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Old art of my Dark Elf Empress from my weird book series no ones goin read (cause im keepin it to myself). Despite her appearance she’s actually super chill.

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Prayer Circle i get to finish my wordcount tonight, lads

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Unused bits - He’s back

With shaky hands, Amoré began reciting the ritual chant. Red sat on his knees perfectly still. His eyes were closed and he almost looked at peace aside from how tightly he balled his fists. It was time to draw the sigil. Amoré grabbed his small dagger from his pocket and pricked two of his fingers. Upon Red’s forehead, Amoré began to draw a mess of curling lines that formed the face of a bat. “N-now. It’s time for your first drop of blood in over fifty years,” Amoré said and put his hand near Red’s mouth. The younger shook his head. “I can’t go through with it anymore!” He cried. Hid brother exhaled with relief. “Thank the gods! You have a family Junior, I can’t take that from you!”

“Y-you’re not mad? You’re okay that we cam this far and I backed out?” Red asked. Amoré nodded. “I wouldn’t force you to do anything like this even if I were mad, Junior! Let’s wipe this off before we attract beasts.” Red sighed and licked a drop of blood that trickled down his face and onto his lips. He felt a sudden warmth, and Amoré noticed his brother’s eyes had gone from violet to a deep shade of red.

Amoré stared at Red and Red stared back, both equally confused at what the other was gawking at. “W-why are you staring at me like that?” Red asked as Amoré helped him back to his feet. Amoré kept wordlessly staring, slowly pointing to the drop of blood that fell into Red’s mouth. “W-we didn’t. We didn’t stop the ritual, Junior.” Red licked the streak of blood from his lips again, then froze. His eyes grew wide as he looked down at his hands to see his nails growing long then back at Amoré. “Oh,” was the last thing he whispered before the pain set in. The color came back to his hair, as it became its bright red again. He started laughing. “It’s working!” He chirped. His mistwalker tattoos returned to his arms and the white marks of the Moon returned to his face. “Amoré I’m—“he held his chest and fell against a tree. His arms and legs contorted inward and back out with a sickening crack.. His skin stretched as his muscle mass began to return. He buckled over into the ground and screamed out in agony, scratching at his mouth as his fangs broke through his gums, blood dripping down his face.

Amore watched in …mild discomfort, as the man violently transformed. “Are you done yet?” He called out. Red’s voice deepened and became growls in his throat as his vocal chords began to warp. “I-Is this an inconvenience for you?” he strained out. Amore rolls his eyes. “I didn’t want to go through this! So yes, I’m inconvenienced. How can we speed this up?”

“Get me blood. I need blood before I turn into the thing!” he shouted. Amore raised an eyebrow. “What, you’re going to get worse?! Are you telling me this isn’t the thing?” Red growled at him, and Amore backed up. “I’ll grab you a squirrel or something,” Amore said hurriedly. “J-just don’t get any more… ugly.” He turned away and fell to the ground as Red tackled him. “Why can’t I drink from you, you’re right here!”

“If you fucking bite me I’ll kill you!” Amore snapped and kicked the man off. Red hit the ground and rolled back onto his hands and feet. He stood up and smiled. “You’ll give me a bite or I’ll tell Mom what you did to me. How you turned her baby boy back into a monster. Imagine Papa’s disgust!”

“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Amoré screamed. Red tackled him again. “Give me a sip, goddamn you!” He wrestled Amore to the ground and pulled his arm to his mouth. Amoré pulled it back and headbutted him in the chin. “It’s my blood, Junior!”

“Why the hell are you so strong?” Red growled. Amoré ripped into his arm and shoved it in Red’s mouth. The man bit down and lapped at the blood until Amore felt dizzy. He knocked the other off and held his wound.

Red wiped his mouth, the craze leaving his eyes. “I… I’m better now,” he huffed. He slapped Amore’s back. “Wasn’t so bad, was it?”

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Red stared at the door to his home and looked back at Amoré expectantly. Amoré looked up from his wound and stuck out his tongue. “Can I heal up from the this bite first?” He whined. Red shook his head. “It’s not that… H-how do I do it?” He asked. Amoré tilted his head at him, squinting. “Do what? Use a door?”

