locker room 4🪩 (simon bellamy x fem reader)
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MORE SIMON!!!!!! i can’t stop
synopsis: you go to the club with simon, alisha, nathan, kelly and curtis. you hit it off with a guy there, but simon doesn’t like that…
race/appearance neutral reader!
WARNINGS‼️: dead dove, semi-publix sex, noncon, piv, alcohol, drunk sex, drugs, toxic relationship, somnophilia (reader is heavily under the influence), simon being possessive and gross, fingering (f receiving), oral (m receiving)
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you’re sitting and smoking with alisha again while others do the work. ”so how’s everything going with simon?” she asks, taking a drag out of her cigarette. ”y-yeah, good…” you respond, not sounding convincing at all. alisha raises an eyebrow. ”do you even like him? it seems that you don’t”, she says. you gulp. it’s not like you want to tell her that simon forced you to be his girlfriend and that he has raped you multiple times. she would cause a scene.
”i like him”, you say. alisha doesn’t seem convinced. simon walks up to you. ”hey baby”, he says, giving you a kiss on the cheek. ”you know, smoking isn’t good for you..” he says, frowning. ”c’mon man, let her live”, alisha says, rolling her eyes. simon doesn’t respond, just wraps an arm around you.
”hey everyone!” nathan calls out. you turn your head to him. ”tonight’s the night that we all go to the club together!” he says. everyone agrees. simon doesn’t look too happy about it, though. ”i don’t think we’re gonna come..” he says. ”oh c’mon simon, please?” you whine, looking at him with puppy-dog eyes. ”fine.. only for you, baby”, he says, giving you another kiss. alisha frowns. she clearly doesn’t like simon, she must see that there’s something wrong with your relationship.
in the locker room alisha looks at you with a serious expression on her face. ”babe, you know you can always tell us if there’s something wrong”, she says. kelly nods her head. ”i never liked that simon, he’s a perv”, she says. ”your relationship just seems… off”, alisha says.
you start crying, not wanting to hide it from them anymore.
”oh baby, it’s that bad?” kelly asks, embracing you. you nod, sniffing.
”i’m gonna beat up that fucker”, she says, frowning.
”no, you don’t understand.. i can’t leave him”, you whimper.
”and why is that?” alisha asks.
”i just can’t”, you say. you don’t dare tell them that simon has threatened your mother.
”listen, tonight you’re gonna have fun with us, tomorrow you’re gonna leave him!” kelly says, cupping your cheek.
you nod, teary-eyed.
simon’s waiting for you outside the locker room. he smiles and wraps his arm around you. ”let’s go, baby”, he says. alisha and kelly both frown at him.
you go to simon’s apartment and he immediately makes you lie down on the bed, cuddling you. he starts kissing you, mumbling sweet words into your ear. ”my baby… you’re so cute”, he says, giving you back to back kisses.
he starts peeling off your pants. ”simon, not now.. i have to get ready for the club”, you say, squirming off his grip. simon pouts, but eventually stops. ”fine.. i bet you’re gonna look amazing”, he says.
you take a shower together, simon obviously fucks you there. he’s relentless, pounding you like an animal.
nathan has decided on a club for you. it’s pretty underground, you’ve been there a few times before simon took over your life. you never go dancing with him, it’s not really his thing. sometimes he takes you out in a bar where you have a few beers. you like drinking, since it eases the feeling of being with him. you’re actually willing to have sex with him when you’re drunk.
you’re drying your hair, simon looking at you. you have just a towel on, so he’s trying really hard not to fuck you again.
your phone rings. ”who is it?” simon asks, immediately grabbing your phone. you look at him with a pout. he always does this, going through your things. he’s overly jealous, and pretty insecure.
