As I lay awake in my room I can't stop thinking about where I am and who I am. Like I get I'm Noah and I'm 20 with a job at a music store but I guess I'm trying to find who I am musically. Like if I want to continue as swamp ass or if I should do something else. I miss playing music and I miss playing in front of others. I have some connections for playing live but I haven't done anything with them yet because I don't know what to even play. I have a laundry list of songs I've made but I don't know which ones really stand out. I guess I'm not even sure if anyone will listen. I know the people close to me will but I don't know if others will. Like am I even good to others? I know I love and enjoy what I do but I also want to know if others like it and enjoy like I do. I know I'm nowhere close to bands I listen to but I don't know what to do. I don't want to give up but when will I ever reach that point where I can go out and do a tour or play at small venues. Like i feel like I'm some sort of joke or something. Am I shit but nobody wants to tell me? Am I even good? What do I need to do.