Aug 17, 2018
Nothing makes me more warm and fuzzy on the inside and confident in how much I am liked by the people around me than having a family tell me that to trainer I ride with --who I came to see as a trusted mentor and caring figure-- I essentially no longer exist because I’m no longer forcing myself to be acknowledged by leasing a horse.
Great.
I’m feeling real great now.
All that just because I asked for what to do since I haven’t heard back about something and was getting frustrated.
#captainderyn rambles#in this same conversation I was told I should take my riding horses#abandon it#and find something better to do with my time#and then also a whole list of other stuff#that just came out of the blue#with NO prior communication#and just...ah#today's a shitty kind of day#I was planning on writing on my big fic#but any and all mood on that has been all but annihilated