#anakin thoughts

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this specific 2 second clip changed my whole life im being dead serious

[faexfilms]

Just imagining the first time you saw dilf!Ani…How you almost tripped over your own legs. The dark hair, the dark but fitting clothes that hung to his fit body, the way he laughed at something his bearded friend said. You almost twisted your ankle and spilt the box you were carrying up your new driveway just ogling at him. So many older celebrities you obsessed with before, all those old quarrels you had with the immature and young men in your life seemed to crash down on you. At first, it was just an innocent curiosity of your hot neighbor. Wanting to know what kind of person he was, seeing him park in his driveway and walk into his house wearing old band t-shirts, seeing a few of the different bands he listened to as you conveniently went out to get your mail right when he got home, catching a small little peek as always. And then it was hanging the fairy lights across your porch as the sun retreated into the horizon wearing your tiniest and cutest pair of pajama shorts, struggling ever so slightly as he opened his door, getting ready to head to the store like he always did around 6-7ish on Sunday’s. Gratefully accepting his help to get the lights up higher just out of your reach, bending forwards just enough as you leaned towards the roof of your house, feeling his eyes trail down your back and up your little black shorts.

It never mattered he was at least 10 years your senior. You smiled and giggled over freshly baked goodies, handing them over to a flattered and charismatic Anakin, one that insisted the baked goodies were too much for help with such a simple task. One that caught himself staring at you anytime he had the chance. That thought of you late at night when he lied awake in bed, his cock pulsating in his boxers at even the littlest thought of you.

And when he sees the guy you bring over one night, the one with messy hair that leaves only about an hour afterward as he carried his jacket with him, he can’t help himself. He finds himself offering to help you put together some of the furniture you told him you bought last time you spoke, making eyes at you while he worked in your living room and you laughed at some silly story you were telling him as you set up and organized some of your kitchen. Him only getting one piece done before he found himself behind you, helping you out in the name of taking a break from some heavy lifting. The breath he lets out as he unconsciously gets too close and can’t resist from leaning into you, smelling your sweet little scent around him. Seeing that soft hair in front of him, barely grazing it with his fingertips. The air he trails down the skin of your neck as goosebumps erupts all over your skin.

And fuck, if he isn’t just hard from leaning you slightly over your kitchen counter. The way your ass feels in his hands as he grabs it through another pair of the tiny ass shorts you taunt him with. The way it feels as your tight pussy wraps around his experienced dick as he barely just pulls your shorts down before he rams into you.

He knows it’s wrong. He’s not dumb.

But he can’t even stop and god you don’t want him to…

[anilovie]

just thinking about hugging ani <3

his arms around you, how big and strong they’d feel, how warm he’d be. your face pressed to his chest, his robes a little scratchy but soft against your cheek, and he smells like leather and wind. his flesh arm presses you close around the middle, but you notice his metal hand on your back a little more because it’s heavier and harder, smoothing a line between your shoulder blades to rest at the nape of your neck, gently squeezing you there with his fingers. a soothing, repetitive motion that makes you shiver— he’s the best at giving hugs.

he hums lowly and you can feel the vibration in his chest, his sweet croon in your ears, and you know he’s watching you with that look— the one that makes his eyes all sparkly, lips tugged up in a soft smile, curly bangs falling in his face. your heart thumps in your chest like it’s reaching for his own, arms tightening around his waist— you never wanna let go.

[roryheartz]

[everydaydreamer]

Paano Na Kaya

(Your best friend falling in love with you)

How did he end up in this mess? He never expected this to happen but in all honesty, he's not that surprised. You're perfect. He couldn't pin point the exact moment his feelings for you changed. All he knows is that he's fallen in love with his best friend and he has no idea what to do. If he confesses how he feels, there's the risk of your friendship changing.

When he first met you, he knew his love for you was different than the rest of his friends but he didn't realize how much. He didn't think it would be this drastic later down the line. What does he do now?

