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He knew he’d said the wrong thing the second the words left his mouth. But Steve wasn’t going to take them back. He’d stand by those words until breath left his body for good. How many times was he going to have to lose Bucky? What if the next time he couldn’t get him back again?

A shiver of anger crept through him, but Steve managed to stamp it down. It wasn’t Bucky’s fault, but sometimes Steve just wished everything could go back to normal again. Whatever that was. Other people got to have friends and families and lovers; whereas he had to stand here and watch how his best friend became a stranger.

It was like everything that made Bucky Bucky was fading away and the Soldier was taking over. Steve opened his mouth to object, to apologise, anything... But the words turned to ash in his mouth. His palms itched as the solid arm under his hands was jerked away from him. Less than a foot between them but it might as well have been a mile.

He’d told him to stop. He’d told him not to touch him. And even though Steve wanted to grab Bucky and yank him back, he didn’t. Boundaries. It was all about boundaries and respecting wishes, and Steve worried he’d already pushed too hard. Gotten away with too much. Far more any anyone else would have had the privilege of doing so.

His friend looked so lost... Destroyed. The sickness swaying him and Steve found himself putting his hands out to steady him, but stopped short as he remembered. Don’t touch him. Don’t touch him. Don’t scare him off more than he’d already intentionally done so. His shoulders were tense and his chest felt tight, selfish anger roiling together with deep seated concern.

“Buck... Bucky... It’s ok just... Calm down... Breathe... It’s..”

It was all that left his lips before the tinge of iron slicked over his tongue and pain shot through him. Anyone else could have struck him and Steve would have taken it in his stride. But this was Bucky. Coupled not only with the emotional pain, but that ( like him ) Bucky had been built up to be a weapon. They could go toe to toe at the best of times, but Steve often pondered that if it came to it, the Soldier would always best him.

“BUCKY!”

Recovery was delayed but as soon as he could take a breath, Steve charged after him. Eyes focused on the space between his friend’s shoulders. His mind rushed with a thousand thoughts but he forced himself to push them aside and work on a game plan. Had to fix his mistake.

#andagony #STAR SPANGLED MAN / Steve #The Pain Train [ god-dammit Caitlin! ]

@andagony gets a starter bc u my boo bear

he wasn’t sure exactly what he should’ve been anticipating with the arrival of the self-proclaimed guardians of the galaxy. it wasn’t as if visitors from other planets were exactly NEW to them, but he’d admit it was mildly surprising that there had been an earth-native among their ranks. beside what... he could only identify as a green woman, a... bulky man, a tree, and a raccoon. naturally, he’d never refer to them as such — steve might’ve been a punk at times, but he wasn’t one to offend strangers who seemed keen on being friendly. at some point or another, he’d come to keeping an eye on the obnoxious one. if headaches came easier to him, he’s sure he’d have a migraine by now. though, he’d picked up on stubborness, goofiness, and cock-sure nature that overall... made for a pretty amusing combination. “ how long has it been since you’ve come back to earth, anyway? ” an attempt at diverting the conversation. there was only so long steve could listen to him go on about the newest earth music. in truth, the captain hadn’t the slightest clue who the people were.

#andagony #( &. COMMS. )#( V — OUT OF RETIREMENT. post avengers. )#im sry this is short im so lame

“ don’t don’t come any closer. ” for fear that she’ll hurt someone again, or worse, end a life as a result to powers u n h a r n e s s e d. pieces of hair toss when jean tries to find the location of a powerful entity lurking. she’s being hunted & anxiety peaks at the fear of the unknown. / / @andagony buck barnes sc.

#and here we'll have jean getting the best treatment right??? lol NOPE ///#andagony #pre dark phoenix. //

* @andagony ♡ s.c.

FINGERS CURLED ROUND THE HANDLE OF A BLADE. hand buried deep within a jacket pocket. alert, determined, knapsack of things she’d needed or wanted placed deftly onto her back. there was nothing to fear so long as she kept her wits about her -- so long as she remembered to always stay one step ahead of every being she could get eyes on. it was the ones she couldn’t see that allison worried about most. lurking in shadows, just out of her line of sight. but there had been enough peace. enough silence that she hadn’t seen fit to worry as she approached her car, san francisco had seemed decent enough for now. until the crunch of gravel under feet that weren’t her own catches her ear.

it’s a force of habit that has her drawing the knife from her pocket, wielded out, unafraid of the option of putting it to more use as she spins around. ❛ DON’T COME ANY CLOSER. ❜ spoken before she can take in features, before allison recognizes still human eyes -- a flush of cheeks, not dull or drained of life -- and relaxes, albeit only slightly. there is no droop of her arm, no slip or lessening of gaze; she knows better than to assume people on the streets these days are friendly. he may not look like much of anything, may not spike a heart rate or bring a trepidation to her actions, and truly, allison’d like to believe she’s more than capable of handling this situation given how frail he seems, but she’d never underestimate a threat. not now. instead she eases back, leans a muscled frame back against the metal of her car door and arches a singular brow.

