When it's 4am and you can't sleep because everything hurts: your lower back, hip, head, knees, wrist. The tinnitus is blaring so loud, and the incessant radiating and shooting pain just won't stop. You're feeling utterly and completely helpless. Frustrated because you have to wake up early. Praying that the doctor will help make things better tomorrow. All while burning up because your hormones are out of whack despite already lowering the AC to 75 degrees. This has been one of those weeks where I wonder if it'll ever end. If there will be any relief in the future. Torturing yourself because you leave for vacation in a day, and the laundry still has yet to be done. The trip hasn't even been planned yet. And you have a ton of errands waiting to be done, but all you want to do is crawl inside a hole and wait for all this to pass. Sometimes hope seems so far gone. Thank you @jfizz13 @vikuo23 @hi_mollyrose and Alison for keeping me sane today ❤ #prayingforhealing #faithinHim #aliveanotherday #AXLymeJourney | 📷: @wildrosemarquez (at Baltimore, Maryland)