“Go inside!” He snapped. “Don’t know if you were paying attention but when I left an hour ago, I was BARELY 5 FT TALL!” Amoré rolled his eyes. “By the gods,You’re so dramatic! Just duck when you go in. Flounder or whatever his name is probably isn’t even awake.”

“Florence,” Red spat back. He took a deep breath and opened the door, pulling it right off the hinge. He silently screamed and looked at his brother who was desperately trying to keep from laughing. Red slammed the door into Amoré who fell over onto the dirt path, still struggling to contain his cackle. Red looked around, perhaps Florence was sleep. He crept into the house, careful to avoid anything that would make sound. He walked past the dining table and knocked over the salt. He froze, hearing Florence stir in his sleep. When the man didn’t appear from the doorway, he sighed and continued to the corner of the kitchen. He lifted the floorboard and found his it. It was a large black trunk with the Inferi insignia carved into it and painted red. He saw his old locked chest and felt something within him catch fire.

He reached down and grabbed it, a smile growing wider and wider on his face. He pricked his finger on his canine and let blood drip inti the sig, causing the chains to fall off. Slowly, he took the chest and rested it on the dining table. He flipped the latch and opened it up to see his scarf and assassin’s uniform still neatly tucked folded. He ran his fingers over the scarf, his fingers stinging from its magic.

“Red…?” He heard a voice call from behind him. He whipped his head around to see Florence clutching his ax in one hand and holding a lantern in the other. Red felt every ounce of excitement he once had be ripped from his body as he saw the fear in his husband’s bright blue eyes. They were glowing, even if he did clean up his appearance, nothing could get past his Hunter’s Instincts. “R… Red, what happened to you?” He whispered and hung the lantern on the coat rack.

He slowly approached the elf, who backed away with every step he took until Red found himself backed into a wall. Florence wouldn’t say the emotion he felt upon seeing the man was fear, but he would prefer to say that then what he was truly feeling. The man that bore his husband’s face was about two feet taller with a mop of long, shaggy red hair. His fearful eyes were bright red, like the day they met. Florence tried to hide his delight as he gently touched the man’s face, stretching his mouth to see his fangs. He moved his hand down to Red’s chest, unable to hide his smile, then grabbed his arms. Red’s face became bright purple, and he gently pushed him away. “Flo, it’s awfully late don’t you think? Go back to bed,” he said sternly. The man broke from his stupor. “I… hold on, wait a minute!” He wiped the drool from his mouth and put the ax to Red’s neck. “What do you think you’re doing?!”

“My love, you’ll wake the baby!” Red hissed. Florence only pressed the ax harder. “What. Are. You. Doing?” He demanded. Red looked directly into Flroence’s eyes and began humming softly. Florence tried to break eye contact, but it couldn’t even move his body. The louder Red hummed, the darker black winding tattoos appeared on his arms and hands. He swayed slowly back and forth, and Florence did the same, dropping the ax to the floor. In the same tune of the ghostly tune he hummed “Florence, are your eyes not heavy in your head? Do you wish for peace?” The man’s head nodded unnaturally, as if another force was in control of his neck. Red kissed his forehead. “Then off you go my love, no equestions now. Off to bed. Time to sleep.” Like a marionette upon tangled strings he made a crooked gait back to their bedroom. Red exhaled and looked outside to see Amoré still red in the face from laughter. “You got your little trinkets?” He asked. Red grabbed the chest off the and headed back towards the door. “That. Was something,” he said as he walked from the living room and head first into the doorframe. Amoré caught the chest before it could fall onto his brother’s foot and cause any more damage. Red rubbed his nose and punched a hole into the doorframe. “Calm down, big boy. Save that anger for the targets.”

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Unused Bits - she is dead

It was as if nothing else was in the room. No sound, no light. Just the image of Paxelia, his twin, his other half, bleeding out on the floor before his feet. Her warm, violet eyes stared not at him but the ceiling as her blue skin ran cold. Amore could not hear his mother screams of anguish, nor the madman’s speech as he cleaned his blade of sin. All there was, in that sunlit terracotta room was him, and the last memory of his sister. He knelt down, and gently placed his hand on her cheek. She was still warm. He gently closed her eyes and ripped her sleeve to wrap her neck. “You can’t lose anymore blood,” he whispered to himself. “You’re getting cold, I have to get you warm.”