”it’s alisha”, simon says, handing you the phone. you pick it up. ”hey babe!” you say. ”hey girl, do you wanna come with me and kelly for a pregame?” alisha asks. ”gimme a sec”, you say. ”simon, baby, can i go to alisha’s place for a pregame?” you ask, tilting your head. ”i- i don’t like that idea”, simon says, walking up to you. ”please, it’s just girls”, you whine. ”ugh, fine, how could i say no to that face”, simon says, kissing you. you smile. ”yeah, i’ll come!” you say. ”yay, see you when you’re done!” alisha says.
you finish getting ready, picking a short denim skirt with a cute belt and a black top. you have on makeup, and you did your hair nice. ”baby.. you look amazing”, simon says, grabbing your ass. ”but that skirt is really short… and the top is pretty revealing”, he says with a frown. ”i don’t like the idea of other guys looking at you”, he says. ”it’s just for one night, please, we never go to the club”, you say. ”fine”, simon sighs. you give him a kiss and start heading out the door. ”call me when you leave!” simon says. ”yeah!” you say, closing the door.
you’re overjoyed, getting to hang out with alisha and kelly.
the girls are already pretty drunk when you arrive at alisha’s apartment. ”stop reading my thoughts!” alisha squeals at kelly. ”curtis this.. curtis that..” kelly chuckles. ”shut up!” alisha says.
”hey girls!” you say. ”oh my god, you made it!” alisha says. ”so that jerk let you come?” kelly says. you nod.
”okay, let’s get fucked up!” alisha says. you start drinking. vodka and cranberry juice, a classic.
at some point you turn to alisha, grinning. ”can you use your power on me?” you ask her. alisha smirks. ”what a kinky girl”, she says. then she takes your arm. you start panting, staring at her tits. ”you’re so hot…” you mumble. ”oh my god!” kelly chuckles, starting to film you with her phone. you kiss alisha, hard. you start making out, you squeezing alisha’s tits.
alisha parts from you, smirking. ”you’re a good kisser”, she says. your cheeks warm up. ”you too, unlike simon…” you sigh. ”oh my god, you need to tell us everything”, kelly says. ”he’s really sloppy, always drooling on me… he fucks me at least three times a day, if not more”, you chuckle. ”oh my god, eww!” alisha says. you’re drunk, so your filter has completely disappeared. ”one time.. he made me treat him like a baby”, you admit with a smirk. ”OH MY GOD, NO HE DIDN’T”, kelly yells, then she burst into laughter. ”were you into it?” alisha asks. ”no, eww!” you respond. ”you’re SO breaking up with him”, kelly says.
you keep drinking, laughing and fooling around. you’re finally happy. then it’s finally time to go to the club. you call simon, he immediately notices that you’re drunk.
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you all meet in line outside the club. ”hey, baby…” kelly chuckles at simon. he looks at her, confused. ”shut up…” you whisper to her. kelly starts laughing. ”so i see that everyone’s nice and drunk expect for barry…” nathan says. ”dude, you’re gonna have to keep up”, he says. ”i don’t get how you’re with a loser like him, you should be with me!” nathan says to you, making a kissy noise. simon frowns and wraps his arm around you. ”don’t talk to my girlfriend like that”, he says. ”oh my god, i was just joking!” nathan chuckles, clearly enjoying seeing simon angry.
inside the club everyone’s dancing and drinking, the bass is blasting loud. alisha and curtis are flirting, kelly smirking at them. simon keeps his arm around you at all times, sipping a beer.
”okay, i have something for everyone”, nathan says, presenting you with six pills.
”no way, dude!” curtis chuckles. everyone takes a pill, including you. ”baby, don’t”, simon says, looking at you with a frown. ”no one can stop me!” you say, popping the pill inside your mouth. simon sighs. everyone takes a pill expect for him. ”come on dude, don’t be a pussy!” nathan says. ”i don’t do drugs”, simon says. you look at nathan with a smirk. then you kiss simon, hard. he moans and responds to your kiss. while you make out, nathan drops the pill into simon’s beer.
everyone grins. ”okay, i have to dance!” you say, taking kelly’s hand. ”baby…” simon starts. ”either you’re gonna join us or we’ll go anyways”, alisha says. simon sighs and takes a sip of his beer. ”fine, but don’t dance with men!” he says.
you chuckle and head to the dancefloor. you start dancing like crazy, the pill starting to take effect. then you spot him. a tall, handsome guy eyeing you.
