commute, I'm not a fan, but I'll eventually get WFH privileges and then it will be okay ^^ Some may have also noticed... I'm not using this one/dollspeak. It hurts me to say it but, I need to step away from doll stuff for a while. I've met so many lovely, amazing, and wonderful people and non-people from this account, and my interactions amongst Empty Spaces and adjacent communities. I'm grateful to know each and everyone of you. You've improved my life in so many ways that I can't even count. But even with the new life situation, my mental health has been taking hit after hit after hit. And being a doll has started becoming a painful crutch that I can no longer fulfill and maintain. I used to be able to be a doll, or at least, pretend to be one, casually. Little effort, a fun new way to talk and engage with people (and other dolls). But it became more and more, and I wanted more and more, and I couldn't sustain that. With more potential life shakeups in the future expected, I think it's for the best that... I bring a close to this chapter. I'm going to try therapy again. When I can. I don't know if dolls will come up among the laundry list of other things I need help with, but... maybe after everything settles, I can go back to being this one. Even a little bit. Thank you to everyone who has been a part of this account and my love of dolls. Every mutual, every chat, every follower, every random reblog and like of my posts on here has brought me immense joy. I didn't really even know all that much about dolls when I started this account, let alone that I could enjoy being one. It's thanks to all of you that I got to feel a happiness like this that I would have never felt otherwise. Thank you. I love you all.

I'll hopefully be able to come back. Someday. If you want to reach out and talk, I'll try to monitor my DMs periodically. Mutuals can just ask for my discord. Sincerely, Alice

[aliceorenemies]

This one saw a post of others talking about their body dysmorphia; how they longed and ached for the feel of servos, transistors, seams, gears, stuffing, hollowness. It reminded her of something she pondered once and thought worth sharing.

What if this one got to be so blessed, so fortuitous to receive a Wish, from a fairy tale or of some other magical avenue? She pondered it for a long time, and sought to avoid the pitfalls of greed and the curling of the Monkey's Paw with her choice. As much as she would want wealth, she would not wish for such a frivolity. As much as she would wish for her own health, she would not wish for such selfishness. No, if she were to make a wish, she would want it to benefit the world, and especially those who are her kindred. Those of fates that make life equal parts beautifully joyous and twistingingly cruel, for the sin of wanting the world to see them as they wish to be.

And so she devised a wish for them.

She believes she has worded it as best as she could so that no trickery would befall her intents.

"I wish that tomorrow, everyone would wake up in the body that would make them the happiest."

Come the morning sun, all would awaken in forms of pure satisfaction. Boys, girls, those in between, no longer shackled by genetics. Dolls, robots, plushes, created just right. If their soul longed to be an animal, then the body would match in whatever mixture it needed. Even those that desired grandiose forms of dragons, or giants, or angels and demons. Even those that longed for magical elegance of fairies, or elves, or unicorns.

All would be happy, she hopes.

She hopes this wish would bring others the comfort they need.

[aliceorenemies]

Rapidly becoming a "god i need to wear my collar all day" type of day

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Oh! This one forgot to say but she is back home and excited to see everyone again ^W^ It will be a while but she will try her best to catch up on all the lovely posts she missed!

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Thank you for responding! 1, How long have you been into hypnosis? It's fairly recent! I got into it 6 months ago when a friend of mine mentioned that she can hypnotize people, and my response was "Oh like as a roleplay thing, right? Hypnosis isn't actually real." She explained the principles to me and offered to try hypnotizing me and... >///< the story writes itself it seems! 8. How do you feel when hypnotized? The feeling is mostly slow, blissful, and incredibly peaceful. Even when just lightly tranced, I feel my usual busy thoughts calm down a lot, and the euphoric feelings follow very closely behind. When then pushed into a maidspace or dollspace mindset, this one feels very attentive and desires to be of the utmost assistance! 17. What are some post-hypnotic suggestions you particularly enjoy (for others or yourself)? I'm quite fond of anything that brings one back to the trance state with little effort. My friend has a bell that brings me down quite quickly and it's my favorite :) She hasn't had many other post-hypnotic suggestions applied to herself, but she likes seeing memory modification on others (in a safe consenting environment of course). Thank you for your questions! ^w^/

[aliceorenemies]

dangerously CLOSE to dollmoding?? go ahead!! do it!!! whats the worst that could happen? (>:-3c)

awawawa, thank you! this one always feels so much happier when she is given permission to be a lovely doll, her personhood feels so much further away now uwu

goodness, this one hasn't updated her blog header in so long she quite forgot that she had written that. it's quite catchy though, so she will have to think more on it!

thank you very much for the ask, it made this one very happy ^^

[aliceorenemies]

Hello beauties and cuties! This one is going to have limited internet access next week but looks forward to catching up with everyone and everything she missed while she was away :)

May you all have a lovely dolly day!

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6, 14 and 32 for the hypno asks? Please and thank you, if it's not too much trouble!

Thank you for asking Patchy! <3 It's never too much trouble for that one!

6. What do you love about being hypnotised?

This one really loves the sort of simple pleasure it brings! Just getting to listen, be still, and let someone else guide her for a while! Whether that's to a certain purpose or to simply letting her feel completely like a doll :) (also she perhaps likes being told what to do a bit too much awawa)

14. What are your favourite kinds of hypnosis play?

Ehehe, if it wasn't too clear her usual posts, but maid and doll-themed are her favorites! Although she's still getting used to it, it's nice to do small tasks while trancing and show proper etiquette. She's hoping to develop this further, but patience is required uwu

32. Describe your biggest fantasy involving hypnosis?

Oh goodness ///// This one thinks a lot about being surprised and put under suddenly, and then needing to be a good maid doll to a group of people, awawa... Serving tea, providing small comforts, having people tease at her winding key so that she would go completely still, being praised (,,>﹏<,,) Those types of things! (although //// this one finds herself daydreaming a lot about that one's stories and she herself being involved... Weredoll, Doll In My Brain, Like A Person, this one must stop or she shall blush too much (๑﹏๑//) )

This one is glad to be able to talk about hypnosis more with that one if it desires! Thank you for inquiring~