He picked her up in his arms and walked towards Salem, who was trying desperately to stop screaming. “Momma, she’s getting cold. Help me warm her,” he said. Salem covered her mouth and shook her head. Amore tilted his head. “We have to keep her warm, help me! Heal her neck before she loses more blood!” His voice was still playful, as if gently asking her to stop tickling him. His eyes were welling up with tears. “Momma c’mon! We don’t have time for this.”

“Fog-weavers cannot bring back the dead,” Zipa spat. Amoré turned to the man. “Dead?” He repeated. “Dead…” that is when the vibrating green jewels in his ears cracked, and blood trickled down his neck. “Dead.” Every time he said the word, the room became brighter. “Dead. Dead. Dead!” He shouted maniacally and suddenly, he was not in the terracotta room. Nor, the garden of Inferi. He was somewhere else. It was a building made of white marble, ill lit and wet from rain. The smell of petrichor filled his lungs as he explored the strange place. It appeared to be a ransacked temple, as broken statues and torn paintings littered the floor. He could not discern whose temple it was, as many of the tapestries were ruined. He took a deep breath and blew onto his fingertip, causing a small flame to appear. In the center of the temple was a grand painting of a lionlike man. His was snarling, his green eyes glaring daggers into Amoré skull. His wild red hair was down his back, with tusklike fangs and foam at his mouth. “This doesn’t look like Ketz…” he whispered to himself. “Because it is not me,” something whispered from behind him. He turned to see his father — or what appeared to be his father. “You’re hurt, my son. Please, let me handle it. You’ve gone too far. “ Amore tilted his head. “What do you mean?”

“You’re scaring your mother, Amore. Please calm down—“

“Momma isn’t here, she’s trying to heal Pax!”

“Pax is dead!” He shouted. Amore blinked, and looked down to see tall yellow grass, splattered with blood. His hands, tipped with black claws were all but smothered. He looked down to see Zipa, heavily breathing and staring up at him. “Finish the job,” he coughed.

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Unused chapter one - Songbirds, The Fox and the Crow

Corva

“You’ve gotta be fuckin’ with me,” Corva cursed under his breath. His blade was still wet with blood, along with his torn white blouse. Circling him was a hulking gray beast of leathery wings and fangs itching to sink into his now bleeding thigh once again. Corva remained still, knowing any sudden move would trigger another attack from the beast, which he couldn’t afford right now. Not until he could think clearly. Though his leg was wounded, the creature was only working with one eye and tattered wings. It bared its fangs and with a stomp, shook the ground in an attempt to further intimidate Corva. The man only growled back.

“Just a few wolves gettin’ too close to my cattle,” that damned farmer told him. It should have been a red flag to Corva that a dwarven woman was too afraid to fight off a few wolves, especially if it meant protecting her means of living. He should have pestered harder when she refused to let him see the wounds left on the cows or tell him how many wolves she thought it was. He should’ve spat in her face when she only offered him four pieces of gold. He had no idea what the hell that thing was but four gold was not cutting it. The agitated roar of the beast broke Corva from his thoughts. He focused back on the beast only to see its teeth locking onto his arm. He dropped the blade and spun around, catching it in his other hand. He pushed the rusted bastard sword upwards, into the beast’s jugular. It spat blood onto Corva as it backed away, flapping its wings desperately. Corva fell onto his back as he ripped a piece of his shirt to wrap his bleeding arm. With his mouth and his good arm he made a tight tourniquet and tried to scramble back to his feet.

Much to his surprise, the beast made it off the ground. He didn’t lower his guard entirely, knowing it wouldn’t make it far, and that it wasn’t done with him. Corva pushed his black and ginger locs from his face, and reached into his boot for another blade. He started walking towards the woods when the scream rang out from behind him. The beast jumped down onto Corva from the trees. He rolled away in the nick of time, and the beast fell onto its back with a crunch. It struggled back to its feet, flapping its wings in hopes of rolling off its back. It was as good as dead, Corva thought. And he saw no reason to let the thing continue living in agony. He wobbled back to his feet and began walking towards it. “You fought well, my friend. Dayo’s warm embrace awaits you next,” he whispered to it gently. The beast’s red eyes were wide with fear as it fought for its life. If he had known better he would believe the beast was about to cry. Corva had gotten about a foot away from it, when it made one last leap at Corva, who drew his blade to its chest and sliced it open as it passed over him.