”he’s really hot”, you whisper to alisha. ”go talk to him!” she says. ”what about simon?” you ask. ”dude, who cares?” kelly says, and pushes you towards the guy.
”hey…” you say. ”hey”, the guy responds. ”what’s your name, cutie?” he asks. you tell him your name. ”i’m cody”, he says. you start dancing with cody, your bodies close to each other.
he suddenly leans in and kisses you, wrapping his arms around your waist. you respond to his kiss. you make out for a long time, until you spot simon looking at you with a frown.
you immediately pull away from cody. simon walks up to you, wrapping his arm around you. ”dude… this is your man?” cody chuckles. ”yeah, i’m her boyfriend”, simon says. ”how… how?” cody laughs. simon frowns and takes you away from the dancefloor.
he takes you to the bathroom and into a stall, locking the door.
”did he take advantage of you?” he asks.
you shake your head, chuckling.
”it’s not funny!” simon says with a pout. ”kelly also showed me a video of you making out with alisha”, he says.
”oh come on, it doesn’t count with girls!” you say.
”yes it does, i know you’re bi!” simon says.
”you’re my girlfriend”, simon says, his face an inch away from you.
”kelly and alisha say that i should break up with you tomorrow, maybe i will!” you say, absolutely hammered and high.
”no you won’t, remember what i said? i’m serious about that. i’ll hurt your mom. i’ll hurt nathan or curtis”, simon says. ”i’ll hurt everyone that tries to take you from me”, he continues.
”the girls are gonna help me!” you say.
”and what are they gonna do?” simon chuckles.
”you’re mine”, he says, pushing you against the wall.
you pout and try to squirm off his grip. he smirks. ”you’re so cute”, he says.
then his mouth crashes onto yours. ”simon… no..” you mumble against his mouth. even though you’re drunk, you really don’t want to fuck him in a bathroom stall.
simon keeps kissing you, fondling your breasts. ”i love you, so why don’t you just… accept that”, he mumbles against your mouth. you notice that he’s really high, his pupils are dilated.
he starts unzipping his pants, getting his cock out. it’s hard. ”suck it”, simon demands. ”no way”, you say. simon forces you on your knees and pushes his cock inside your mouth. ”suck it or i’ll make you”, he says. you start crying, but start dragging your mouth around his cock. he’s never like this, he’s always more gentle, more soft. the drug must have that effect on him.
you’re sucking on his cock, tears in your eyes. everything feels hazy, the room is spinning around you. you feel like you’re gonna fall. his cock feels weird inside your mouth, weirder than before.
you feel like throwing up, so you stop. ”did i tell you to stop?” simon says, grabbing your head. ”please, simon, i don’t feel good”, you whine. ”i don’t care”, he says, slamming his cock inside your mouth again.
you whimper, but continue sucking on him. his precum is leaking inside your mouth, and you immediately swallow it.
suddenly you hear a loud knock on the door. ”barry, are you getting head in there?” it’s nathan. ”piss of, dude”, simon hisses at him. ”let me join, please!” nathan says. ”keep going”, simon murmurs at you, his voice low and silent. ”you lucky bastard, getting head from the most beautiful girl in this club”, nathan says and walks off.
simon grabs your head, starting to guide you. you feel terrible, almost like you’re about to pass out. you just close your eyes and let simon mouthfuck you.
after a while you’re startled by simon coming inside your mouth, his warm cum spilling in your throat. you gag a bit, but eventually swallow.
simon lifts you up, kissing you again. his hand goes under your skirt, and slips under your underwear. ”simon, please, stop, i’m gonna pass out”, you whine. simon ignores you and starts rubbing his thumb on your clit.
you fall, but simon catches you, making you lean on the wall. ”careful, baby”, he whispers. you wrap your arms around simon, trying hard to stand. ”that’s it”, he says.
you feel every twitch of his finger, maybe harder than ever before. you moan, but simon silences you with his lips. ”shh, quiet, baby”, he whispers, putting his mouth on yours again.
he suddenly pushes two fingers inside you, thrusting them in and out. you whimper against his mouth, holding onto him tighter.
