Jul 4, 2017
ya girl feeling suicidal
feel free to read all the tags
it explains better
but theres a lot
im sory
#they always bring it up#and now i wanna die#i was born defective#they want to send me back to guatemala#and said they will on my birthday#maybe im just pittying myself#maybe i was never abused#i shut my door#locked it#but theyre still yelling from the other side#they always bring up my treatent#my staff who were theo nly people who ever loved me#i loved my staff with all my heart#andi m iss yhem#and need them#they always bring them up#alwaysalwayslways#i used to hate treatment#but so does everyone#'oh you always said you hated it there!!!!'#of course i did#i want to die so badly right now#icant be storng anymore#icant helo you guys#i tried to make myself look like a good person#i tried to make up for being horrible#im toxic#im bad#i dont deserve anything i have#im sorry i failed all of you