It let out a blood-curdling scream as its guts fell from its body. The warmth of the creature’s bowels falling onto Corva was almost welcomed during the brisk autumn night, but the smell made him wish he never accepted the job. He gagged, limping away from the stench as fast as he could. After taking a few breaths of fresh air, he made his way back to the monster.

His sword was still lodged in its throat, much to his delight. He removed the sword, beginning to hack away at the beast’s neck until its head was all but hanging by a thread. He pulled upon its large ears until the head was fully detached and placed it into a bag. Once the head was removed, the body began to convulse again. It shrunk and reformed into the body of an elven woman. Her skin was pale and freckled. Upon her left breast was a faintly glowing symbol he didn’t quite recognize. Shrugging, he ripped off the remainder of his blouse and placed it upon the woman’s body. He wrapped her up best he could and carefully picked her up. Perhaps the farmer has an answer for this as well.

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The farmer was up before the sun, cooking her little heart out. She wasn’t much in the way of money but she was nothing to mess with when it came to making the meanest breakfast in all the countryside. Beans, eggs, ham, thick slices of bacon, all being cooked at once and slathered onto a giant plate for her, her son, and the rat catcher -- if they made it through the night. She finished off their plates with large stacks of potato pancakes and wiped her brow of sweat. She called for her son, and received no response. She called again, and again, her heart beginning to race. She waddled outside as fast as she could, panic creeping into her voice as she called. “Harold! Harold!” She cried. Still nothing. She ran down the path towards the cattle, and saw Corva limping up the path with a body in his hands. The farmer went limp, falling to her knees. Tears began running down her now red face as the man approached. “No, no not my boy!” she sobbed. “I told him to stay in the house, I told him to fight it!”

“Do… M-my apologies ma’am but did you know her?” Corva asked and gently placed the body of the woman in front of her. The farmer’s ear twitched at the word ‘her’. “P-Pardon?” She wiped her eyes and looked at the body in front of her. It was a tall elven woman. She began wiping her eyes. “Is… Is this the werewolf you killed?” she asked. Corva raised an eyebrow. “So you knew I wasn’t just fighting a wolf?” he asked with a kinked eyebrow. The farmer bit her lip, not making eye contact. “W-well… I knew you weren’t facing anything dangerous.... O-or I thought,” she said before gagging. Corva smelled of death, and looked like it too. Blood and grass were matted in his locs, his dark, umber skin was still glistening with the red blood of the beast he just slain. The farmer nearly vomited as she stumbled away from him. “W-were you rolling in it?”

“Have you ever seen a skin brand or tattoo like this before?” Corva asked and pointed to the woman’s breast. The farmer held her nose and looked at it. It was perfectly symmetrical, a mess of curling lines that resembled a snarling vampire bat. Despite the body being decapitated and split open, the mark was still glowing red. The longer she stared, the brighter the mark became. The farmer shook her head and backed away. “Haven’t seen this symbol in years,” she said. “It looks like a mark of the Bloodwives, but it couldn’t be. There’s no way you’d survive fighting a werebat,” she said. Corva opened the sack he had on his back and pulled out the oversized bat head, mouth still agape and fur matted with blood. “What’s this then?” he asked. The farmer gasped. “Put that ghastly thing away!” she shrieked. Corva nodded and put it back in the sack. He offered her his hand to help her up. With a slight nod, she thanked him. “Say, Rat-catcher. You didn’t happen to see a boy out there, have you? Not too much younger than yourself? Black hair and br… gold eyes?”

“Only people for miles were me and her, ma’am,” he sighed and went to wrap the corpse back up. The farmer bit her lip again. “A-ah, arlight. A-and nothing else fought with you last night?” Corva hoisted the woman back in his arms again and shot the farmer a dirty look. “You hired me for a hit, didn’t you?”