He can't risk losing you but his feelings are too unbearable. He didn't mean to fall in love with you. Out of all people, why did it have to be you? His bestest friend that he'd take a bullet for and vice versa? It's so hard to fall for a friend. If you were to ever find out and reject him, he doesn't know if his heart can handle the pain of losing his everything. If by chance you do find out, he hopes you'll accept it.

[darthkruge]

heyy Megan, I'm trying to do a character study on Anakin but im finding very limited information online. what do you think are some of his worst and best traits? his personality, humor and like his values? thank you so much,, hope you have a good day/night

omg hi!! thank you for asking me!!

*cracks knuckles* let’s get into it 

anakin skywalker character analysis

best traits:

intelligence, overall skill, curiosity 

anakin was building droids from scraps when he was a child. he spoke huttese and basic from a young age, as well. he’s an insane battle strategist, wonderfully skilled in battle/with a lightsaber, and incredible pilot! he can pick up new skills quickly, as well. i’m just gonna link this post by @chokemeanakin bc it just sums it up real nice.. but yes smart boy love him

compassion, capacity for emotions, empathy, understanding

anakin feels things deeply. i’ve talked about this a lot before lol. but yeah he is frequently in conflict over the sheer weight of the emotions he carries. further, as a jedi, this is not something his peers could relate to. but he always tries to be there for his friends and would do anything to ease their pain. and i think that anakin seeks to understand others. he’s spent so much of his life feeling alone and like no one related to him; he wants to know how other people work, feel, and think.

loyalty, friendship, caring

anakin is so fucking loyal to those he loves. and, tying into my previous point, he loves deeply. he cares, he always has. he treats droids as humans and forms attachments, even though they may be forbidden. he held onto that need for love, for connection even after he joined the order. and he would defend those he loves til the very end... 

selflessness, protectiveness, bravery

anakin would literally dive headfirst into danger to save someone he loves. he doesn’t care about hurting himself or honestly whatever happens to him, as long as those he cares for are safe. 

worst traits:

impulsivity, recklessness

i think we’ve all seen anakin be a bit impulsive at times... sometimes, he just doesn’t think everything through. this is especially clear when someone he loves is in danger. anakin’s lost so many people that when he’s faced with the threat of losing another, his judgment can become clouded. 

insecurity, jealousy, fear

anakin is frequently jealous, which stems from his insecurities. he was probably conflicted a lot; brought into the order as a young child and told he was the chosen one. the weight of the galaxy was placed on his shoulders and, yet, he was held back in classes as a padawan, he didn’t make rank (canonically). i think these things are what allowed palpatine to manipulate him; palpatine knew anakin was afraid, insecure, and, yet, arrogant (my next point dw). he tapped into this and because anakin and the council did not have much mutual trust (aside from like obi-wan), it was easier to get to him. especially because palpatine used anakin’s fear of losing padme and his unborn children to do so. fuck palpatine bro- 

arrogance

yes, anakin was insecure. yes, he was also arrogant. let me explain myself. he occassionally rushes into things without thinking, thinking he can handle them. i think a lot of this stems from being told he was the chosen one from such a young age. that title combined with his skill?! it makes sense he’d internalize it. i am now going to stop myself before i rant about how the gifted education system is a fuckfest. this is coming from someone who spent years in that program. anyway-

personality/overall rant about his life/motivations:

i think i summed up a lot of his personality within the best and worst traits because i got ahead of myself but im going to say some more!! i think a lot of anakin’s personality is dependent on his deep capacity for emotions. you can see that throughout ROTS, he was conflicted almost all the time. he grew up as a slave and all he wanted was to protect his mother. he built droids to help her and competed in podraces to tryand get them anything that could help. 

