He hadn't told her he was coming. Not today at least, she only knew that he was planning to come as soon as he'd get some time off again. The decision had happened somewhere over the Indian Ocean, halfway between exhaustion and certainty, when the idea of seeing her had become less of a want and more of a quiet need. By the time the plane touched down, the evening air wrapped around him warm and unfamiliar, and London already felt like a borrowed coat he'd set down without meaning to pick up again. Standing outside her place, bag slung over his shoulder, heart beating far more loudly than the moment called for, he realised he hadn't planned a single word of what he'd say. But then the door had opened, and whatever he'd been holding onto dissolved immediately.
Being that close to her again had felt like slipping back into something that fit better than expected. Inside, the evening had moved gently. Low light and familiar sounds. He'd watched her space around him, noticed how easily he'd settled into it, how his body seemed to recognise the shape of the night before his mind caught up. They'd talked, a bit scattered, the way people do when they're trying not to say the obvious thing, when the obvious thing is standing right there between them. At some point, talking had stopped making sense.
He hadn't thought about time after that. Only about warmth and closeness, about the way missing someone sharpened touch into something almost overwhelming. The rest had unfolded without hurry, without excess. Just inevitability. Later, the room had been quiet in that rare, heavy-limbed way. His body still thrummed faintly, the aftershocks of pleasure lingering like a held note. He'd curled close, fitting himself against her as if it were the most natural place he'd ever been. One arm rested around her middle, grounding him. With his other hand, he was tracing slow, absent lines along her jaw, the softness of skin under his fingertips anchoring him firmly in the moment. He pressed his face close, breathed her in, and felt something deep in his chest steady instead of race.
"This," he murmured softly, mostly to himself, "feels right." The words had surprised him with how easily they'd come. He shifted just enough to look at her properly then, the low light catching familiar angles, and he felt that same quiet click again. The one he'd so far avoided to name. "I don't usually trust that feeling straight away," he added, honesty slipping out now that everything else had already been stripped bare. "But you've… caught me entirely off guard." He let out a small breath, something between a laugh and surrender. "I've never felt this sure about someone this quickly," he admitted. "And I know how mad that sounds." His thumb had stilled at her jawline. He rested his forehead close, eyes searching her face like he was memorising it. "I think," he said slowly, carefully, testing the weight of it, "I think I'm falling in love with you." The words landed softly, the kind he'd never want to take back. / @alycicdebncm