❛ DO YOU NEED SOMETHING? ❜

#andagony #iinviscera #.。 ♡ once upon a time there was humanity. // allison &. fear the walking dead.#( is this trash? mayhaps. should u love me anyways? yes. :/ )

@andagony liked for steve and sarah!!!

at the mere mention of a possible visit from a certain someone’s favorite uncle, the rogers household had been sent into a tizzy. mostly because sarah was too busy pulling out toys, artwork, and ACCOMPLISHMENTS to show off to the man upon his arrival. really, he should’ve left it as a surprise seeing as steve was now left to pick up the millions of tiny legos strewn across the floor of the living room, else he’d regret it later when he passed over them in the middle of the night. somehow more painful than a bullet wound. what kind of monster created these things? “ sarah, really. uncle clint won’t be here for another ten minutes. c’mere and help me pick these up. ” of course, the four year old only listens to so much, and spends a total of one minute tossing the legos back to their respective bin before gathering more belongings to sprawl across the couch. steve couldn’t bring himself to insist too much on her cleaning up — she didn’t get t’ see the guy too often. he had his own kids, after all. her favorite cousins. her only cousins for now. at the rhythmic knock of a door, the captain couldn’t help how his own lips pulled to a smile, watching as her face brightened significantly and the blonde girl practically tripped over herself in her hurry to the door, swinging it open with all the fanfare of an excited child.

“ you’re LATE, uncle clint! ” he wasn’t. she knew that — but she couldn’t help how stern look gave way to the brightest smile steve had known, arms swinging around clint’s legs, hitting the backs of his knees. “ what took you so long? were you walking? ”

#andagony #( &. COMMS. )#( V — NURTURING HERO. single dad. )#HERE U GO

* @andagony ♡ sc.

far from home ( the raven ) // sam tinnesz.

SHE CANNOT REMEMBER WHEN it started. the sinking feeling, the numbness that threatened to overtake her. it wasn’t familiar, not the same feeling caused by sharp cold winds accompanied by flushed skin. this was different, a dull ache that had suddenly turned piercing, unmistakable, and yet... light as a feather, as if it rested upon her shoulders like a cloak that couldn’t be removed. subtle suffocation sansa could no longer ignore. ❛ i feel like i might fade into the dawn. fade until i’m gone. ❜

#andagony #( i think this is the shortest thing i've ever written at u. )#( ANYWAYS UH throw whoever u want at this. it's cool. love u bye. )#.。 ♡ and yet she stepped out all the same. // sansa &. tbd.#.。 ♡ irregularly scheduled shit posting. // misc &. queue.

* / @andagony cont.

——————— THERE WAS NO EXCUSE FOR IT. for showing up. for grinning from ear to ear as she dangled a takeout bag from the cantina. or at least not one lola would ever consider voicing loud enough for anyone else to hear. but she’d known well enough that he wouldn’t turn down the food, let alone that she doubted he’d turn her away -- even if he swore he might. for all his talk of indifference, castiel’d had a funny way of proving it; mumbled suggestions of solutions, despite the insistence he hadn’t been paying attention. if anything, she’d simply learned to read between the lines and make herself comfortable despite his grumbling.

❛ i DID call. twice. ❜ once on the way to the restaurant, another on her way out. that he hadn’t answered only gave more of a reason to continue on her way to his place. petite shoulders rising and falling, dark hues shifting from familiar features to look inside, ‘round limbs to search for the fur covered face she knows will be happy to see her. at least demon’d never pretended to have better things to do than curl up next to her, or even so much as thought to act like the food in the bag wasn’t worth an hour or two of venting. nose wrinkling as she settles back onto the heels of her sneakers, the curl of her lips into a teasing grin is one she can’t hide. ❛ i think you’d do it for less, depending on how hungry you were. ❜

not that lola would ever show up with anything less, far too convinced that each trip she made here was worth it just to know he wasn’t starving. not that she cared either way, or as far as anyone else need be concerned she didn’t. fingers of her free hand reaching up to brush wild curling blue locks from her eyes, the scoff emitted is obligatory at best. ❛ uh huh. there’s churros in here, don’t worry. bunch of other things too, just in case you haven’t ate yet. ❜ barely able to get the words out before the bag is snatched from her hands, it’s all the invitation she needs to slink in. door pulled shut, sneakers discarded at the side, sock clad feet padding across the floor to flop onto an empty seat. hand pulled to rest up under his chin as she squints in castiel’s direction. ❛ so, what ‘cha up to? ❜

#andagony #crowstormed #.。 ♡ hey! who are you calling dumb? // lola &. tbd.#( lola would like to order 1 attention pls. :/ )

“your hair is so soft” / from tate xoxo :')))

EYEBROW COCKED WHEN THE OTHER STARTED TO SPEAK, comic book put aside with silent moan. was he trying to mock her again ? just because amelia had turned into something different than him, actually developing girlish features, did not meant she was about to wear pink high heels and lipstick ! death glare tucked at blonde, the poor victim needed a few moments for proper reaction. ❛ since i use this WONDERFUL banana hair mask, it really changed a lot, didn’t it ? AND THAT SMELL ! ❜ slight movement of fingers, playing with a strand of brunette, playful attitude she had seen way too often on the schoolyard. probably amelia should really start behaving more like a creature of her own gender ? grungy rock music and dark clothes did their job as well, but every attempt to be a bit more feminine was spotted immediately by her best friend. what a shame. ❛ —— hey ! ❜ , she finally added when elbow found its way into teenage boys side. ❛ are you trying to make fun of me, little weirdo ? ❜ serious facial expression not to be held, instead laughter following where dramatically acted anger should be. ❛ that’s not nice, you know ? you are DEEPLY HURTING MY proud feelings. i always thought you liked my super bushy, not tamable hairdo ! ❜

╰╰✩ INTIMACY MEME / ACCEPTING

#andagony #╰ ☆ welcome to the jungle ╱ answered asks #AH DIS