then, he was taken to the order. suddenly, all these amazing traits he has make sense!! but then the person who’s supposed to train him (qui-gon) dies after anakin’s only known him for a short period of time. anakin’s attachment issues are abundant (i don’t think i need to explain that one) so of course he grows close to obi-wan! but obi-wan was trying to be strong for anakin. even though obi-wan struggled himself with attachment, he tried to be strong and put up a front as a “good” jedi for anakin to look up to. while this was helpful, anakin probably just felt more conflicted, as no one in his life could relate to the bredth of emotions he felt. this caused him to be more introverted and withdrawn (i talk about that in this post)

then, he loses his mother, she dies in his arms. the only person he’d wanted to protect from a young age, who he left to join the jedi, dies in his arms. he blames himself for this, thinking he should have gotten there faster, should have done something more. he probably also blamed the jedi, to at least some extent. why do these powers matter if they can’t save the people he loves? i believe he acted out of anger, killing the tuskens, because (at least to some degree) of the jedi. instead of teaching him how to express his emotions (pain, fear, loss, grief, etc.), they train him. to some degree, he might think all he’s good for is these skills. so he acts out of anger, slaughtering them. 

and then finally he finds someone who loves him in the way he wants to be loved. padme stays by his side, even after he killed the tuskens. she sees the good in him and treats him as a man, not a prophecy. but once again, this motif of fear remains! he has to hide this love, one of the only pure and good things in his life! he has to live in fear every second of every day because, if the council finds out that he found happiness and love, everything is ruined. 

but then he starts getting the vision’s that padme will die. and not just padme, now his unborn children could die, too. the one thing he has that is good and purely his could now be ripped away. he knew he was helpless, knew there was nothing he could do to stop it by himself. the council isn’t that helpful, telling him to learn to let it go with the force. while that might help any other jedi, it just pushed anakin away. he would never be able to just surrender and let go to the force, not when the life of his entire family is at risk! 

and he finds palpatine, someonoe who has spent years trying to manipulate him. but palpatine is smart, he’s cunning. anakin didn’t know what the real intentions were and, truly, he probably didn’t want to know. he was blinded by his fear and if anything could save padme, he would do it. then the council try to get him to spy on palpatine. again, conflict. anakin’s loyalty is repeatedly questioned and pushed and prodded, he was probably so confused! he didn’t know who to trust. but, when you combine the current situation with his backstory with who he is and what he cares about, it makes sense why it all happened. 

this is what i mean when i say conflict. he was pulled in a million directions constantly. and we all know how his story ends and i don’t want to cry so i’m not gonna detail it...

also: i’m not saying any of this excuses all of his choices, but it does explain them.  

humor:

lowkey a dork

he is. and i love that about him. you can see this in the way he flirts with padme sometimes... like floating the pear to her and the whole “i don’t like sand” thing. he’s a fucking dork. can’t exactly blame him nor do i hold it against him! he didn’t have many close friends growing up and he was like pining for padme for years so it’s not like he spent that time creating a playbook

he’s also witty!

i think this comes with his intelligence; he’s witty and he’s quick. example: “general grievous, you’re shorter than i expected.” i mean he’s no sass-king obi-wan kenobi but anakin definitely can hold his own in a verbal sparring match! 

also i headcanon him as having horrible puns but loving them!

values:

love, friendship, connections

at his core, anakin just wants to find someone who understands him and his emotions. who can relate to him. he wants those connections; in fact, he actively seeks them out. love is a key part of his identity. i talk about this in this post about his love languages so imma just link it there!

success, validation

tying into his determination, anakin wants to do well! he pushes himself and i think he’s a perfectionist, too. you can see this in the way he holds himself as a general; he doesn’t slack off, doesn’t not care. he understands the responsibility he has in that role and he takes it seriously! and just in his overall skill level, even though he was a bit of a child-prodigy, he clearly spent a long time training. he probably also had some imposter syndrome going on and was constantly trying to prove his worth. 

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uhh yeah i think i got everything?? yes?? he’s so complex and i legit love him immensely. doing character analysis for anakin is my favorite thing in the entire universe! if anyone has anything they want to add, please feel free!!

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his hair, his neck, his shoulders looking so broad, his hands, his backwards hat. this picture is so special 2 me

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the sluttiest waist in the galaxy