“No! No, it’s nothing like that!” the farmer blurted. “I-I told you no lethal force unless it got violent! ‘Cause the wolf. T-the wolf I wanted you to deter. H-he’s important to me, he’s my little Harry…” She started tearing up again when she heard something rustling in the bushes nearby. Corva drew his dagger and stood in front of the farmer. A young man of long, black hair walked from the woods, his shirt and pants were busted at the seams. They were dirty and looked like they were dragged through the mud. His eyes were light brown and his mouth was covered in a dark, dry substance that he knew for a fact was blood -- and thankfully not human blood. The farmer screamed and tackled the boy. “My son!” she sobbed. The man slowly wrapped his arms around his mother, then glared at Corva and began growling. She nearly got that boy killed, Corva thought to himself as he watched the gangly man’s hair puff up like an angry cat. The Farmer slapped Harold upside the head. “This man saved you from becoming bat food, you show him respect!” she scolded. Harold rubbed the back of his head and stopped growling, but stood behind his mother still. “Thanks,” he muttered. Corva sighed. “No need to thank me, your mother paid a hefty amount of coin for your safety” he announced. “But you could go on ‘n give me a hand with that body--” Corva’s voice trailed off as he realized the woman’s body was gone. He looked at the farmer, who looked back at him. “It’s not like she could have ran off! She’s a bloody corpse!”

“Then, explain where the hell she went!” Corva snapped. Corva limped over to where the body was and looked for any sign of the body being dragged away by an animal. There was nothing but human footprints. Dainty, human footprints. Corva’s eyes went wide. She’s alive. How is she alive, she has no head? Things can’t be alive without a head, that’s impossible. Corva turned back around to the farmer and her son. “C-can you tell me anything else you know about these-- what did you call them? Blood bitches?” Corva asked and started limping back towards them. The farmer shook her head. “Never mind that. We’ll burn that bridge when we get there, love. You need t’’ bathe and get those wounds checked out.” Corva did not want to hear that. He wanted to finish off that abomination but now that he’s being told to relax he can’t think of anything else but to do that. “I… I suppose it can wait now that you mention it,” he said, damning himself for not turning her down. The Farmer smiled. “Harry, help Corva to the house now, will you?” she asked. The man nodded and walked over to Corva who offered him his hand. Harry hoisted Corva into the air and over his shoulder, causing the older man to let out a high pitched ‘yip!’ of shock. “I-I can’t walk, really--”

“Quiet,” Harold barked and readjusted the man on his shoulder. With his free hand he held onto his mother and became her crutch as they made it up the hill to the house. Corva groaned and watched the trail grow farther and farther away as the boy carried him away. He felt Harold nudge the farmer, who in turn slapped his hand. “You gotta learn, Harry!” she scolded. Harold sighed and cleared his throat. “Cor. Corva. Corva i-is your name, right?” he asked. The farmer clapped. “Good job!” Corva rolled his eyes. “You’re a new werewolf ain’t ya?” Corva asked. Harold slowly nodded. Corva snickered. “It gets easier after two years worth of moons. Don’t rush it. We can talk when you’re back to yourself.” Harold looked to his mother who only threw her hands up in response. Harold rested his head on Corva’s back. The man took it as a strange gesture of gratitude, and patted Harold’s back in acceptance. “And yes, my name is Corva.”

“That’s a pretty name, love,” The Farmer said. Corva smiled. “Mother named me, at least I’ve been told,” Corva’s voice trailed off as he started to have flickers of his memory return. He shook his head and looked over at Harold. “We Almost home yet, big guy?” he asked. Harold nodded. He brought Corva to the walkway of the old farmhouse and gently placed him back on the ground. Though he would never say it aloud, he actually appreciated Harold carrying him up the hill. His wounds were all but healed and it was a nice break from walking in his threadbare leather boots. Corva wobbled a bit before getting used to the pain in his legs again. The farmer took off her apron and wiped her face of sweat, then wiped Harold’s mouth of blood. “It’s not much, but it’s home. Breakfast is cold now, but I can whip up some warm coffee!” she chirped. Corva didn’t care if the food was covered in snow, his stomach was growling louder than the sound of breaking glass from coming inside. Then he stopped, grabbing the farmer’s arm. “Anyone else live with you?” he asked. The woman shook her head, then a loud crash alerted her to his concern. She backed away, and Corva grabbed his dagger from his boot again. “You two, stay out here,” he said and slowly crept into the old farmhouse.