”i love you, you hear? you’re mine”, simon whispers to you. you nod, teary-eyed. he forces his tongue inside your mouth, twirling it against yours.
he keeps teasing your clit until you come, hard. you start crying, feeling really dizzy. simon hushes you. ”shh, baby, it’s alright”, he says, giving you an indulgent kiss. then he lifts you up against the wall, lining your crotch with his cock. ”please don’t”, you whimper. but he doesn’t listen as he thrusts inside you.
you let out a whimper as he starts fucking into you, his cock slamming against your clenched walls.
he kisses you again, smacking his lips against yours. you feel close to passing out, your eyesight is blurry. you close your eyes, your body numb and limp.
simon keeps pounding you, even though you’re almost unconscious. you only feel his cock, but other than that your senses are quite blurred.
you’re not kissing him back, your lips slightly parted. simon keeps desperately smacking his lips against yours, licking into you. he pushes his tongue inside your mouth, twirling it against your stiff one.
he’s moaning, feeling every thrust. his senses have become stronger, his lust for you grown even bigger. he just keeps fucking you, not caring that you’re technically not there.
”mmh, baby”, he moans against your lips. you don’t even hear him, your ears are ringing.
”i’m gonna cum”, he whimpers to you. and he does. his load pours inside you, dripping on his cock and balls.
your limp body almost falls down as he pulls out of you.
”oh my god, baby, are you okay?” simon asks, concerned. now that he’s not thinking with his dick anymore, his mind is a bit clearer.
you don’t respond, you can’t. you’re unconscious at that point.
simon quickly rushes you out of the bathroom. nathan and the others are standing at the bar.
”i- i think she overdosed!” simon says, his eyes watering.
”chill, dude, she’s fine, just get her to bed”, nathan says.
”what did you do to her?” kelly asks, frowning.
simon doesn’t respond.
”i can hear your thoughts, ya fucking rapist!” kelly screams, charging at simon.
curtis pulls her back. ”woah, no need for that”, he says.
”just make sure she drinks some water”, curtis says to simon.
”is anyone hearing me?” kelly says.
you slowly open your eyes, kelly’s voice bringing you back.
”w-what.. where am i?” you mumble.
”baby!” simon says, embracing you tight. he gives you a kiss.
”you’re not going home with him”, alisha says.
”it’s fine”, you answer, holding on to simon.
”let’s get you home, baby”, simon says, heading to the door.
”nuh-uh, i’m not having this anymore”, alisha says, and steps in front of simon. kelly follows.
”girls, come on, he’s her boyfriend”, nathan says.
”he’s a freak and a rapist is what he is!” kelly says.
nathan pulls kelly away, and simon steps out the door with you.
”ya men are the reason girls have to be afraid all the time!” kelly hisses.
you throw up on the sidewalk, almost falling down again. simon keeps your hair up. ”shh, shh, there you go, baby”, he cooes, his voice soft and gentle.
you hear alisha call for your name, she’s standing at the door. ”i’m fine!” you say.
simon waves at alisha and starts leading you home.
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at simon’s place he tucks you into bed and gives you plenty of water. he even feeds you some pizza.
”i’m so sorry, baby, i shouldn’t have done that”, he says with teary eyes, petting your head.
”it’s fine”, you mumble, mouth full of pizza.
”no it’s not”, simon sighs, climbing in the bed next to you.
he takes you into his arms and gives you more kisses than you can count.
”sleep now, baby”, he says.
you fall asleep in simon’s arms, not remembering much about your night.
OK this was so messed up sorry idk what went into me