It was an old, beautiful house of oak wood. Inside were countless baskets of wool blankets and unfinished knitted projects. On the walls were small hanging shrines to Frigga and pictures of the Farmer, her son, and a grizzly man he only assumed passed recently, as another picture of him was surrounded by flowers and blown out candles. He crept in deeper, avoiding glass shards as he made his way to the dining room. Food was splattered on the floor and all over the table. Corva had to bite his tongue and keep himself from crying as he saw the bacon was covered in porcelain. He heard another crash from the kitchen and made his way towards it.

“He took it from me, he took it!” he heard something sob. He peeked in to see the woman from earlier. The tattoo on her breast was all but gone, and her head was nothing but a bleeding skull. She shoved raw meat into her eye socket, her jaw moving sporadically as if she were chewing. The more meat she shoved into her head, the more veins, and flesh began to form around the skull. Corva nearly vomited from the sight, but whatever he had in his stomach was the only thing giving him energy, and he couldn’t afford to lose that just yet. The woman ran out of raw meat to shove into her head and started sniffing around again. The muscles on her face contorted into what Corva assumed would be a scowl. She turned to him, her empty sockets locked onto him and she began to shriek. “You stole my blessing from me! You took it from me!” she screamed again and charged. Corva, a well-seasoned monster hunter, was prepared for many encounters. None of them ever included a naked woman tackling him to the ground and gnawing at his flesh. He screamed, and grabbed her jaw. She continued to pull at his hair and struggle, Her black tongue darting at him rapidly. Corva closed his eyes, pulled her jaws apart until he heard a crack, and felt the wet slap of her tongue falling onto his face. When he opened his eyes he screamed again, and pushed the woman off of him. Was she actually dead this time? He thought to himself. Harold rushed into the house, axe in hand. “Corva!” he shouted. Corva was still on the ground, screaming in disgust at the body that seemed to prepare itself to get up again. Harold ran at it and began chopping, blood splattering across the kitchen. The sound of bones breaking against the steel of the axe made Corva ill. Though it was a monster, it still looked like a person. She was a person. He couldn’t watch anymore. “Harry, Harry that’s enough!” he shouted. The boy finally dropped the axe and looked down at the mess of bones and flesh on the ground. He looked at Corva, who was shaking in the corner, still staring at the woman’s chopped up body. “W-w-we should burn it,” Corva said. Harold licked the blood from his face and nodded in agreement. Corva grimaced. “Don’t. Don’t do that, boy,” he said and wiped the blood from Harold’s face. He smiled at him, and Corva forced himself to do the same. “Let’s get her to her proper rest, shall we?” Harold nodded vigorously and grabbed as many pieces of the woman as he could.

Corva and Harold walked outside, each holding parts of the woman in their arms. The Farmer fainted at the sight. “Mama!” Harold screamed and dropped the body parts to the ground. He picked his mother off the ground and ran her inside. “I’ll handle this, go take care of her!” Corva called back. Harold nodded and cared for his mother. Corva gathered the rest of the woman, trying to treat the pieces as kindly as he could at this point. He whispered a prayer of Death as he walked her down a path across from the farm.

He found a dark area just outside the forest where greenery refused to grow. Gingerly, he placed the woman down and reached into his hip pack for a vile of black dust. He sprinkled it around her in a circular shape . He placed his hands together and exhaled deeply, a violet mist escaping his mouth. “From the earth you were born and to the earth you shall return. May Ekundayo welcome you with open arms and decide the fate that befalls your heart,” he prayed. At the mention of the Death god’s name, a black flame came over the corpse and ate away the body. The smell of burning flesh was quickly replaced by the comforting earthy smell of chrysanthemums. He opened his eyes, and the fire dissipated, and the corpse was no more. He wiped the blood from his face and wretched again at his entire encounter. “Back to the house, I suppose,” he said quietly.

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In reference to last post; Salem is Krieg’s wife but Krieg is her girl.

That is all.

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Last reblog: this is why i like writing in private cause sometimes i feel myself making character’s expressions or reading their lines aloud the way i’d think they’d say it and when writing certain characters its so fuckin silly.

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Y 2 support Flight of da sonbird

Colorful cast of queer protagonists, antagonists and non-eurocentric approach to fantasy

Religious trauma and spiritual awakening

Found Family trope

Romance

Golden retriever boy

I make fun of fantasy stuff

Im rly funny